saf🫆

i cannot imagine what it was like to be watching supernatural while it was airing live i can barely stand not getting cas or destiel or team free will and i have every episode already available to watch whenever 😭😭

seeing homeless cas get it down is an insane image to see

cas going grocery shopping for the first time to try and get dean to like him and specifically getting things dean like im crying 😭😭

i saw thank you to s8 ep 21 for giving us not only messy haired five o’clock shadow tired cas but also bloody injured mess trying his best cas this might be the best s8 episode yet

dean actually praying to cas despite him being MIA for weeks and saying ‘i need you’ while on his knees and getting beat up all in the same episode IM GOING INSANEE

dean preferring to be the one who dies between him and sam because he’s the grunt not the brains, he’s the one who won’t be growing old, he’s the one doesn’t see the light at the end of the tunnel, he’s the one who won’t be getting a wife or kids or grandkids, and he’s entirely okay with that

dean getting all flustered when a guy was flirting with him and getting a lowkey very saddened when he realized the guy was just tricking him I KNOW WHAT YOU AREE

sam and dean fully warding the entire cabin with angel repellent so no angel not even cas can listen in JUST to talk shit about how weird cas was acting is so fucking funny they are MESSYYY

cas fully crying blood tears just like the weeping angel in earlier seasons because he’s being forced to do evil and unholy things and having to lie and kill his own holy shitt

if they keep giving these boys girlfriends everytime something goes wrong or one of them dies or whatever i fear i might not make it to the end of the show