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i have just thought of something so Evil. tragic leliwarden playlist that's half lykke li, half daughter
youth. smoke. run. winter. shallows. i'm frothing at the mouth
"drifting apart like two sheets of ice, my love" I'M SICK!!!!
i have just thought of something so Evil. tragic leliwarden playlist that's half lykke li, half daughter
youth. smoke. run. winter. shallows. i'm frothing at the mouth
i have just thought of something so Evil. tragic leliwarden playlist that's half lykke li, half daughter
the reason why i think bethany and vivienne can hold strikingly similar opinions abt magic, the circle, and life more generally is bc they are both, at their core, primarily motivated by fear. and like, more than fear, it's dread.
both of them understand status as one way to protect themselves. bethany tells hawke, 'we need coin, status, smth we can hide behind. as long as we're just refugees, we're no one.' like she does straight up just say it.
vivienne's status-seeking is i think self-evident. bethany has the advantage of being temporarily embarrassed nobility, but vivienne proves that it might be more abt who you know and the wider context. having a wing in bastien's home is a privilege afforded to circle mages from montsimmard, not kirkwall â not that vivienne seems any less anxious even when she in theory has the empress of orlais' ear.
the game frames it as pure ambition, and some of it is, yeah. vivienne's a social-climber. but idk that i have that much disdain for a social-climber like vivienne when whatever safety she's afforded seems to be perpetually seconds away from vanishing.
vivienne says her mean thoughts aloud. bethany typically doesn't. i argue, tho, that both of them are demonstrating comparable levels of self-monitoring their behavior. like the panopticon lives inside of them, do u get me. some of that bleeds out into interactions w others. it feels like a constant white noise of 'be nice be nice be nice be nice.'
bethany will self-police if no one else does it for her:
Bethany: So, there's no Circle among the Dalish? Merrill: Any child with the gift of magic is apprenticed to a Keeper... in another clan if there's no need in her own. Bethany: That sounds nice. Merrill: Magic is a gift of the Creators. Why wouldn't we use it? Merrill: It just seems... wasteful for humans to lock their mages away where they can't do any good.
like maybe this is the most affirming thing bethany's ever heard abt magic. but if fenris jumps in to remind everybody that merrill's a blood mage, and thus a Bad Mage, bethany goes, 'oh. right.'
if fenris isn't there, bethany will be the one to bring up that merrill is a blood mage, albeit much more reluctantly.
she also regulates others' behavior: bethany has to frequently and verbally remind hawke to shut the fuck up. one of her more common barks is, 'we shouldn't talk here.' vivienne externalizes the control freak thing much more obviously and confidently than bethany, but while the other characters either cower or resent her to varying degrees, it's painfully clear that she's just holding everyone to the standard she holds herself.
Cole: Everything bright, roar of anger as the demon rears. No, I will not fall. No one will control me ever again. Cole: Flash of white as the world comes back. Shaking, hollow, Harrowed, but smiling at templars to show them I'm me.
to me, vivienne gamifies logic in a way that's relatable if agonizing: if i make every single correct choice and phrase things precisely and w the ideal tone while presenting myself exactly the way i need to, then i will succeed. bc it's not abt my feelings, it's just abt facts. my feelings don't have to factor into it, bc i've run the numbers, and the numbers say you don't even have to take my word for it. look, i have a quote, even. look my argument has citations. i've made myself objective for you.
as a result, vivienne values knowledge so much. finding the lost tomes is her personal quest before the big personal quest. she impresses upon everyone over and over and over again that the need the circle fulfills is primarily abt education:
'magic is dangerous just as fire is dangerous. anyone who forgets this truth gets burned.' 'in my own experience, nothing is more deadly to a young mage than a lack of knowledge.' 'where else can mages safely learn to master their talents? we need an institution to protect and nurture magic. maker knows, magic will find neither on its own.'
bethany immediately becomes a mentor after she passes her harrowing. she enjoys teaching children, and she's particularly protective of ella. she adapts to the scholarly environment of the circle quickly â 'for the first time,' her circle route codex entry reads, 'she can study magic without watching over her shoulder.'
even before she's taken to the circle, she rly and truly seems to believe that if mages could just lay out their case for freedom, someone would listen.
Anders: The Rite of Tranquility is the whole problem. If they didn't have that to hold over us, we'd have so many more options. Bethany: Right! If we want to fight back... or just engage in intelligent debate... they make sure we can't do it. Anders: They're forcing our hands. There's no way to change things peacefully. Bethany: There must be something. Anders: If it's Tranquility or death, we have no choice but to make every confrontation a life-or-death struggle. Bethany: I know, but... there are good people in the Circle, the Chantry. There has to be a way to reason with them. Anders: Not if they take away your ability to reason.
in this way she differs a little from vivienne, who believes it's the circle that has to be defended â the circle is an idea (the correct one), and 'ideas cannot be dissolved.' what she and bethany share, tho, is the idea that mages have to present a cogent argument that they're not threats. the first enchanters who voted to rebel were technically following protocol, but vivienne thinks the ethical thing to have done was to have required the vote to be unanimous. she's horrified that fiona's vote was the deciding factor, and she has ZERO faith in other mages' ability to prove their trustworthiness to the average person without the structure of an institution.
vivienne talks abt the non-mages of thedas like they're less ppl capable of critical thinking and more just like. robots who have to have the correct buttons pushed or they start killing you. she holds v little disdain for the 'ordinary ppl' caught up in the mage/templar war, even as she acknowledges them as potentially v dangerous to mages.
'so many people dispossessed. another generation that learns to live in fear of magic.'
for her it's game over, start again.
she rly is most concerned abt mages being feared â if a low approval inquisitor says, 'it will take time, but people can learn not to fear magic', she gets +1 towards her becoming divine. bethany, at the end of the game when she is at her most radical, tells hawke if they side w the mages, 'a new age begins today. people will overcome their fears and find better ways to live with mages.'
for all that, both vivienne and bethany hold the opinion (at least publicly, and at least for a while) that the circle isn't so bad. bethany's circle route codex says that in spite of witnessing templar abuses, 'she supports the circle as is.' she's 'surprised at how many templars are honest andrastians.' vivienne calls the rebel templars 'renegades' who sully the name of the order, and she thinks circle abuse varies much too much to make a moral call abt it. mostly, they both seem resigned to the circle and disinterested in focusing on the bad parts.
Hawke: Happy to be out of the Circle? Bethany: It's strange. I miss a lot, but other things . . .
vivienne says, 'and there is comfort to be had, you know, in the company of fellow mages. those born without magic will never truly understand us.'
they both hold v conventionally negative views regarding demons. vivienne has earned that perspective vividly:
Cole: A sour smell in the Tower library, rotten meat and ashes. Too quiet without the apprentices. Something crunches underfoot. Burned finger bones glitter in the ash like pearls. Ice in my veins. The archivist... what was her name? Vivienne: Get. Out. Cole: Why did they kill her? She was just like them! Vivienne: They "helped" her. Just like you did. Anyone who wouldn't fight for freedom was "freed" by fire and lightning. Stay out of my thoughts demon. My memories are my own.
i think bethany's horror at orsino's blood magic is comparable here. there are ways to fight for freedom, and there are ways that render your fight immoral.
but both of them absolutely prefer to fight than not when given the opportunity â both of them have little love for hiding.
Bethany: I don't mind it so much. I don't have to hide, or worry about templars hunting me. Bethany: It's funny. The idea of the Circle is much more terrifying than the reality of it.
the above is just resolved dread! she spends a lot of time dreading the circle, and she deals with it by wanting to do something.
'it's the templars or the darkspawn, mother. at least i'm allowed to fight darkspawn,' bethany says, and, 'better to work our way into this expedition than sit around waiting to be thrown in the gallows.'
when asked what her motivations are, vivienne answers, 'the same thing anyone gets by fighting this chaos: the chance to meet my enemy, to decide my fate. i won't wait quietly for destruction.'
after bastien dies, she approves of the inquisitor asking her if there's anything she needs help with, but she mostly just wants to handle things herself. she also approves of being told that she'll be kept busy or left to her own devices.
in general, they both have a strong adherence to duty.
Anders: You know, we're a long way from the Circle. Down here, a mage could easily slip her leash. Bethany: I'm not leashed, Anders. I allowed this. Anders: You gave up, you mean. Threw your life away. Bethany: I accept what I am and act accordingly. I can pretend to be miserable if you want, but I'm not. Anders: You don't understand the stakes. Bethany: Well it's a good thing you're here to carry the burden.
bethany 'acts accordingly'! she's not trying to get distracted by feelings!
vivienne's approval for the sit in judgment stuff is p consistent: across the board, she'd rather recruit where possible and punish the accused directly, whether by humiliation or helping to fix what they broke, rather than handing them over to authorities outside of the inquisition, like the wardens. she wants ppl to be useful. she wants ppl held accountable. the most unforgiving she gets is approving of erimond being made tranquil, and i think that has everything to do w holding mages to a higher standard of behavior than everyone else.
that duty isn't always the most practical course of action, but they feel strongly abt it. when orsino fusses at bethany for putting herself at risk to save him the fight at the end of act 2, bethany replies, 'we had to do something! we couldn't just . . . '
similarly, vivienne will advise the inquisitor to keep moving during the attack on haven, but she approves of saving everyone â she approves if you only manage to save one person.
sometimes they're a little bit funny abt it. bethany approves if hawke v sternly tells vincento, feynriel's absent father, to make up for his neglect. vivienne approves if the inquisitor chooses to tell the newlyweds in val royeaux that happiness is tempered by duty.
but i think the most significant thing they share, esp wrt being mages, is that they see v clearly that if anything's going to change, it has to be thru the chantry. if the inquisitor tells vivienne that the circle needs to be restored, she gets +1 to her becoming divine; if she tells vivienne that mages need to be in the chantry, vivienne gets +5 to becoming divine. she greatly approves in both instances, so i think the divine points do count for smth here beyond the game mechanic. clearly, vivienne believes that a mage can reform the chantry.
and bethany, when she decides to rebel w the rest of the gallows says, 'all these years, i've tried to understand what andraste saw. why she had to lock us up. but my powers come from the maker . . . and i cannot just believe that is his will.'

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uhmmmmmm sworn guard for Vivienne de Fer, hired by Bastien after threats are made against Vivienne. Guard would be one of Ferelden's finest mayhaps and maybe a Brienne of Tarth type ?
in terms of "dead dove" tropes in general one of my favourite ways to pervert an otherwise healthy and consensual relationship is to have one of the characters be responsible for something that was objectively and unsympathetically their fault and that they're determined to spend the rest of their lives making up for, but are unwilling (or unable) to confess to their new partner who only knows them as they are now and not as the shameful fuckup they once were, so they end up convincing themselves that they're essentially committing rape by deception - for the entirely selfish reason that is wanting to prove that they can succeed in obtaining and keeping one genuinely good, stable, unblemished thing in their life - by concealing it. but because they both desire comfort and don't feel that they deserve it they continue to do so, going so far as to try to prevent their partner from being exposed to any situation or interaction where they might learn the truth, even as it becomes a case of using them and the relationship to self-harm to satisfy their unresolved guilt that only grows with each passing moment.
and then, just when they've finally started to relax and let themself consider that maybe, just maybe, they do actually deserve to be happy and move on with their life, that's when the other shoe drops and their partner stumbles across the information that fleshes out and gives shape to the unspoken thing that's been hanging over their relationship since day one, to the point that they'd adjusted to living in its shadow, in the least favourable circumstances possible. building your home in someone only to find out that your house is haunted and the spectre has been in the room with you this entire time >>>>>
Vivienne my beloved
One of dragon age's most underappreciated characters
the issue with writing for yourself is that you will get sucked into rereading your own fic over and over and pretend itâs âediting,â but really youâre just reading because itâs exactly what you want to read. because you wrote it. for you.
and then you will be like why does this asshole never finish anything god
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leliwarden dialogue that drives me crazyyyy bc leliana feels the need to justify herself why she isn't with the warden presently, she doesn't say it was too dangerous or risks involved with dealing the blight to a non-warden, it's solely bc justinia needed her. nothing else. and this was never an issue to leliana, bc she never even considered the possibility the warden would fail to cure the calling (she has complete and utter faith in them) so she truly believed she could have both. and in reality, she already lost one, and might lose the other, leaving her with neither. and she doesn't even REALIZE!!!!

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Potential References for the Horses in Thedas
If you're anything like me, you made it your mission to collect every single horse breed in Dragon Age: Inquisition. However. If you're anything like me, it annoyed the hell out of you to not have good parallels to real-world breeds for art references. This post aims to help with that, using some tomfoolery and shenanigans to give some vague approximation of region, build and color in order to find horse breeds that exist in real life and would make sense in Thedas.
This will be put under a cut after the first pony because this post got LOOONG. Enjoy!
The Ferelden Forder, or the Cleveland Bay
The Ferelden Forder is described as a "proud animal ... [that] ranges well beyond its namesake, at home in stables and armies across Thedas." In the game, the Forder is a beautiful rich dappled bay, with darkened legs, mane and tail. Given that Ferelden itself seems to be vaguely inspired by the regions present in the UK, the stout appearance, tallness and shapely body of the Cleveland Bay lends itself near-perfectly to the Forders, in my humble opinion. The only thing about the Cleveland Bay that isn't truly represented by the Forders is their white markings--Forders have a big white blaze on their face in Inquisition, whereas real life Cleveland Bays are considered inadmissable in the studbook with markings any larger than a small white star.
Despite that, I think the Cleveland Bay is an excellent point of reference to use when drawing Forders, and the color variations are perfect for learning how to shade all sorts of variations of bay ponies.
Travel time maps - these are pretty quick and dirty but should line up pretty well with the travel time charts I posted a while ago.
Reblogging and editing to add supporting information per several requests.
This post has the methdology I used for calculating these times and this one has the rest of the info about how I came to these conclusions.
This post has the charts for RPG set one and two.
The adventures of Inquisitor Maddox : Part 100
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Start of seradagna to celebrate 100 chapters <3 god.... i would had never expected to reach that much content when i started.... I hope Im more than half done HAHA
Also here is some Helisma and Harritt canon "interactions" that im like hello???? what's going on here did you knew her before Harritt????
In light of some recent conversation, it has occurred to me (upon suggestion from the lovely @seracadash) that I could be the change I wanted to see in the world and just. Ya know. Actually post my opinions on the internet. Note: this is an opinion and one possible interpretation of the text, not me saying it's definitive. I think the Dark Ritual is an awful situation for everyone involved. There's really no "good" part of the situation - even the fact that it might save your life is more of a coercive force than it is an upside - and the people who get the worst of it are the actual participants, of course. Fandom has often talked about how sad it is for an unromanced Alistair to have to potentially give up his virginity in exchange for his or his friend's life. But what I haven't seen, I think ever, is a discussion of the fact that an unromanced Morrigan is also pretty likely to never have had sex before, either. The closest I've seen to someone touching that topic with a ten foot pole are these two posts. But I wanna get more specific. Because we, as a fandom, tend to assume - based on how sexually forward Morrigan bluffs, and I do personally think it's a bluff - that she's a pretty sexually experienced person. But there's just... almost no evidence for that in the text, in my personal opinion. Let's dig into that. I recently combed the wiki while talking to a friend about this. And while the DA:O wiki is surprisingly exhaustive I have, personally, gotten a Morrigan line that wasn't on there, so I'd believe there's something I'm missing. If anybody happens to find some, please share. Here is what I found:
^ this is. The ONLY dialogue in the entire game where Morrigan outright claims experience of sex, per the wiki. In my opinion, the comment at The Pearl is directly related to these banters with Alistair and Leliana, which suggests the "experience" Morrigan is talking about isn't sex she had, but instead sex her mother had that she, unfortunately, witnessed or had described back to her.
Apart from that, here's the only companion dialogue that implies she might maybe know some stuff about sex, which⌠you can take or leave as being experience-based knowledge:
Notably, the second Leliana one is cut dialogue, but we'll take it into consideration cuz why not.
To me, this reads as her being mean to Leliana and trying to make herself Being Sexual as opposed to Being Romantic her "winning quality" in the weird catfight Gaider and Chee had to get in there for ??? reasons. There's some Madonna/Whore stuff going on in there that, frankly, deserves its own post. (And, as the link shows, has been extensively in its Andraste and the Witch tag set. Go look at its posts, the posts are fantastic.) But the point here is that the above dialogue doesn't necessarily imply Morrigan has ever actually had sex before the Warden. It implies that she thinks having sex with someone is a means of controlling or manipulating them. Which. Given what the last chunk just said about her mother's use for sex, can you blame her for arriving at that conclusion?
I don't think it's news to the fandom that Morrigan is incredibly sheltered, or that her mother severely narrowed the lens through which she views the world. I don't think it's even necessarily news that she doesn't show a lot of comfort with sex initially! But I do think it's a severely under discussed angle of the Dark Ritual that that might well be Morrigan's very first experience with sex. Can you imagine? You're leaving home for the first time that isn't just a "trip into town" to people watch, and you leave home knowing you Have To get pregnant because your mother - your abusive, sexually creepy mother - told you that you Have To in order to preserve something you care about deeply (old magics) because she raised you to care about that. You spend months to a year traveling with, potentially, one man capable of rendering you pregnant and he's naive in ways you weren't afforded the luxury to be and he Hates You or at least is cruel to you frequently. Eventually, you have to ask this guy's boss to arrange sex with him so that you can have a baby he actively doesn't want with the flimsy excuse that it might save his life. And his boss might be his wife, depending on how this all went down, and you're also facing down having sex for the very first time. Horrible. Devastating. We talk a lot in this fandom about men who've been forced to become weapons against their will, but can we spare five minutes for Morrigan? Sheltered, certainly not clueless but definitely dubiously willing if she's doing it with Alistair, honestly unprepared Morrigan?
bravely . i think aveline and isabela should primarily be fighting over who gets to do violence and against whom. and what actually counts as violence . instead of what being good at woman is like
like. aveline becomes captain of the guard after having previously been a soldier married to a templar. her Life essentially is defined by sanctioned, culturally noble and respected violence against those perceived as Other, Deserving by the state she serves. child bride to pirate pipeline isabela (who is on the run because she took on her powerful boss to free slaves he would have profited from the sale of) has been the Other against whom it is Acceptable To Commit Violence (but who is not legally or morally permitted to retaliate) her whole life, and i think this has made her incredibly protective of her right to engage in violence of her own. to me this has always kind of been the heart of their conflictâ ideas about who is respectable, who is Allowed, who gets to define what that even means. especially with the context that As captain of the guard, aveline quite actively reinforces her institutionâs right to enact violence & the Taboo against the disenfranchised returning it; her guardsman sexually assaults an elven girl, and she not only protects him, but literally (accidentally.) starts a war over her right to prosecute the girlâs brothers for killing him in retaliation when She failed to deliver appropriate justice. ISABELA WAS SOLD AS A CHILD BRIDE. itâs such a gimme. thatâs like the main thing that differentiates them and the main difference in their interests. literally how is this not the main thing theyâre clashing about?

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iâve been thinking i would like the trip back to the cave to find tamlen to be the three young adultsâmahariel, merrill, fenarelâacting on their own volition and against the keeperâs orders. it is so nonsensical to me that the entire problem was two kids going to this cave unattended and marethari is like âwe will solve this by sending two kids there unattended again.â i know merrill is a mage but come on. what are all the hunters in camp doing that is more important than this? we donât have anyone over the age of 30 we could send with them? we canât call any of those search parties back? it makes way more sense to Me if duncan told the clan that tamlen is totally 100% dead out there, and the nearby humans are becoming a threat, and the clan & marethari have decided to fully give up and move on. and you three sneak out there to give it one last try. u can be reluctantly dragged along to save their skins or be super enthusiastic abt saving tamlen or be in it for the elven history with merrill or for some kind of treasure u didnât manage to grab or whatever.
i feel like all this would introduce the dao themes of when itâs ok to sacrifice the one for the many and so on, and also give mahariel a sorely needed at least sense of agency instead of just getting sent from place to place, and also set up the future conflict between merrill and marethari. and the vibes of the brave and hopeful youngsters going against their elders and going to such lengths all for nothing would be endearing and tragic i think... honestly like i said iâd also consider killing off or doing something to fenarel to really hammer home the guilt and âwas it worth it to tryâ like maybe itâs a cheap ploy but otherwise i donât know the point of him as a character heâs just there. these are my humble proposals what do you guys think
you can't say "hey has anyone noticed that M/M fic outnumbers F/F like 100:1â or âit feels racist that only 3/202 characters on the ao3 top 100 ships list are Black and two of them are Alastor HazbinHotelâ bc some ppl will start going like âoh so you think we should FORCE people to write about things they DONâT CARE ABOUT for WOKE????â and youâll be like âno, iâm pointing out that the conditions that created this disparity are informed by racism & misogynyâ and ppl will say âitâs not BIGOTED to only care about WHITE MENâ and then the gargoyle king appears