#tomylove

The manifestation of all of your fears, your worst nightmares I am.

A disgusting despicable human being with no care, no concern or discipline. To you, I am.

A weak minded confused detached often abusive; well not often, not really but I do threaten to do shit and I am.

After a year, after a month unexplainably distant. A blank faced flagrant individual with a blatant disregard for the premise of feelings, the theory of love, the science of long term fucking I can't.

I am, everything you've ever wanted in a partner. Supportive, loving, understanding, outgoing

But

I am a temporary love.

At the ripened age of 16 with my dropped nuts and my gruff voice, I decided that there was no such thing as forever. So I became everything you needed today expecting to see tomorrow alone. A loose feather with purpose fulfilled.

I became the stepping stone for the hurt soul, looking for another to believe in. Gone today like ... wait, what? You won't let me leave?

Your hearts out? Left there, beats, its beating, its beaten. Its bleeding. It bleeds.

I can't feel, See .. I'm here to give you what you need.

Don't over stay your welcome. Don't you hold me for your greed.

I'm not the one baby, oh how you will succeed.

Captain save a hoe can't slack on hoe salvation and your common sense ain't so common baby and these demons (my demons) I won't face them.

So I love you, I provide, I take your independce with hopes I double up your pride.

Up at 3 and a quater bet I'm mad because I know you're right.

Question all my words, I bet you mad because you know your rights.

But that doesn't excuse the fact that I am.

We are, picture perfect when they see us together.

And Its no fault of yours when things fall apart.

I love the way you are, I love the way you aren't.

I hate the fact I am