So what if you think about cock more than girls now.
It doesnβt mean anything. The whole point of a kink and a fetish is that itβs exciting, right? That itβs fun and new and something different. Something out of your ordinary. Right? So why wouldnβt you indulge that? It feels good, itβs nice. It doesnβt mean anything. Youβre not changing.
Itβs not really affecting you.
So what if you canβt even get off unless thereβs a cock.
Itβs not actually there. Youβre just watching a girl get fucked, thatβs all. Or watching her suck cock. Or suck cock and get fucked. Or imagining her. Imagining the sound sheβd make and the look on her face as a big, fat cock slid into her. How her whole body would stiffen when he finished inside her. How his cum would look dribbling from her fucked cunt and the beautiful, dazed, cockdrunk expression sheβd have. It doesnβt mean anything. Youβre not changing.
Itβs not really affecting you.
So what if youβre starting to get jealous of those girls.
It just looks like fun. It looks fun to be a slut for a man. To let him just use you. To be so, so full of him. To have his weight pinning you down as he lined himself up and slid in as you squirmed helplessly underneath him. It doesnβt mean anything if that gets you wet, itβs an exciting idea, itβs not your fault. So what if you like to imagine that youβre the one heβs cumming inside? Youβre not changing.
Itβs really affecting you.
So what if you only cum with a manβs permission now.
It adds something. You could easily do it if you wanted. Itβs not as if he could stop you, right? So why does it matter that you only will if he says so? Itβs just playing along. Itβs just part of the experience. Itβs just better to listen to him and to obey a man. It just feels more natural. More natural to the fun, thatβs all. It was still your choice anyway, to give up choice, so really youβre still the one in charge, the one actually in control. Youβre not changing.
Itβs really affecting you.
So what if he owns you now.
It was just the natural next step. You already needed his permission to cum, and then to touch, so just admitting that he owned your cunt wasnβt really going much further anyway. And if you've already done that, why not say he just owns all of you? Easier. Besides, heβs a man, he can look after your cunt better than a dumb, ditzy girl like you. Thatβs just common-sense. You need his control otherwise youβd just spend all day rubbing yourself to cocks and watching other girls getting fucked - he said so, and you know heβs right. Heβs so good for you, youβre so glad heβs helping you. He said youβre better now. You do feel better, so obviously heβs right. He said you're changing. Youβre changing.
Itβs really affecting you.