GloomyDays

me writing posts about media no one cares about: and another thing,

problematic plot relevance gap

do u think i could be happy eventually or is the curse forever

It’s actually crazy how bad feeling bad feels

"Just because I'm right, doesn't mean I'm being helpful" is a vastly underrated thought process that I strongly encourage others to get comfortable with

(petting you gently and whispering in your ear) you’re so fucked. it’s over for you

"character doing a c+ job of breaking the cycle of abuse" is such a crunchy dynamic forever. what if i'm giving my all to give you a better life than i had and i'm succeeding but "better" just isn't quite enough. what if my blind spots and deeply ingrained trauma and inexperience mean that you will be indelibly scarred by me despite my best efforts. what if my abuser's influence still bleeds through at times because i know nothing else. what if i go so far in the opposite direction to avoid it that i hurt you in ways i couldn't have anticipated. what if my undeniable love and unforgivable shortcomings came part and parcel with each other. what if your love and gratitude and resentment and pain came part and parcel too. what if we both knew you deserved better but i was all you had. what if we had to move forward and reckon with that. what then

did i tell u guys about non-contracted sebaciel where sebastian is constantly trying to trick ciel into making a contract with him, a contract that’s essentially a marriage contract, and ciel keeps outsmarting him, which only makes sebastian more attracted to ciel & try harder?

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to deny location sharing and turn off personalized ads and reject all non-essential cookies and not set up siri and face ID

“why do you rb and add to your own posts” i’m talking to myself