Someone’s Desire

'”Lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender, intersex, asexual (LGBTQIA+) practices or any other unnatural behavior”

It’s highly likely that pressure to marry and have children will increase and can be enforced through institutional means (arrests, trials, jail time, etc).

Please, all eyes on our LGBTQ+ siblings in Niger. They deserve our unwaverin’ support.

I got pregnant not through some fluke or 1 in a 100 contraceptive failure. I got pregnant because I was knowingly and willfully having unprotected sex. Out of wedlock too if that matters.

It was my own fault, I was being irresponsible because I knew I could always get an abortion if I got pregnant. My abortion was as close as it comes to 'using abortion as a contraceptive' as anti-choicers love to say.

I didn't abort it because my health was in danger or because I didn't have the ability to care for it or whatever else. I did it purely because I didn't want a child. I wanted sex and I didn't want to deal with any consequences from it.

Not all of the people reading your x reader fics have white skin

Just a gentle reminder before you write characteristics that assume whiteness and exclude your black/indigenous/poc supporters-specifically in 'x reader' works.

I love and appreciate writers, but this is a recurring avoidable issue (going on for decades now).

"your dusky pink nipples" "your face turned just as red as his" "he could see the blush on your face" “your cheeks furiously blushed” “your ears burn bright red” “The look in your reddened face” “your knuckles white with effort” “bruised purple against your light skin”

Describing the physical feeling instead of the visual change helps include your readers while also elevating your writing IMO.

Anyone can say "Your cheeks turned red with embarrassment" or "Your face flushed" but wouldn't you rather say "A burning heat rushed across your face, from your neck to the tip of your nose, prickling right underneath the surface. You look anywhere but him, hoping your newfound interest in the buildings ceiling tiles will ease the fire tightening beneath your skin" And instead of the other character pointing out that the readers face is red, they can point out the obvious flustered facial expression/body language.

If you want your reader insert to have white/fairskin, then just label them white!reader or put the mention in the warnings/summary.

↪I have reached out to writers I favored/supported before and sometimes I have been met with severe hostility and defensiveness. I often wonder if people are doing this purposefully or for some reason think only white people read their fanfics (?)-if that's the case then be upfront and label your reader inserts as white!reader or something PLEASE. It’s gotten to the point where I feel like black women and other POC aren’t wanted or considered in these fandoms because it comes off like that in your writing. If you need a different motivation, just know you're missing out on more interactions, reblogs, and a bigger reader base. I don’t know why white is the default for so many writers in unspecified x reader/reader insert fics-the people on your blog following, reading, and supporting you aren’t all white and fair-skinned.

I am not talking about OC fics or fics where race/skintone is x specified in summary or warnings. This is specifically about unspecified "x reader" where whiteness is assumed as the default

A N Y O N E ✊🏻✊🏼✊🏽✊🏾✊🏿

You thought the breakup was mutual, you couldn’t have been more wrong.

*Obsessive Cameron, toxic behavior, manipulation, he’s a stalker, foul language, oral (f receiving), fingering, makeup sex, unprotected sex (don’t do this!!) overstimulation, and squirting. I am very new to this, the smut is kinda ass. I’m sorry, I’m not much of a writer. Please give me some grace and any feedback is appreciated * 

24k characters, 4k words I’m so sorry🫠

Y/N and Cameron broke up a couple months ago, surprisingly he isn’t blowing her up. A couple weeks ago he came by her house to pick up the last of his things. That was the last time she spoke to and saw him. After dating for 3 years, she expected some push back, maybe that's toxic. It’s definitely toxic, but it’s honest. And she won’t admit it but she misses him so much. No one talks about how hard it is to go from seeing someone almost everyday to never again. Y/n misses the long talks they had, the date nights, his dumb ass jokes, his pretty eyes, the pleasure... There had been plenty of times she had to stop herself from reaching out to him. 

 “I don’t know girl, my shit keeps coming up missin’. That was my favorite lipgloss too, Cameron bought it. I don’t remember the name of it and I’m not calling to ask.” Y/n said to her best friend, Kayla. 

“Are you sure you didn’t misplace it? That makes a lot more sense than anything else your brain can come up with. I mean who's going to break into your house to steal lipgloss?” Y/n had to admit she had a point, there wasn’t anyone that came to mind. But she knew where she last saw it. And more than just lipgloss had vanished; a bottle of her perfume, and her bracelet that she got from Cameron.

Y/n rolled her eyes and took a sip of her drink before continuing, “It’s more than my lipgloss that's gone, and I know I had it in my purse. I’m not crazy, I just can’t prove it.” She sits back in her seat and lets her eyes wander around the restaurant they settled on.

 “Like 3 weeks ago, he came by and got the rest of his stuff. Now that I think about it, I’m pretty sure he still has my key. Maybe it’s him, that would make a lot more sense than some weirdo breaking in and stealing the most random shit of all time. But it doesn’t make sense why he’d go that far. Stealing shit he bought, he could’ve just taken it when he came and got the rest of his things. And we know he’s not the type to do that, he barely raised his voice. Maybe I’ll never know, unfortunately I can’t afford a full security system. Ever since we’ve broken up, I’ve been paying for everything. I underestimated just how much he was paying for. I really do miss him though girl, everything was just becoming too much.” 

 Kayla leaned a little closer to Y/n and asked “why did y’all break up? You never told me, he better not have cheated on you. I swear to go, I’ll go fuck him up.” Her eyes cut over to Cameron, glaring at him. Y/n looked back and thankfully he wasn’t looking at them. His back was to them, he was with his brother and cousin. Y/n mushed kayla lightly, “Girl stop glaring at him, he’s gonna feel your big ass eyes staring holes into his skull.” Kayla gasped and sat back “girl fuck you.”

 “Anyways we broke up cause he was acting crazy. Lowkey ever since that head injury, he’s changed. I tried to stay but he was doing too much. He didn’t want me going out some nights, all of a sudden he had a problem with some of my outfits. Just got weird, we tried to take a “break” but that didn’t work. So I decided we needed to break up, I told him when he gets his shit together we could try again.” She took one last sip of her drink before calling for the waiter. “I don’t know about you girl but I’m ready to go. I gotta work in the morning.” 

The waiter came by pretty quickly and let them know that the meal was already paid for, there was only one person who could’ve possibly done that. Y/n sighed and rolled her eyes, “he gets on my nerves forreal, now WE have to go thank him. I’m not going by myself, come on” After bickering for a minute, they got up and headed for his table. She tapped his shoulder once she reached him, he turned and looked up at Y/n. His eyes lit up and he stood up. She had to look up at him, she really missed the view. Kayla wasn’t wrong, he did look rough though. He had bags under his eyes, he was a little pale. 

‘Damn you look like you haven’t slept in awhile, golly” Y/n and Cameron looked at Kayla. He mean mugged her and y/n glared at her. “Kayla you can’t just say tha-”

“If I talk about your big ass eyes, I’d be wrong. ” Cameron cut you off.

“Nigga fuck you, I can’t help that I have big eyes. You light bright bastard” Kayla flicked him off and took his seat. 

“Kayla shut the fuck up. We just came here to thank you for paying for our meal, you didn’t have to do that. But you do look a little sick. Are you sleep-” She stopped talking once she heard Kayla scoff, Y/n grabbed his hand. She pulled him outside, so they can have some sorta privacy.

“As I was saying, are you sleeping? And how are you doing?” She asked him, she looked down at their combined hands. As much as she didn’t want to, she let his hand go and took a step back. “Sorry I should’ve asked before grabbing you.”

*“Don’t apologize y/n, but I haven’t been sleeping the best. I’m okay though, I’ve just been training. Trying to distract myself, how are you? You look good, real good. Is that a new perfume?” He looked her up and down, he stepped a little closer to her. *https://www.pinterest.com/pin/14355292557030046/

 “Thank you, and I’m okay. I haven’t done much but work, this is actually the first time I’ve went out in a month. And yes, it's a new perfume. I can’t find my other one for the life of me. Unfortunately it's too expensive to buy another bottle, I see why you never let me buy it” Y/n let out a small laugh and gave him a once over. He still looked good as hell, no matter how tired he was. “Thank you for the meal, I really appreciate it and so does she. You know how she is, y’all have always but heads.”

“I ain’t worried about her, but back to you. That shit was expensive as hell, how the hell did you lose a bottle of perfume.” He raised an eyebrow with a slight smirk.

“Well a lot of things have gone ‘missing’, I think I’m just losing it. Or someone is breaking into my home to steal stupid shit. My perfume, one of my lipglosses, a bracelet, and some other things. I’m probably just losing it.” She wasn’t looking at him, if she did she probably would’ve noticed the look in his eyes. The dark, kinda scary look. The kind that would’ve sent chills up her spine, would’ve made her walk away. 

“y/n that’s dangerous don’t you think, you might have a stalker. Have you considered cameras?”

“Kayla said the same thing, I would love a security system but I’m broke. Maybe once I catch up on my bills I will” She shrugged and finally looked up at him, she gave him a small smile. She leaned a little closer to him and whispered “I underestimated how much money you spent on me”

“I would’ve spent everything I made on you, a million times over. I can buy them for you and you don’t need to pay me back. I know what you’re gonna say, I’m not worried about the money. You gotta stay safe, sounds like something really bad could happen to you.” He kept his eyes on her, she signed and looked away.

“Cameron, no. I’ll be fine, I’ll buy them…eventually” He signed before continuing “fine, please just call me if anything worse starts happening. I don’t want to hear about you getting hurt y/n. I don’t know what I’d do if I heard something happened to you. Promise me, pinky promise” He held out his pinky, y/n rolled her eyes but joined their pinkies together. “I promise, I’ll call you if something happens. Thank you but I’ve really gotta go. I have to work early tomorrow. I’m gonna go get her, have a nice night Cameron.” She stood on her tippy toes and kissed his cheek. As y/n walked away, his eyes lingered on her ass. He shook his head before he followed her in. He joined his brother and cousin, while she grabbed Kayla. They said their goodbyes and they headed out. Y/n told Kayla about their conversation in the car to her house, she tried to convince y/n to stay at her place. But y/n decided to go home instead, telling her that she’ll be fine. If anything she’ll call Cameron if something happens. 

After seeing Cameron it seems like y/n stalker amped up the tactics, thankfully not too much stuff had gone missing since but she started to get gifts. Her lipgloss showed back up, she threw out the lipgloss. Who knows what that freak did to it. But the more y/n threw away the gifts, it seemed the angrier they got. Eventually notes started to be delivered, alone with forget me nots. There was no way she could forget them if she tried, y/n was terrified to live in her own home. The notes started out weirdly sweet, just compliments. But they started to get sexual, detailing all the things they wanted to do to her. Of course she could’ve called Cameron, he would’ve figured out something but she didn’t want to bother him. Kayla told her to call the police but they didn’t consider anything happening to be an emergency. Not until she wound up hurt or dead. (MESSAGE☝🏽)

 But it all came to a head on her night off, y/n was watching a scary movie, literally A Scary Movie. She started to doze off when she heard a knock at her door. Against her better judgement she opened the door, no one was there. Just a box with a white bow wrapped around it. She took it back in her house, locking her door. She debated opening the package. Weighing the pros and cons before finally opening it. Inside was just a photo album, which was odd. They always left a note. She opened the first page, it was a photo of her leaving work. The next page was her grocery shopping, the next was her sleeping. The whole thing was filled with photos of her. She felt real terror for the first time, so she decided to finally call Cameron. He picked up on the second ring, he didn’t get a word out before she let everything spill out.

 “Cameron please come over, they dropped this stupid ass photo album off and its full of pictures of me. They’ve been leaving gifts for the last couple weeks, I’m so fucking scared please Cameron.” She started to hyperventilate, “I’ll be right over, y/n calm down. It’s gonna be okay, don’t hang up the phone okay? I’m 10 minutes away, just breathe.” He rushed outside to his car, he tried to calm her the whole ride. It seemed to work, she wasn’t panicking as much. She was still crying but she was calm. Once he arrived he knocked and then let himself in with the key he never gave back. He heard her sniffling in the living room, he rushed in there to her. He dropped down to his knees in front of her.

He grabbed her cheeks and made her look at him, “Hey y/n, baby look at me. It’s okay, I’m not gonna let anything happen to you, I promise. Don’t cry, I hate to see you cry.” He stood up and pulled her up with him, “go to the bedroom, I’m gonna take a look around and make sure everything is locked up.” She just nodded her head and headed up the stairs. Once she was out of sight, a smirk appeared on his face. He knew that she would eventually call him back. He didn’t think it would’ve taken this long, he feels bad in hindsight for manipulating her. Terrorizing her to the point of her begging him to come back. He just had to break her down a little so she realized that she needs him. 

“She’ll be fine, she just had to be taught a lesson. She’ll get over it, I don’t know why she thought she could just leave me. She’s crazy to think I would let that slide.” He let out a snicker as he whispered to himself, he went to lock her front door. He let out a content sigh and headed up stairs to her room, she was laying with her blanket over her head. He pulled the cover back a bit, “do you want to take a bath? Try to take your mind off of everything, you’re safe. Nothing is gonna happen to you.” She looked at him with tears in her eyes and nodded her head. He helped her up, they went to the bathroom. He got the bath ready for her, the perfect temperature, and poured some vanilla scented soap. 

 “I’ll leave so you can relax” He turned around to leave but she grabbed his arm before he could leave. Another smirk graced his face, he schooled his expression before turning around. 

“Can you stay? Please, I don’t wanna be alone.” She looked up at him as a tear slipped down her face, he reached up and wiped the tear off her cheek. He nodded his head and gestured to her clothes. Then asked “Do you want me to undress you?” She nodded her head and lifted her arms up so he could take her shirt off. He took her clothes off, slowly giving her enough time to tell him to leave. After he undressed her, he led her over to the bath. Once she got in, he put her dirty clothes in the basket to be washed. He lowered to his knees by the bath tub, he grabbed a clean rag and body wash. Once again asking permission before he washed her body. Once he finished that, they sat in silence for a bit before she got out. He dried her body off then dressed her. She just had on a bonnet, panties and a moomoo. Even though he orchestrated this whole thing, he wasn’t planning on taking advantage of her very fragile state. He led her to her bed. They both laid down, a few minutes passed before she spoke up.

“Thank you for coming over so quickly, I hope I didn’t pull you away from something important. I was just so scared but I know you got me” She looked up at him and kissed his cheek. She placed her head on his chest, “I don’t think I appreciated what I had.” 

A small smile spread across his face, “There’s nothing more important than you. You still have me, I’m not going anywhere. I was just giving you the space and time you needed. I’m sorry that this is what brought us back together. Hopefully whoever is bothering you will leave you alone now, maybe seeing us back together will make them go away” 

“Who said we’re back together?” She sat up and looked at him, he could tell she was teasing him. “You think just cause you popped up like prince charming that I’ll come running back?” 

 “Ain’t that exactly what happened?” He smirked and kissed the top of her head. He could tell how tired she was, all that crying would tire anyone out. She rolled her eyes and sighed, “You ain’t wrong but still, you didn’t have to say it. Seriously though, I love you. Thank you for everything Cameron.” 

“I love you too, get some sleep. Don’t worry, I’m not going anywhere.” He pulled her a little bit closer. She fell asleep before him, he watched her sleep for a while before sleep greeted him.

The next morning she woke up alone, and cold. She forgot to turn the heat on the night before. She was disappointed, she expected to wake up with him by her side. She got up and went to the bathroom. She brushed her teeth and washed her face, then headed downstairs. She hit the bottom of the stairs and smelled coffee. Cameron came out of the kitchen, when his eyes landed on her. His eyes lit up, “Good morning beautiful, I made you some breakfast. Come sit down.”

She followed him into the dining room, they sat across from each other. She looked him over, he still had on his clothes from last night. Just sweats and a hoodie. She took a sip of the coffee, it was exactly how she liked it. He remembered, he remembers everything. They ate in silence, not an awkward one. Once done she grabbed his plate to wash the dishes. He followed after her, he stood leaning up against the counter. He watched as she moved in silence, she could feel him staring at her. 

“Don’t look at me like that?” She spared him a glance over her shoulder. He walked over to her, wrapping his arms around her waist. He whispered in her ear, “Like what?”

“Like you wanna eat me.” She turned the water off and dried her hands before turning around in his grasp. She put her arms around his shoulders.

“I wanna do more than eat you.” His voice dropped an octave, he kept eye contact with her. 

 Her eyes dropped to his lips, “Tell me what you wanna do” she pulled him down a little further to her face. Their lips were almost touching, he tried to kiss her but she pulled back. “I said tell me what you want to do”

“Girl, you play too much. But I want to lay you down on the bed. Shit I’ll lay you on the floor, I don’t care where at this point. I want to eat you out until you're shaking. Then I’ll fuck you like I’ve been dying to since I saw you at that resturant. I’ll show you just how much I’ve missed you. I’ll show you that no one else can make you feel like I do. No one can make you feel good like I do” He grabbed y/n by her thighs, lifting her up. He carried her back to her bedroom. While doing so he continued to tell her all the things he wanted to do.

 He dropped her onto her, their mattress. He took his hoodie off, after doing so Y/n noticed a bracelet on his wrist. That resembled the one that went missing weeks ago. She grabbed his wrist to get a better look, it was her bracelet. It had always been a little bigger on her but it fit almost perfectly on him. 

She looked up at him, a look of confusion and suspicion on her face “Cameron how’d you get my bracelet? I’ve been looking for this for a few weeks.” 

 Cameron felt his heart drop, he couldn’t let her find out the truth. She’d never forgive him. 

“Oh uh- you left it in my car months ago, like a week before we broke up. I forgot to give it to you. Is this the bracelet that was missing?” He raised an eyebrow at her and took the bracelet off. “I’m sorry, I completely forgot about it. Give me your wrist.” She didn’t know it but he was lying his ass off. He was praying to any God listening that she didn’t question it. There was no way he could dig himself out of that hole. He put it on her wrist, he placed a light kiss onto her wrist then the palm of her hand. She smiled and shaked her wrist. She thankfully didn’t question him, even though in her heart she knows she lost it a few weeks ago not months ago. She trusted him, maybe a little too much.

 “I’ve missed this bracelet so much. I wore it faithfully, thank you.” She grabbed his cheeks and pulled him down to kiss her. He grabbed the end of her moomoo and pulled it off. She was left in just her panties. He kissed down her neck, all the way to her breast. He grabbed both of them, his lips attached to her left nipple. He sucked and nipped lightly at it before giving her right nipple the same treatment. She moaned and grabbed the back of his head. He continued down her body, once he got to her hips. He kissed the tattoo that rested on one side, his name tattooed in cursive. He used his teeth to pull down her panties, once they were off he kissed his way back down starting at her ankle. He put her legs on his shoulders and breathed in deeply against her thigh. The sigh he let out was of pure bliss, “Fuck you smell so good, I’ve missed this so much.” He started to eat her out, slowly. She was soaked, probably the wettest he’s ever made her. It was filthy and loud. He ate her out like a man starved, his tongue explored deep within her. She whined and grabbed the back of his head, her nails scraped against his scalp. He let out a moan at the feeling, a finger slipped inside of her wet pussy. 

 He spelled his name out on her clit before inserting another one. He pumped his fingers in her at a steady pace, the louder she got the faster he went and harder he sucked. He felt her thighs clamp down on his head.

“Oh fuck please don’t stop baby, I wanna cum so bad please cam.” she pushed his head farther into her pussy, all he could smell and taste was her. She was consuming his entire being. She came but he kept going, she started to push his head away. 

 “Wai- wait cameron I think I have to use the bath- room” She's never felt this feeling in her stomach before, it felt like she was about to pee. She tried to pull her hands out of his grip but he was too strong. He pulled away just a little to say “Don’t run baby, it’s okay. Let it out, I’ve got you” That's all she needed before she felt something splashing on her thighs. He sucked her clit into his mouth one more time before pulling away and rubbing her clit. With her free hand, she covered her mouth and let out pleas for him to keep going. He watched as she continued to squirt, it splashed all over him. 

 “Fuck I think that’s you’ve first time you’ve squirted” He looked up and seen her covering her face, clearly embarrassed. He pulled her hands away, “Hey don’t be embarrassed, thats so fucking hot. I didn’t know you could do that.”

“Neither did I, that was amazing. Thank you.” They kissed again, even though she was quite tired now. She wasn’t finished, she pulled his pants and boxers down the best she could. He pulled them off the rest of the way, he got in between her legs. Y/N reached for his dick, he slowly pushed into her. They both let out moans once he was fully settled in. He slowly rocked into her, giving her more than enough time to adjust.

 “Fuck,stop playing around Cameron. I thought you said you’d show me how much you missed me or was that bullshit. “She wrapped her legs around his waist and her arms around his neck. They locked lips as he picked up the pace. She could feel the coolness of his chain resting on her chest. She could feel every ridge and vein of his dick as he rearranged her insides. He pulled away from the kiss, a trail of spit followed. He went back down to her neck, leaving hickies in place. 

Cameron turned her onto her stomach, putting them in the prone bone position. He wrapped his arm around her neck, putting her in a headlock. 

“Is this what you wanted, baby? You missed this dick didn’t you” He groaned in her ear when he felt her pussy squeeze his dick. All she could do was moan, her brain couldn’t form a single sentence. He released the hold on her neck, shifted his weight back onto his knees pulling her up onto her knees. He pushed her face down into the mattress and reentered her. 

“Fuck, please fuck me” She said but the mattress muffled her words. Cameron must’ve understood her. Using her hips as leverage, he fucked into her with new found strength. Unable to handle it, y/n reached back with one hand. 

Her head shot up, “Fuck Cameron, wait it’s to much.” She tried to push him back, with what little strength she had. She heard Cameron laugh before feeling him grab ahold of both her wrist, holding them behind her back. “Don’t run, this is what you asked for. Throw that ass back baby, come on. Fuck me back”

He used her wrist to pull her back onto his dick. She let out a squeal at the first thrust, her head fell back to the bed. She could feel his thrust getting sloppy, a tell-tale sign that he was close. 

“Fuck cameron, baby cum in my pussy.” She threw her ass back, he let go of her wrist. One hand went to her waist, the other smacked her ass as he continued to drill into her pussy. A couple more thrust and he stilled deep inside her, he came inside her. Her final orgasm followed after, she felt him shiver as he pulled out of her. 

“God damn girl, I think you killed me” He watched as his cum seeped out of her, he pushed some of it back in. He stopped when she started whining and pushing him away. Once he got off of her, she rolled onto her back. 

“Let's get you in the shower, and a good nap after.” He picked her up, carrying her into the bathroom. He set her onto the counter then turned to start the shower. She watched him with very dazed eyes. Once the shower was ready they both went in. He spent the next 20 minutes, just like the night before washing her body. This time she washed his back, before they went to lay down for a nap. He changed out the bedding, she soaked the cover. Thankfully the mattress was dry, they laid down after. And just before she dozed off, “Thank you again for coming by last night, not the best circumstances to make up but I’ll take it. I love you Cameron.” They shared one last kiss before she fell asleep.

For the first time in 3 months, Cameron slept good. Yes, he did something objectively bad to get back with her but it had to be done. She had to see how bad the decision she made was. Now that she’s recognized her mistake, she won’t have to live in terror anymore. No more notes will pop up, no more missing items. They can go back to the way it used to be. As long as she doesn’t find out the truth. Let’s hope she never finds out.

Pairings: The Salesman x Fem!Reader

Summary: After pushing your body to the brink, it's finally giving out. You're rewarded for all your dazzling work ethic with a “nice” dinner. As ‘nice’ as ‘nice’ gets with him…

Warnings: Dead Dove Do Not Eat, Language, Coercion, Murder, Abuse, Male Manipulation, Implied Violence, Age gap, God Complex, Brainwashing, Psychopathy, Blood, Gore, Codependency, Yandere!Salesman, Stalking, Smut (+18) mdni, Handcuffs, Exhibitionism, Blood Kink, Sadomasocism, Dom!Salesman, Sub!Reader, Choking, Rough Sex, Oral Sex, Blood Play, fingering, Degradation Kink, Praise Kink, Sadism, Punishments, Dom/Sub Dynamics, Squirting, Fingering, Somnophilia, Period Sex, Bodily Fluids.

A/n: I'm not responsible for the media you consume

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