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I never thought I would end up in this situation, but here I am, and I hope that this can be signal boosted to reach people who can help, donate, or at least give me advice on what to do.

I'm a trans guy, I go by the name "Kai", online, but my real name is Theo Krusee, (my deadname, which will be listed on my PayPal and Cashapp is Khalia Krusee)

I've been dating my now ex boyfriend for almost four years, and recently, because of a screw up with my birth control, I ended up pregnant. Because I continued to take my bc after, I thought for a while that my missed period was simply because of birth control, and I didn't catch the pregnancy until I was at my local hospital doing blood work in preparation to start Testosterone. Unfortunately, the stress of the situation was too much for my relationship to handle, so I'll be going through this alone.

I'm barely 18. I'm a full time college student, and I have no job or insurance. Until now, I've been living off of savings, and a family college fund, which I will be kicked off of when my parents find out that I'm pregnant.

I will likely be opting for adoption, because I found out when I was already 8 weeks pregnant, and because I am in no financial or emotional position to keep and take care of a baby, however, regardless of what happens, there are medical costs coming soon that I have no way to afford.

So far, even just the prenatal appointment for confirmation of pregnancy, with both blood and urine testing, and std/sti screening has cost me almost $500 out of pocket.

"For a healthy pregnancy, your doctor will probably want to see you on the following recommended schedule of prenatal visits: Weeks 4 to 28: 1 prenatal visit a month. Weeks 28 to 36: 1 prenatal visit every 2 weeks. Weeks 36 to 40: 1 prenatal visit every week."

These will range in cost, from as low as $60, up to almost $1000 for certain medically necessary tests.

This isn't even taking into account the cost of birth, and newborn hospital care, which where I live, in California, without insurance a vaginal birth can cost between 10,000 for a healthy and uncomplicated birth, to more than 30,000 dollars for a c-section, a complicated labor, or an unhealthy pregnancy.

Midwife and Doula fees are much cheaper, usually $4,000- $6,500, but at this point in my pregnancy, I have no way of knowing what complications may arise, and if a midwife guided home birth is even possible for me.

I am stressed, emotional, heartbroken, and terrified for my future. My transition will be on hold for at least the next 8 months, likely more than a year, I will be kicked out by my parents in around 4-6 months when I can no longer deny the pregnancy, and will have to drop out of college to work full time.

I know that I am the person who put myself in this situation, but I really need help, from anyone who can. Even if all you can do is donate a dollar, or send this post to a friend, I'll be so beyond thankful.

In the next few posts I'll add medical papers that confirm what I'm saying, pictures of myself, and info from my current OBGYN confirming what the costs will be.

Thank you for reading to the end, I appreciate your time.

Theo Krusee.

https://www.paypal.me/ladylazarusrising

$khaliakrusee

and I just made a Venmo, the account is also

khaliakrusee

I'm getting some basic testing done tomorrow, so I'll post the results, pregnancy confirmation from last time, all that stuff

Because i know, i know, Nader and Stein and blah blah blah, but exit polls suggest that in a two-party-only election it still would have been a toss up between Trump and Clinton - sure Clinton might have had all of Jill Stein's votes but Trump would have had all of Gary Johnson and Tim McMullin's votes. Pennsylvania goes to Clinton, Florida goes to Trump, and flip a coin in Michigan.

Because I'm seeing a lot of people saying "now that RBG died you HAVE to vote, it's more important than EVER" but.

Like. What's your plan for high voter turnout and low numbers of third party votes and low numbers of write-ins and a vote in Wyoming still counts six times as much as a vote in California and most states are winner take all and districts are gerrymandered all to hell - what's your plan for when you canvass and you're working the polls and you're driving the people from the old folks home to do early voting and Biden wins the popular vote and still loses the election?

Because I'm seeing a lot of well-meaning liberals act like it's the *tiny* percentage of the population who are anarchists who are going to be held responsible and blamed for the next fifty years of darkness and the death of democracy.

You know what anarchists didn't do in 2016? Protest vote for Jill Stein in a presumed-safe election.

You know what anarchists didn't do in 2000? Vote for Ralph Nader.

Start acting like you expect Trump to win. Start acting like abortions in your state are going to become illegal. Start acting like your pre-existing condition is going to cost you your health insurance.

Start making plans for finding alternate ways to get people their hormones and insulin. Start learning how to admimister an abortion with medication. Start taking first aid classes, start learning how to mix and pour concrete so they can't shut off your water, start learning how to steal power, start learning how to set up mesh networks and secure communications.

Hey, even worse, what if it does work but wages stay stagnant, healthcare gets more expensive, fracking continues and Amazon never has to pay taxes while abusing its employees, and an anti abortion centrist or a pro private prison liberal gets appointed to the supreme court? If Clinton was willing to run with an anti-choice VP in 2016 and the dems were willing to let her I don't have a lot of confidence in the SCOTUS nominees they'll manage to get installed on the court.

It's fine if you believe that voting works, go vote, I'm not going to stop you and I'm going to vote myself.

But what are you going to do if it doesn't work?

THAT is what my list of anarchist resources is for and THAT is why "go vote" is not on that list.

My other post lost traction, so if you cane reblog or donate, that would be a big help thank you. My birthday is coming up in a couple of days too.

My c.sh.pp is $ flamboyantreyes

For those unfamiliar, Baby H was seized June 14th from her loving Indigenous family by social workers after the hospital reported her mother for failing to take care of her when she was medicated 90 minutes after a c section.

The baby has since been bounced through at least 5 foster homes, some non-Indigenous. Social workers are not communicating properly with the family, and even refused to continue meetings when the family attempted to record them for their protection. Some of the justifications for this action include outright lies (ie the claim that the parents are homeless. they actually have a 2 bedroom apartment.) Source

Social workers and the Canadian government have been doing this since confederation. They will take any possible excuse to remove Indigenous children from their families and communities. This is one of many ways they continue to attack our cultures and people. Just look at the foster care statistics in Canada:

If yall could help me at all my brother made a gofundme for her surgery please donate if you can or at least rb it so maybe someone can

https://gf.me/u/yyrady

This is ethnic cleansing. This is genocide. This is barbaric.

This is genocide.

If you’re not outraged, you’re complicit.

Original post 9/14/20

may rec’ my url, as i recently was able to get my van running thanks to the generosity of users here. cannot thank you enough.

i meant to be outta here WAY sooner than now, but the longer i have to be here,

the more likely my saved up money will continue to dwindle down!!

the tl;dr being that said abusive ex demanded full rent out of me this month, among other sleazy things (me buying groceries isn’t enough with my piddly doordash income ** PLANNING ON GETTING A STABLE INCOME JOB**,

making him dip into my SAVINGS to buy him fucking PATHFINDER DND SHIT, you know, careless expenses…

my paypal is [email protected] (spiral scribbles)

cashapp: $sinisterspiral

venmo: kashebu

my next course of action once i feel financially stable to be able to escape and not immediately be digging a hole once i’m on my own, will be to get into low income housing, (i have the resources to reach out to)

please BOOST (and only like if you absolutely have to for some reason)!!!

WATCH THIS VIDEO

a very, VERY important post. spread everywhere and screen record the video to your phone. or message me and ill happily send you the video. give to every woman and girl you know.

The main character is a Filipina who recently moved to Toronto and accidentally gets involved with helping two detectives solve supernatural cases because she stops a woman in her apartment building from getting killed by a supernatural entity

And her whole thing is that she was basically raised in a babaylan or shaman family in the Philippines and just kinda knows how to deal with this shit

And the conceit of the podcast is that everything you hear is recorded audio or phone calls, mainly that of her calling her Nanay or mother about her experiences saving people from the supernatural.