FeelingtheAster99

THIS THAT GOOD SHIT. INJECT IT STRAIGHT INTO MY VEINS

S1E1 | S2E18

change the color used to highlight text on your laptop

move the pictures on your wall

stack whatever clutter is in your room into piles even if you don’t have time to clean it all

slightly vary your commute, even just by one street

change where you sit and scroll aimlessly on your phone even if it’s only to the chair in your room instead of your bed

drink water or juice out of a wine glass in the morning because nothing is real

shower with the lights off, without music

buy $3 flowers at trader joe’s—they look bad next to the more expensive ones but they look so good in your room

start typing things you don’t post into your notes. your thoughts can be worth documenting even if you don’t deem them worth sharing

wake up super early just once. you don’t have to make it a habit it’s just extra satisfying to go to bed that night

The other day I was feeling miserable, so I hopped on a bus and rode it all the way back to where I’d started, and my brain, which had finally had some proper stimulation via new environments, was suddenly ready to go again!

Almost 2 years later and people are still claiming Santos vindictively reported him. She didn't, we saw her explicitly apologize to Robby and say she feels guilty for reporting him. They say she has an attitude problem towards authority. She was apologizing to her seniors and consulting on every case since episode 4. People continue to defend Langdon's treatment of her. Factually, what we saw on screen, is that she get's reprimanded and stops doing the thing he told her not to do. Then every single time he mistreats her, she was following procedure.

But if you harm someone, addiction or behavioral disorder or health crisis or not, then trust is something that has to be earned. And sometimes seeking rehab is enough, sometimes 10 months sober is enough, sometimes an apology is enough. But sometimes if the thing you did is bad enough, then it's going to take more.

The reasons why Santos won't trust Langdon are no doubt complex, but the main motivation seems to stem from Langdon's failure to take accountability for the worst (perhaps *all*) of the harm he caused. Why would she believe he's changed when he actively covered them up? When he lies about how his addiction hurt his patients? When he downplays his behavior towards her as "being an asshole"?

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