it should be forbidden for you to be able to bore yourself by thinking about your story too much. Like the basic idea I know logically is very interesting, but I've smashed it with a hammer and taken ice picks too it so many times that my brain is just going "Wow... been there, seen this" like shut up we're the only ones that have done this in this way you ass.
the concept idea of "character a, who's life has revolved around saving everyone at the cost of his own self, accidentally becoming a worshiper of the believed to be dead god of madness and finds the madness and loss of morality to be freeing, leaving him and the god to decide whether to fix the world or help it burn in repayment for their suffering. A struggle between who we want to be perceived as, what brings us the most joy, and who we actually are." is not exactly a common one, and frankly it sounds fun as fuck to witness. But I've bashed it into pieces so many times to pick it apart that my brain comprehends it as old news.
Like I love stories where suffering cracks a character open, drives them to do things that eat them alive, drives them to cut off pieces of their inner self to become the monster. But I've overthought it so much that I sit to write and my brain just goes "So like... we've basically already written it, what are we doing here?"
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