let's escape ☆

Had I been prettier, would you have treated me better?

No one knows the struggles I have to deal with just to be with you.

'You're not even that attractive to waste an effort on' 'well, then fuck you'

There'll be days when you just sit at the corner of your room and just cry until you no longer feel pain. There will always be that day when you just want to end your life because you think that you're existence is too insignificant to the people whom you work your ass hard for.

I'm  that girl who's going to give a bullcrap out of everything. I didn't as for this so it's either you take me or you walk away.

Someday, you're going to look at me and realize why it was never easy to be with me. You'll realized that if you only had put a little more effort to be with me, it would have been worth it because back then I knew what I wanted. I wanted a man not a boy but all you ever wanted was a girl who just knows how to fuck around like you. To my luck, I was already a woman back then. A woman who knew what she wanted and I wanted someone who I can live a life full of wisdom, compassion, sensitivity, and love.

How can you point out my flaws and insecurities and still tell me you love me?

How can you do that? You know, look me in the eye and tell me you love me with no signs showing that you’re lying. How can you do that? Tell me ugly things about myself as if I haven’t pinpointed them myself and still tell me I’m significant? How can you do that? Tell me you miss me when you can go on a day without asking how I am. How I really am? How can you do that? Be strong when I’m crumbling into pieces? Teach me your ways. Your insensitive ways.

You may have not kissed or fell in love with another but you have made me feel that I was never good enough for you. I honestly do not now which would have hurt the most.

I no longer want to be a part of your life. Not when I'm not a part of yours.

I've become insensitive because of you. I don't know if I should be happy about it or not.