Born into fire, I've burned myself alive until there was nothing left. Your vectors can no longer hold on. My ashes are too thin. You should see them when they shine like fairy dust in the moonlight. You chould make me whole again. I'm everywhere. I can be anything. Shapeless, tastless, invisible. Do you want me? I could be your monster. Let me eat your heart out. Will you put my heart back together instead? Sink your teeth into my skin and drink my soul away? You looked for my hand in the rough and pulled me from the wired but you stood in my hallways lurking in the darkness, the angel from my nightmares, your love cuts sharp like a knife. My breath kept you warm when the nights were long until I severed my soul from my body and buried myself under the mist. I heed your advice and got out before I ran out of time.. You almost found me, you almost helped me, but like you said... You didn't fucking want to. You feel my pulse but you don't see my face. My eyes haunt you and you've never even drowned in them. Did it hurt when your will had to bend and break as it never did before? Did it crush your stone heart into sand? Oh you, part of the grand design, brought up from the final grave by geometric arrangements of the stars. All things begin and end in eternity where we will soon return. I hate the way you love and love the way you hate, but as ephemeral as all lifetimes might be, I do not wish for one without tasting your lips like venom on mine. I am a friend of death, are you a friend of mine?
