лето прошло.

the thing about getting out of the torment nexus is that you do start thinking "man if you ignore the torment i used to have a lot of fun in the torment nexus"

can't believe the only options are 30 minutes early or 10 minutes late. if only there were some other way. but what can you do

"you don't know what you have until you lose it" works for things that suck too btw. sometimes you need to experience life without something for a while to realise oh damn that was some bullshit

I'm trying to take the high road but I'm like, dragging myself bleeding and sobbing along the high road while looking so so longingly at the low road

i'm such yayybait. i'm such yippee!bait. i love to become ensnared in delight