#synchronisities

A Rant.

Before I knew about law of assumption I was on the Twin Flame journey, which is another huge pile of bull crap, but tbh did teach me to love myself. Anyway, those of you who know what that is (the rest of you consider yourselves lucky, and do not go look it up) you probably know all about the runner-chaser, the stages, the union and of course the synchronicities.

Stories read something like; “And after 3 years of separation, on a magical night, as I was dancing around the purple fire of protection and healing my inner child I saw 11:11 on my phone’s screen and the very next week a friend texted me something about them!” So you’re telling me you’ve been obsessively thinking about something for more than 3 years and the universe is showing evidence in your reality? Well, no shit!

I hate talking like that for people, I really wish my opinion was different, I understand that those teaching this crap truly believe they are helping others, but in all honesty I just cannot stand a community that encourages victim mentality.

I spend more than a year of my life waiting for divine timing, healing my inner child with YouTube meditations and believing that for some reason I just wasn’t ready to have what I wanted, that the universe knew and my time would come. I was obsessed, felt insane and all I got in return was seeing 1111 and 38 everywhere.

Did you know what happened when I discovered Neville Goddard and stopped believing that crap? My SP fucking messaged me, after a year of having blocked me, on the same day, within two hours. Y’all can keep your signs and angel numbers, I’m here for my desires.

Fast forward another 1,5 years, we are in a relationship, my sp is crazy over me, he said he’s never been more in love in his entire fucking life.

Wolf Clue

On July 27th I posted a picture of a white flower and wrote something about wolf.

Yesterday I got more clues about this. There is a theory out there saying that the Sphinx is actually a wolf look-alike instead of a lion.A jackal, Anubis, the God of the after-life.

The lion visual helped me last year by connecting to my heart center, Sekhmet and with courage. I was aligned to a series of synchronicities and visions, connecting to the lion helped me launch my art business on Lion’s gate and until now I am guided and helped my the Leo energy.

This new information and synchronicities with Wolves maybe is a way of the Universe to let me know I can now connect to this guide for the next flow.

Lone wolf? I have accepted the fact that I don’t have many friends and honestly it does help me concentrate and conserve my energy and focus in other places of my life. I am also glad I don’t have energetic entanglements because I don’t have many friends yet with the connections I DO choose to to have, I am still provided clues that help me navigate life.

In college I was guided to rent and read Women that run with Wolves and even though I didn’t finish the book, I did make a sculpture that looked like half a woman, half a wolf howling to the moon. The wolf looked a bit like a pig and my teacher said that most women that do stand up and “run with wolves” are seen as pigs. This is the powerful feminine energy that started showing up for me.

Link below is about the Sphinx...Lion or Anubis?

The path to what you’re wanting from where you are is being pointed to you by your higher self in the form of excitement and passion. But sometimes, even though your gut is telling you to take a path instead of another, your mind is becoming too active, you think too much about it and you begin to worry, or you have a fear based belief that it’s not safe to take that path. It’s a perfectly common reaction, every time change is involved, you enter the unknown, and your mind will trick you into thinking it’s better to stay safe in the known and not act.

In those cases, you can remember that the law of attraction is your ally, and your higher self knows exactly what path to take to get you where you want to be. So you can play with it and in case of doubts, ask for signs. You can be as specific as you want to be regarding those signs, it can be a song, or the mention of a word, an animal, or anything else you can imagine.

Ask once with clarity, then go on with your day with curiosity, but don’t spend your time focusing on finding the sign, let it find you.

You’ll be surprised how fast those signs can manifest, and even more if you choose something you’re not used to see/hear often. I once chose a specific bird with a specific color, and I saw one on the same day, even though I hadn’t seen one in years.