A song that I came across that perfectly describes the position I'm in atm.
We're close friends, and its both great and awful.
I can't talk to my friends, as they are his friends and they act likw the relationship never happened or defend him on his decision hard. So it's hard to open up.
I genuinely feel like I'm going crazy as he's here all the time and see me at my lowest :/
Plus I feel like I just never will have him ever again and him being here rubs salt in the wound fr














