with the naked shadows

scattered in the night sky

no epitaph,

no gravestone

there is nothing that will

remind you of our song

the wind consoles me

as i weep

i weep dry, senseless tears

in your memory, at what cost?

a love that curses,

a love that hurts,

a love that abandons?

the night is endless but it holds,

rocks my sleeping soul—

an infant longing

for a mother's warmth

i think of you and realize perhaps i

misread the signs

regardless of our fire

darling, this is the end,

this is tragic,

this is us!

so how about a swift kiss

before i collapse?

I carried you in trembling hands,

but my grip was too fragile,

and you slipped through the cracks

of a heart already breaking.

You deserved constellations,

but I gave you shadows.

You deserved a song,

but I gave you silence.

You deserved a home,

but I gave you ruins.

Now the nights are long corridors

where your absence walks beside me,

and every echo reminds me

that love, once broken,

cannot be rebuilt with apologies.

I’m sorry I couldn’t love you right.

And though the world moves forward,

I remain here—

a mourner of what might have been,

a keeper of unfinished tenderness,

a witness to my own undoing.

I don't know if it's the murky sky,

Or the loch in my eyes,

But the clock seems hasty in December.

A time when my longings surrender.

A pseudo-end...

You stare at the ceiling

You search for truth in his words and depth in his eyes

Only to find these shallow pools bearing drops of lies

Your still silent cries, silent yearning for the days before you laid in wait anticipating goodbyes

When the love was a fire, when there was a spark

Flashbacks to late nights of blushes and echoes of laughter in the dark, a supercut of brushes of skin and kisses on cheeks

The great highs...

Before these glaciers of longing that leave you shivering

And you just wish that he could go back to being as passionate as the beginning

But now he's cold, this arctic you can't bare

So you lay there and you stare at the ceiling

And you try to let go, accept it for what it was but letting go never gets here too fast and when it does it never lasts.

So much anger and don't know how to dispurse

Running away from my hitch gave me heartache

All I heard is my heart pummel fast to the grass

I suddenly kick my self up and saw a cat

The cat meow so deafening and then I hault

I trail behind the cat to see where it will lead me too

I saw a man and he gave me an strawberry

An strawberry so saccharine burst me into a sunshine

I feel asleep in the grass and started dreaming

I saw a man so tall he seize my hand to his

He walk me to a Ferris Wheel and their he sat with me

As scare as I was, I bite my lips tight

He bought me cotton candy and I ate

A million response came out and I can't control it

He gave me a cloud notebook so I can jot thing down

Then he kiss my forehead and I fell asleep

He snap his fingers and I came back to reality

I sway my arm around the grass and saw a notebook