I'll take monsters over heroes any day

(Her holding him as she called the cops)

he touches . . .

my soul like a candle in the window

my heart with grace and tenderness

my spirit how fire burns intensely

my body with scorching flames

of desire, of passion, of intimacy

his love infuses me with fearlessness

bravery, confidence, courage;

the way he lives . . .

best describes . . .

. . . my amazing man

It wasn't real, it wasn't as sweet

the candy wasn't quality and it rots my teeth

it lasted little, maybe a few weeks

yet spanned over time for years

dying and living in fickle fits

yet the illusion of your loving

made me bloom, sure it made me come

your play key opened the lock

A mock love story that meant it all.

The illusion that you cared

pulled me closer to the world

Did I ever close the gap

between you and your emptiness,

your unfelt pain? your unspoken life?

A story to rock me to wake up

My dissonant song - harmonized by my own hand,

played by ear

the illusion of your loving made me see

I mean, they’re the blood god.

Presumably they already have blood.

I madly undervalued you

I took a chance when I should have taken advice

I lost the much better woman

And what I wanted wasn’t shit to be had

But beforehand I knew that and was willing to take the risk

All she did was criticize

Reprimand

Dismiss

Now I’m spent in my days only to fantasize

Understand

Reminisce

@bitchypantz tagged me for selfies 💕

I'm tagging @lets-explore-the-world @hypnoknightsuitcaseeggs @sarancholy @fiddyshad3s0f-lam3 @takeasmiletoday @notsoheterogirl @yourfavoritefuckup

Since @marlea tagged me for a selfie!😜

I’m gonna tag;

Tagged by @hypnoknightsuitcaseeggs Lesssss gooooooo beauties! 👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽

Thank you for thinking of me and tagging me.😭😭😭 @feminist25

I tag @bohemian-noire @mizann @woyaogaoxing @pantsareneveranoption @unfriendlyblackwitch

@a-socialbutterfly @queenstravelingdarling @dollsofbeauty

*I forgot to post a selfie 😂*

I love to hear your voice,

And gleefully return the volley