Allowing Aligning Alchemizing Anchoring

Gold scales arise from my poures, they pour down

Like 3 ft waves coming to shore. I look down and see a pearlscent tail flowing the river to the ground 

I smile and create small talk to pass through the wondering eyes.

Yet im not here.

I feel and I taste yet the darkness of the deep pulls me into nothingness.

Why does it all even matter.

I write in codes,Light Codes. Don’t let your mind try to make a sense of it,just flow with the feelings that come up when u read them Time doesn’t exist Presence, PreScience, is what you are. Something that can’t be identified for it is present like the smoke, shapeshifting constantly.

One connects the dots in retrospect. How u got here is a road from a map that can only be read backwards for in this Now Moment, you are stepping every second into a field of possibilities. Your next step can only be decided by you. As an observer, you’ve been able to feel the Presence of no-thing, BE-ing present is what opens the key to Heaven on Earth. As an observer, now looking at things from a different perspective, you can see how much you’ve traveled from a lower dream and conscience. But its an every day job, every Now Now Now Now moment.

Sentir mas, sobreanalizar menos

SE-ntir, BE more...in your heart, less in your mind

Mas tierra,grounding, Taurus

Menos aire, air,float, Gemini

More feeling,cancer

and white fire to alchemize what is bubbling up

Light-workers, u come from the Sun,son el son, rythim

Bringing harmony, to this plane

Intimacy- Into me I sea

My love, amor, amorphous, amoris. I see the real u and u see the real me and that we reflect each other like a mirror. u show me my blind spots and love me the way u do.We show each other home, h<3me. 

I’ve experienced eternity with u and u show me how eternal I am and this way we liberate each other from the image we protect, we let each other be free of any projections.

(I’ve experienced eternity with u and u show me how eternal I Am.In this way we liberate each other from the images we could project onto one another and we let each other be free,in constant creation,in a constant BEcoming,in constant trustfulness)

Ive been denying you, even when u came to my dreams.My thoughts. 

Just your name bring me back to so much.. just work..that I have to do, shadow work.

Today Idid a yoga practiced inspired by Fire.The instructor asked us to bring an intention in mind, my intention was to activate myself, like a white fire. Just shining, alchemizing with wrathful grace.

But then she said, to maybe think of someone I love, have passions for or maybe someone that maybe brings me frustration or doesn’t aka eme super happy, and I thought of u. I dedicated the yoga practice to u because u showed me contrast. Iu light me up sometimes with so much anger and u caused me pain too. I can never seem to evade u. That fire u cause me, I used it to alchemize the thoughts, the feelings for so much. I don’t have to like u, to love u because u r an aspect of me. Without u I wouldn’t know myself from another perspective. U taught me.

Although I was fragmented, u helped me unify from within.And maybe I haven’t done it completely yet. But im on my way.

Im sure my higher self will be able to communicate this healing to your higher self so we can finally untangle.

I Am h🌞me Where I feel safe and free,where I sea the limits of the physical yet I feel the but only to feel  relativity  from where I am in this space for I am limitless,only in this vessel for the experience,only in this time for Now but not for long I Am here to birth a new golden age for I Am the holy space that I in-habit in a perfect union of femenine and masculine where no-thing exists yet I hold with-in the empty space for creation to unfold the matrix is with-in me for me to birth it out through my way of BE-omg in every Now moment. I Am my own home,where I can lay to rest,where I can be-hold the beautiful and grow. Representing ascension my own way.

She’s the one u leave home to find and the one u come home to.

Wolf world day was 8/13 the same day that Sirius was the closest to the earth, the same day that Pluto in Capricorn connected to mars in Aries. SO Wolf is def a clue connecting me to the Lions again since yesterday I learned that the lions were the representation of AR,Ra, sun consciousness (Armenia is the pineal gland of the planet) South America is one of the lungs of the world and it caught on fire,then to establish the connections between the earth and planet the humans fight a disease that attacks the lungs.

SO going back to the lions, they represented the sun and to show the suns femenine energy then they started visualizing Selhmet. These sons,suns, of the light are the light workers that come,with courage to get rid of the “virus” just by “hugging” that aspect so tight with linger and live and energy that it alchemizes and neutralizes. If it’s neutralized, constantly and to different aspects of the self the. It not polarized so we enter the balance of the earth.

In balance creation happens,eternity in the NOW,yin yang

But it’s not my job to neutralize you, it’s my job to just BE my frequency and maybe Youll catch it and it might resonate with u and so I might activate u. If u don’t want to be activated by me, u don’t have to stay obviously, u can unfollow me.

Everyone has a free will. And I respect the free will of others,with-in karmic laws. If your action comes from the heart,I know ur connected and u r me.

More to come

Wolf Clue w Bad Moon song

Wolf Clue

On July 27th I posted a picture of a white flower and wrote something about wolf.

Yesterday I got more clues about this. There is a theory out there saying that the Sphinx is actually a wolf look-alike instead of a lion.A jackal, Anubis, the God of the after-life.

The lion visual helped me last year by connecting to my heart center, Sekhmet and with courage. I was aligned to a series of synchronicities and visions, connecting to the lion helped me launch my art business on Lion’s gate and until now I am guided and helped my the Leo energy.

This new information and synchronicities with Wolves maybe is a way of the Universe to let me know I can now connect to this guide for the next flow.

Lone wolf? I have accepted the fact that I don’t have many friends and honestly it does help me concentrate and conserve my energy and focus in other places of my life. I am also glad I don’t have energetic entanglements because I don’t have many friends yet with the connections I DO choose to to have, I am still provided clues that help me navigate life.

In college I was guided to rent and read Women that run with Wolves and even though I didn’t finish the book, I did make a sculpture that looked like half a woman, half a wolf howling to the moon. The wolf looked a bit like a pig and my teacher said that most women that do stand up and “run with wolves” are seen as pigs. This is the powerful feminine energy that started showing up for me.

Link below is about the Sphinx...Lion or Anubis?

Yesterday I went to the Farmer’s market a couple of blocks away from my apt. I went straight to the Mexican tent where this kind man sells Cevichito. When I know someone speaks Spanish, I start conversations or order things in Spanish. Yesterday I wasn’t having a great day, and just like the outside reflects the inner world, he opened up. When I asked him how he was doing he said that during the day he is ok, but at night, thoughts start rushing into his mind. He said he’s worried, he said he knows that people in power are hiding the truth and people with masks, lack in sales, hopelessness just comes in his mind and he feels this in his body. As I stayed present, I felt my feet grounding down on the pavement, I opened my heart. I wanted to alchemize his emotions because I know that these are the feelings that the collective is experiencing. I listened to him and I noticed he has green eyes. I had never noticed that before. I tried to find words I can say to make him feel better.

I said that when I’m feeling down, I start thinking of things I’m grateful for. He said that he does that but he has began wondering..Whats the point of it all? This phrase he said, had many layers… Whats the point of living the same day over and over again which is what it feels like now with Shelter in place.

All I could say was that with what he does, he brings happiness to people… and I’m saying that with all my heart. 

He said bye and I walked away. 

I walked home feeling his feelings and I felt like I could’ve done more, say more. I could’ve asked him his name. I breathed through the sadness, I began to tear up.

Whats the point?Whats the point life?

Honestly…there’s no point, the meaning of life lies in the moments we live through. And from perspective, if for a moment I’m enjoying his home-made ceviche, from a moment, for that Now, I am experiencing eternity if I stay fully present in the flavors, in the feelings. I hope he knows that, for a moment, what he creates brings me into eternity.

All there is is NOW. 

It happened again today, as I was laying down in Savasana after yoga class. My right hand started moving by itself. It feels like a nervous tic but it begins with my index finger and then  its all my fingers. As I try to relax it, it begins to start moving more and I make sure that it is not me moving it.

I don't judge it, I just observe.

It also happened the other night. I have begun doing walking meditations at dusk and even my wrist was moving. As I was trying to concentrate on my breathing and walking, my hand kept moving. I believe that the is a type of Light Language that is coming in. The best is to Allow and Surrender.

Song by Louis La Roche

I’ve been invoking Hathor of A Thousand Voices to help me with my Throat chakra and Sekhmet has been by my side since last year, connecting me to my Sacral Chakra. 

Today during SOMA meditation I kind of saw both and felt both guiding me to light up. 

I had a new visual that will help me during this Leo Season.