linney, she/they/he, adult (pls no minors), grad student so assume i'm suffering but having a good time
dragon age. origins, awakening, & da2 primarily. always asking hey where's zevran. what's he doing. early modern vibes and by vibes i do mean vibes. what if i apply a bunch of otherwise usually fun but not esp practical info into helping a faux-medieval/renaissance setting make a little more sense to me specifically. ask me abt my playlists if u enjoy the shawm. ask me abt shakespeare/early modern english theatre if u want a new friend.
i am shy but friendly. house-trained!
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will eventually compile some info abt ocs but for now:
my main girl is cat cousland, a walking anxiety disorder who is having a bad time. an autism diagnosis would not save her but it would make her brother go ohhhhhhhh wow.
my hawke is an andersmancer but more importantly, bethany is there (: ask me abt fenbelathany.
if you're here bc of my leandra posts. idk welcome and i'm sorry ig.
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I am working on the third chapter for Something Like Home. Another one from Anneliese perspective. Its very very rough and hasn't even been reread yet so uh, here it is anyways!
It was hard not to feel directionless, Anneliese thought, in a place like this. In every sense one could mean it.
Her days lacked the structure they had once held in the village; As they had they had the Circle; Even as they had on the run. The streets themselves seemed to mirror her disorientation - a winding labyrinth of dirt and stone and light and shadow, wholly unlike anything in her admittedly narrow experience.
Kinloch had hared the hard stone, and she recalls the maze like feeling that its circular halls held when she first arrived in a distant way - she was so very young, afterall. And, by the time she had ran, she had known every dust heaped corner of that tower. Familiarity had eroded at the hard corners and edges, left it so clearly mapped in her mind that even now she could trace her footsteps through it - down the stairs and to the right to the library, up and up and up and up to the harrowing chamber. The way the thin shafts of light from the upper windows caught the gentle motes of dust as they fell. And anyways, the architecture itself shared little in common with the sharp lines and jagged edges of Kirkwall.
The weeks on the run from Kinloch had seen her in cities, true, but Kirkwall made her doubt the accuracy of the term. What was Denerim, with its dirt roads and wood structures, its rambling central square with stalls selling cheese and cloth and other sundries?
And her, so fresh from the Circle, her hands resting on the swollen curve of her belly, head whipping around like the nervous cats that skulked the back alleys of that city, eyes wide as saucers.
Haminbryn had been little more than a Chantry, a green, a mill, and a handful of cottages scattered along a hillside - the horizon cut short by the dense Brecialian forest and laying out the boundaries of her little life there.
The first week she had barely left the Estate - itself a rambling old space, far too big for the bodies that occupied it. a strange thought that in another life this might have been home. That she might have grown up under these vaulted ceiling - that she had, in fact, been born under this very roof.
Perhaps the extra space was there to house the many ghosts that seemed to haunt the place.
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had a breakdown abt how i'm not going to write a v good dissertation and i don't think 1800+ words on a minor dragon age antagonist is rly helping to assuage my fears that i don't know how to say anything concisely but on the other hand. maybe i should take the win and say yay i have so much to say.
I Executed The Demon Lord With One Flawless Strike And After A Brief Power Struggle The New Demon Government Is Substantially More Committed To The War Because Of Some Reason I Don't Know
I Successfully Overthrew The Demon Lord And Instituted Demon Democracy But They Voted For A Commie So The CIA Not Some Fantasy Equivalent The Actual CIA Who Have Known About Magic And Alternate Realms The Whole Damn Time But Won't Just Unisekai Me Launched A Counter Coup And That's When Things Really Went To Shit
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have been thinking abt sophia dryden + arland + historical fereldan opinion of the wardens and went to look at the various codices and tbh this is like. the part of dragon that i wish they'd leaned into more — the side of it that's intentionally vague and leaves a lot of room for in-world historical interpretation.
we never actually meet the real sophia. we meet the demon who possesses her body, so ultimately, i don't rly take anything that the demon says as unalloyed truth. avernus, too, is a p unreliable narrator. we do get some codex entries that are fascinating tho.
the set-up is that in 7:5 storm, the fereldan throne is left without an heir. two ppl had a strong claim to the title: arland theirin and sophia dryden, who were cousins. ultimately arland was chosen as king bc he was young and seemed malleable to the ambitious nobles who wanted to take advantage of him.
but it turns out he wasn't so easily controlled after all. arland is described as a tyrant! avernus says that he pitted the nobles against each other, killed indiscriminately, and had no problem eliminating opposition thru 'fear and poison.'
you can find a letter from bann mathuin wulff that says:
Sophia,
Arl Ruahn and his entire family have been slaughtered, even the children. The Ruahn line is no more and the arling belongs to the crown, for now. Arland believed Ruahn was plotting against him. Ruahn criticized the king's spending on Wintersend--that is all. It was an idle word, spoken out of turn. The king goes too far. His brain is filled with madness and he clings to the crown like a drowning man clutches at a straw.
Sophia, I beg you, help us. If nothing is done, more will suffer.
Your humble servant,
—Wulff.
similarly, several members of the cousland family in the storm age, a family the game wants you to associate with honor and righteousness, formed a conspiracy against arland and allied with the wardens.
Arland also executed many Couslands, including the Teyrn himself, for plotting against him, being allied to Sophia, and to teach the survivors their place.
so you're like okay, case closed, arland was a paranoid and evil ruler who unjustly kicked the wardens out of ferelden bc warden-commander dryden rallied the wardens against a tyrant who killed whole families for the crime of questioning his spending habits — and moreover, she did it explicitly at the behest of the desperate nobility who had to come crawling on their knees to plead for help from the woman they rejected as ruler specifically bc she wasn't biddable enough.
but then you start reading dryden's journals.
21 Eluviesta:
It is done. The nobles have thrown their lot in with Arland--Arland the snot-nosed man-child, Arland who did not walk till he was in his fifth year, Arland who had to be pried off his nursemaid's breast not two years ago. Or so it is whispered. The teyrns and the arls believe him to be a simpleton, and easily led, but I have seen something in the boy's eye, and it terrifies me.
10 Moriolis:
I watched the Summerday processions from a room high in Fort Drakon. The regent has me for treason, when my only guilt is of being true to my country and my heart. My guard's tongue was easily loosened with a gift of a ruby ring, and I am told that the banns are fighting against my sentence. I shall pray, but not hope that it will be anything but the gallows for me.
2 Ferventis:
The draught was like bitter fire, but I survived. Weep for me, for I survived. Would that they had made a clean end for me. I should have died a lady, the greatest of the Drydens, not lived to become this nothing--this monstrous nothing!
19 Matrinalis:
Enough. I shall waste no more time with wretched, womanish lamentation. Death would have been easy, but fate saw fit to spare me and I will seize upon this chance. The Grey Wardens are an army, and the old commander is weak--a wisp of a man. I will inspire the Wardens, and Arland will rue the day he spared my life.
i think it's interesting that sophia frames being sent to the wardens as arland 'spar[ing] her life.'
so now it's not so clear. was sophia deserving but bypassed bc she couldn't be manipulated the way the nobility thought arland could be? or was she kind of ruthless and paranoid herself? a woman who despises weakness who clearly had zero intentions of letting arland's claim to the throne go unchallenged?
her rebellion threw ferelden into chaos. personally i don't think that turning to demonic powers/blood magic is like. The Bombshell the game thinks it is. but the game considers that to be a signifier of a leader willing to feed their subordinates into the machine to get eaten the fuck up. this is in line w everything we know abt the wardens — they're more than accustomed to resorting to things other ppl find distasteful at best.
but this wasn't in service to ending a blight. this was an entirely political gambit. at least one other commander at soldier's peak believed sophia's actions were going to destroy both the fereldan army and the wardens. a lot of wardens felt 'disgraced' by her actions specifically bc they were politically motivated, and those wardens deserted, which feels LOADED for grey wardens.
and then it turns out that we don't actually have the full picture of the aftermath or even what led up to the rebellion (tho wot2 notes that the rebellion was founded by sophia):
Little is known of what followed Arland's rule, as a civil war for the throne occurred soon after his death. The war lasted a decade and wiped away most records of his reign.
does this mean arland was a kid in over his head and sophia was a comically evil snake who saw an opportunity and took it? i don't think that's the answer either tbh i think that the truth is both a) somewhere in a vast and ambiguous middle and b) impossible to know.
but we have a pseudo-idea of how the dryden family's reputation suffered as a result of her rebellion, bc they had to book it out of the country. everyone involved the rebellion was crushed. all lands and holdings that had belonged to the drydens were seized by the crown, and even as late as 9:43 dragon in trespasser, teagan as ambassador of ferelden brings up the rebellion as an example of why ferelden in particular is right to be concerned abt the inquisition's presence in ferelden, citing the inquisition capturing caer bronach and using it as a base specifically.
what he says is:
'invading under pretext of restoring order is exactly what the grey wardens did to us centuries ago and we exiled them!'
his position is the accepted ferelden position amongst its nobility.
i rly like this theory that the guerrins took arland's side during the rebellion, and maybe given that teagan's sister was ferelden's queen until she died, he feels like the guerrin-theirin alliance needs to be emphasized regardless of which way the guerrins went — sophia might have been part of a branch of the theirin family, but she didn't use the name. teagan has a line and he's sticking to it! i prefer to think he's just as politically motivated as anybody else at the exalted council.
but i think it's also worth noting that teagan's opinion is the opinion of ferelden's populace, tho the citation for this being how the ppl of ferelden feel abt the rebellion is teagan's dialogue in trespasser lol
Most modern Fereldans believe that Sophia Dryden's rebellion was a Grey Warden invasion under the pretext of restoring order and that their exile was deserved. The Grey Warden Order retained a villainous reputation in Ferelden for 200 years, until King Maric Theirin permitted the Wardens back into his nation.
but tbh.............................i don't think it's all that weird that regular fereldans would consider the rebellion to have been reason enough to distrust the wardens as an institution. i just don't think that it precludes ppl from thinking that arland was a bad king, too.
for one thing, the succession crisis was essentially a bunch of nobles squabbling over who would rule. the drydens are a branch of the theirin family; arland is presumably part of the main theirin line, bc he uses the name. the theirin family, in spite of all this, remained the ruling family of ferelden from calenhad on w the major exception of when ferelden was occupied by orlais.
for another, sophia dryden never relinquished her claim to the throne even after she was imprisoned and sent to the wardens — her journal entry deciding to take control of the wardens and make arland 'rue the day he spared [her] life' was before, if the reports are true and unexaggerated, arland went full tyrant, certainly long before bann wulff's plea for help.
she then leveraged her noble connections to shore up warden power in ferelden, including 'rapidly increas[ing] their numbers', and then used the warden army NOT to protect ferelden against the blight (which is why soldier's peak was built in the first place) but to pursue her own political goals. teagan bringing up caer bronach as his line in the sand makes sense in this context.
and it doesn't help, i think, that there had been rumors swirling around abt what exactly the wardens were up to in soldier's peak even before arland and sophia go head to head.
a fun tangent is the antiva connection here, which is minimal but deeply meaningful to meeee:
Toben Dryden, Sophia's brother and guardian of her young son, had no choice but to flee Ferelden. Toben bought passage to Antiva on a merchant vessel and traveled under the name Derocher. Once in Antiva, Toben set about building a new, quiet life for himself and his nephew. He started a small business and eventually made a name for himself as a trader.
and of course this also introduces the element of sophia's son, who would have inherited the throne after her had she succeeded in becoming queen.
winding this down by saying that the imminent fereldan succession crisis part 2: electric boogaloo is right around the corner given that by 9:41 there's still no heir to the fereldan throne as far as i can tell and tbh wouldn't someone have mentioned it in trespasser if somebody had either had a baby or named their successor?? maybe the drydens have successfully played the long game and levi and his brother mikhael and whatever potential children they might have had between awakening and trespasser as living descendants of the theirin line are abt to get v v important.
conclusion: is arland theirin dragon age's richard iii, guy who sucked but maybe didn't suck As Much as the propaganda said? much to think abt.
Zevran traveled for a time, trying to remain as far from the Crows as possible. When they finally came for him, Zevran elected to take the fight to their doorstep, returning to Antiva. After four master assassins disappeared, the Crows readmitted Zevran--as their leader. He was never sure if that was victory or defeat.
truly never going to understand an interpretation of this that reads as 'this is an unambiguously good ending for zevran' and it has been long enough that this is no longer vagueing but rest assured. i always feel this way.
love to walk into a space and hear 'can she excuse my wrongs' by john dowland but specifically the sting version from the album sting did w a lutist he worked w bc he hired this lutist for his child's birthday and then went wow this guy is rly good. love a Specific Experience.
the near universal absence of hose in late medieval inspired visual media is so evil not for historical accuracy reasons or anything but bc I think they're hot & I'm offended by the implication that they're too weird or unattractive to include. fake men's legs enjoyers everywhere. I bet they wouldn't even appreciate the eroticism of a little flash of braies where the thigh meets the body if they got it. sad!
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#yeah I never got the “andrastianism is christianity” analogies because andrastianism fails to convey even a vaguely messianic message#and it's just one more symptom of the White Western Liberal attitude I guess
i don't want to put this person on blast bc i don't rly have much interest in debating Actual Christianity, but ig the thing i was most def not trying to convey in my post abt andraste was that andrastianism is somehow not the setting's catholicism/christianity. it is. just bc andraste doesn't accomplish 'jesus if joan of arc' to me doesn't mean that andrastianism isn't explicitly the catholic church. sorry.
like i think in terms of christian allegory, the faith part of it is undercooked. i don't know enough abt rituals. i don't know enough abt different sects. this gives me a ton of freedom creatively when i want to play in this sandbox, sure, but i am dissatisfied w the in-game execution bc i know this stuff can be so, so, so much more fascinating when you dig into it.
but like. sometimes in rly unintentionally horrible ways but overall i think in v deliberate ways, andrastianism is 100% meant to invoke the catholic church. it's just that the elements most central to andrastianism that are carried over from the catholic church and christianity more broadly aren't the tenets of the faith itself but rather imperialism, violent hegemony, proselytization, and yeah, aesthetic, etc. andrastianism doesn't have to be messianic for it to be The Christian Institution, In This Case The Catholic Church, bc 'exalted marches' are crusades. that's an oversimplification but do you get what i mean. am i crazy. templars. city elves were inspired by jewish quarters/ghettos. that's the history of the catholic church, too.
like. when i say i think you can't write off andrastianism as a creation of ppl w no connection to or understanding of catholicism, what i mean is that when you talk abt the writers as 'white western liberals' or more specifically 'white canadian settlers': who do you think those initial white canadian settlers were. catholicism is the largest religious denomination in canada. the game w fantasy french imperialism inextricable from fantasy catholicism (the branch of andrastianism players encounter the most is named THE ORLESIAN CHANTRY) was written by ppl who live in a country colonized by the french empire to such a degree that french is one of its official national languages...................that's not an accident??????? they named their third game 'inquisition' and said 'you can play as the good guys.'
for all that i am DEEPLY disappointed by the politics of the games, ig what makes it more disappointing is not that they weren't thinking abt these things but that they were. andraste doesn't have to be a one-to-one jesus or even a one-to-one joan of arc for andrastianism to fulfill the role of fantasy christianity bc the point is less the faith and more the impact on the rest of the setting.
this is all v bizarre bc i'm sort of awash in catholic history and also sort of hoping the SSPX schism happens and is brutal, but i'm not catholic, nor do i want to be. like my perspective is someone who is studying history in a v specific way but who has also been negatively impacted by the catholic church as an institution bc i am an outsider to it. i'm still jumping up and down going yayyyyyyy eamon duffy!!! yayyyyyy! and i think a lot of protestant writing abt catholicism is disgustingly unfair and condescending abt devout catholics/catholic history. i promise my position is nuanced or at least v much trying to be.
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the thing is Andraste being the Mother Maria if she was martyred was established in game one but I think DA2 really did get weird with it by giving us nine characters with the weirdest and most uncomfortable relationships with mommy who also have the weirdest and most uncomfortable relationships with Andrastianism. except for Aveline whose mom died when she was very young and she was raised by her dad and even if she never grew up to be exactly who he wanted it was fine and she experienced no deep longing for another mother or a better mother in her life and by the way she’s also the only one who’s like ‘this religion shit does nothing for me’
tbh while the writers were like 'oh andraste was if joan of arc founded christianity' (or smth similar; i cannot find the quote) and there ARE parallels, most notably that she raises an army of the faithful and is burned at the stake............................they did not actually succeed in that intent.
if the writers were trying to truly model andraste off of a joan of arc figure, she would have a) been much younger and b) would not have been a wife and mother. nvm the gender nonconformity lmao. my issue w how andraste is framed is that she's a cross between virgin martyrs and the virgin mary, and i believe this is bc when creating a fantasy catholicism for the setting, it was important to the worldbuilding that andraste be a mother and a wife. whether i agree w that worldbuilding is sort of beside the point. that honestly is the most protestant thing abt andrastianism to me bc one of the bigger shifts in ideology that happens in the reformation is virginity goes from being a venerated state in and of itself and a Goal to chaste (read: faithful) marriage being the state that women need to be working towards, and virginity is downsized to being the necessary phase a woman must go thru to get to marriage.
andraste is a failed joan of arc, bc the load bearing pillars of joan of arc's whole deal are: virginity and youth (yes she's a soldier; do you know how she talked abt the sex workers who typically trailed after armies?). she made a point of calling herself jeanne la pucelle (joan the maid) or la pucelle (the maiden), and she's known as the maid of orléans. so andraste has some of the aesthetics of joan of arc, but she does not adhere to the traits that joan herself felt were vital to her identity.
andraste is ultimately a jesus figure narratively! but like joan, the parallels are superficial. extremely funny that the canticle that depicts her death is called 'the canticle of apotheosis' which implies that upon andraste's death, she becomes divine. but quite frankly nothing in the text actually indicates that and i would say it's more analogous to an assumption (if not The assumption, but more ppl than mary were taken up to heaven in that fashion). what gets me is that even in the canticle of apotheosis, the trembling vints are asking, 'is she truly the servant of a god?' and neither andraste nor her followers nor idk the maker correct them.
she isn't the divine made mortal. she isn't a child of a deity. her name is in the faith bc she founds the faith! but unlike jesus, she didn't know from childhood on what her purpose would be (tho i think she killed halliserre by accident infancy gospels of thomas-style). she is a convert of a sort. her myth presupposes a true faith that she can both convert to and found. but she does, in terms of a figurehead, fill the role of jesus by being put to death.
what i keep coming back to tho is that she's a bride and mother. she could have as easily been a bride and daughter, but andrastianism emphasizes her motherhood. she is an archetypal mother. like yes i think protestants get a lot abt catholicism wrong but in this instance where the 'jesus but joan of arc' wires got crossed is that andrastianism is essentially a fictional marian cult.