A Walking Mental Disorder

That after all that,

We are strangers again.”

It's better than being alone

Well, love me, heal me, turn around and see me

'Cause I'm hanging on hope

Hanging on hope

Hanging on hope

There's shovels in the backyard, wish we'd never drift this far

We'll be alright

I know you never needed me, there's wear and tear you can't see

But who's at fault?”

Always with your friends, always on your phone

I try so hard, but you're just playing games

I needed you tonight, but you got high again

But I'm tired and I'm hurt

And I always try to put you first

But you see I'm not worth it to you

So why are you worth it to me?”

I'm mean because I grew up in New England

I got dreams but I can't make myself believe them

Spend the rest of my life with what could have been

And I will die in the house that I grew up in

I'm homesick

Did I fall too hard?

Am I in too deep to see the surface anymore?

Should I even try if I'll just spew another lie?

If you ask me how I'm doing I'll just fake another smile and say I'm fine.

I'm fine.

ADHD is not a discipline problem.

ADHD is not a spoiled child.

ADHD is not a temper tantrum.

ADHD is not a choice.

ADHD is not "the easy way out".

ADHD is a medical condition.

ADHD is a chemical imbalance.

ADHD is a big deal.

ADHD is a battle for self confidence.

ADHD is a fight to maintain focus.

ADHD is a war between brain & body.

where you and I could be together.

And we’ll catch our dreams

within the waves of change.

So smile for me

one last time

and believe

that we'll meet again.

Until then,

Between the knife and my skin,

The knife was gentle,

Romantic even,

Leaving scars behind,