Keep your hopes low you'll never be disappointed

I need help bad. Idk what to say. I just im not sure if I want to keep trying. It feels like it all amounts to nothing. Im canceling dr appts bc I cant afford them. Im off my medications bc I cant afford them. I have until the 11th to save my car. My power will be off the 13th. I need food. Im exhausted. I just dont know how to keep going when for years I have tried and tried and done nothing but got sicker and sicker and therefore poorer and poorer. I don't think ive reached goal in months, years actually so i just keep drowning more. Im so tired. It feels like noone gives a fuck abt black women, abt poor women, abt disabled women, abt gay women, abt trans women. Feels like my and my wife's existence is just a joke to the universe.

If u are able to help me I'll put my paylinks and home needs wishlist below:

zlle: [email protected]

cshapp: $sailorsylvie

vnmo: Serena-Manning

pypal: [email protected]

Kofi

Home Needs Wishlist

My website where I sell handmade Press-On Nails

- gender-bent spell and the chaos that comes with it

- sam + dean switching bodies

- cas POV and what he gets up to without the boys around

- a casual day at the bunker, random monster fights and domestic vibes included

- a spell revealing cas’s angel wings/true form

- how team free will 2.0 deal with father’s day

- a surprise birthday to a certain somebody, probably dean

- someone sneaking in a stray animal and trying to make it the bunker’s pet

- cas and dean pretending to be a couple for a case, bonus points if jack is their son

- beach episode!!

- sam’s POV of a destiel spat and him trying to figure it out detective style with assistant jack

- the boys take cas shopping for clothes other than a suit and trenchcoat

- somebody gets turned into a baby/animal

- teaching jack how to do regular things with cas also probably learning as well

- cas’s first time being arrested

- sam + mary’s day out actually bonding

- jack calling tfw ‘dad’ for the first time + their parental moments with him

- cas finally gets a room at the bunker, even though he doesn’t sleep

- dealing with dean’s alcohol ‘problem’

- sam finally crashing out after dean does a little too much

- the boys finding out how the men of letters figured out angel handcuffs and some more unpleasant stuff that they try to hide from the resident angel

- cas and jack figuring out christmas

- the chores list

- ‘how to not be a dick all the time and apologize’ a book by dean michael winchester

- honestly any episode where tfw actually talk about their issues with eachother

Wings in the Snow

This idea came from this tweet.

☺️ The wing prints left by a hunting owl looked so incredibly beautiful that they immediately gave me Destiel vibes🤩

and like . it really baffled me. because people in the comments were AGREEING. and anyone who disagreed and said it wasn't wrong got called a "degenerate gooner", "porn addicted" or something along those lines.