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-npdisasterous

for me? it is confusing. it's one of those disorders that gets a really bad rap, alongside other cluster-Bs which pisses me off a bit tbh, I'm not this dexter morgan type, I'm just a guy who doesn't feel empathy that well. there's a lot of boredom involved that leads to self destructive business and nonsense trying to get a fix out of something. i honestly thought for a while i was bipolar because of how intense it got, but the psychiatrist gave me two personality disorders to ponder about instead which is fun! very fun indeed. much like the other disorders in the same cluster, i have a lot of trauma to think about in my downtime and how it causes my disorders to clash a bit.