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I'm Bleeding

Drowning in my feelings.

Guess I'm proud of the tears I held

And the quiet I've made myself from the thoughts I quelled.

Can't handle the silence of my heart

In which torment burns its broken parts.

So I've became too chaotic

And my memories, too toxic.

I drink 'em all up, but they're also alcoholic

So I get drunk of old dead times, wasted and melancholic.

I tried to find something to numb my mind

But what I found loosens the pain I hide

Making me wonder if my soul will slowly die.

It didn't take much for me to realise

That I got truly lost in my own lies.

Maybe I'll find the right way, so I'll just wait

Tearing me apart,

Just to fill up your heart.

Might say it’s not true,

But I’m getting lost inside of you.

And even insecure I have to say.

Well, maybe those words will make you stay.

Cause if i let you go,

You’ll take the self I used to know.

Gotta recover what’s mine.

Only then I’ll be fine.

Because you have what I most need.

“Sigam seus corações” eles aconselham

“Se o paraíso é o que almejam”.

Digo que são asneiras vindas de palhaços,

Pois o meu se encontra aos pedaços.

Pensava do sentimento ser independente,

Mas sua ausência contradisse minha mente.

Hoje encontro-me perdida

E aos pés da juventude, ruída.

Entre corredores escuros caminho acanhada.

Em um limbo eterno, isolada.

No silêncio as vozes ecoam

E as memórias pelos olhos escoam.

As imagens formadas

São todas embaçadas

Vistas por trás das lágrimas

De um ser repleto de lástimas.

Entretanto, a dor dessa vida tóxica