no more blue in your life. is this rest? is it supposed to feel restful? sitting with your heart breaking under the big sky. waiting for a text that doesn't come; googling am i codependent? googling anxious attachment. googling make me better. when you get in the car, for a moment, you smell her. if it's like this, forever - missing her, forever - you'll come apart. there will be no yarn to pick at, no seams. you will just unravel. gently, quietly.
















