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You freeze on the fourth step down; the box shifts in your arms.
āAre you really going to leave without saying anything?ā
You turn, and sheās standing in the doorway, wearing the hoodie you were looking for that was supposed to be in the boxāyou did not know she still had it.
āYuri.ā
āAre you really going to leave without saying anything?ā She repeats herself. Didnāt have to; but it is somethingāit is everythingāit is the only thing she can muster.
āItās easier this way.ā
āFor who?ā
You canāt answer.
The box in your arms is not heavy, but the weight it carries goes beyond its physical manifestation. Cardboard, tape, and the five things that were yours: Photographs of her you took with the first Polaroid camera you bought together, letters she sent during the times she traveled for work, a t-shirt youāve lent her when she got soaked in the rain on your sixth anniversary, concert tickets youāve collected of the bands you both loved, and the ring you were supposed to propose with just before everything fell apart buried deep inside the rest.
Her eyes linger on the box.
āPlease, come inside, letās talk.ā
āYuriāā
āPlease, Oppa. Itāll only take a minute.ā
You place the box on the kitchen counter, and her warmth is three steps away. Neither of you moves, and everything that surrounds you smells like all the moments that youāve spent with herāeight years living together in this apartment.
āAt least show me whatās in it.ā
āBabyāā You reconsider. āāYuri, we donāt have to do this.ā
āItās just fair, show me.ā
You take the flaps up and reveal the contents of your entire relationship.
āYou told me to pack up.ā
āI did.ā
āThen we donāt have to do this.ā
She approaches the counter, and her fingers touch the edge of the cardboard box. She lifts the photograph first, looks at it, then puts it down. She lifts the t-shirt, presses it to her chest, then folds it back. Lifts one of the letters, doesnāt open it, then sets it beside the shirt.
Then she lifts the ring box; her whole body freezes.
āYuriāā
āWhen?ā
āYuri, put it back. Itāsāā
āOppa. When?ā
āThe night before you signed the contract.ā
āYou were going to propose?ā
āYes.ā
āYou wereāā Tears start running down her face. āāgoing to propose, and you let me continue telling you I was moving to Tokyo for four yearsāā Her words stammer. āāa-and you did not say anything?ā
āYou had already signed and were about to leave in three days. Youāve dreamed about this role, and it was something youāve worked hard for and waited two years for.ā
āAnd you did not stop me.ā
āI did not stop you.ā
āYou had this ring with you when I told you.ā
You donāt answer.
The first year apart got complicated. Both your busy lives ran out of room for each other. Distance pushed you further apart, to the point where arguments were the only time you were still able to talk.
She sets the ring box on the counter between the photographs and the letters. Silence drowns the room.
āOppa.ā
āYeah?ā
āAsk me.ā
āYuriāā
āAsk me now, Oppa.ā
āYou still have three years left.ā
āI donāt care, Oppa. Ask me.ā
āYou will hate me if I ask you now. What if you regret it?ā
āI will hate you more if you continue walking down those stairs. I will regret it more for not letting you know my answer to the question you withheld from me.ā
You reach for the box, open it, and pick up the ring.
āYuri.ā
āYeah?ā
āWill youāā
āOf course, Oppa. Of-fucking-course I will give up everything to be with you.ā
She kisses you before you finish the sentence. Her forehead is pressed against yours; holds it there as you both gaze into each otherās eyes.
āSay the whole thing anyway.ā
āJo Yuri. Will you marry me?ā
āYes. Yes, yes, yes, and infinite-times-moreāyes!ā Her lips crash into yours, unfolding you the way you should have unfolded her a year ago.
You carry her small frame, her body fitting with yoursālike two puzzle pieces meant to complete a whole picture. You carry her past the box on the counter, past the letters, and the photographs, and the ring; her lips do not leave your neck for a single step. You finally reach the bedroom you helped her paint a lifetime ago; the bedroom you slept in a hundred nights; the bedroom you have not seen in three months.
She pulls her top off, and sheās already naked underneath. Like clockwork your eyes unravel every inch of her body the way youāve unwrapped every gift box youāve exchanged every Christmas Eve with her; that small mark under her left breast that youāve kissed a thousand times because it is one of the many doors to her pleasure; the softness at her stomach that she was embarrassed about in year one and confident in by year three; her collarbone that traces like the first line of a poem you have read too many times to forget.
āOppa, come here.ā
You do, and you let your lips do the pathfinding: you kiss her forehead, the first place your mouth ever went to comfort herāthat night she came home from her first failed audition, her mascara running, still in the jacket she wore to the audition. You kiss her cheek, the one that receives the most love because you just canāt stop admiring itāitās so fucking soft. Her plump lips, a drug youāll gatekeep ātil the ends of the earth; so addicting, youāve had actual withdrawals craving them whenever sheās far; so hers you refuse to even consider any mouth that was not this one. The small mark under her left titāyour starting point. Every long night with her begins there; every one ends with your face returning to it. You put your tongue on it now, and she gasps like it is the first time, because it always is. Her belly that youāve filled countless times with all her favorite dishes, and just under it, the space youāve filled countless times with your seed. Then, finally, you kiss both of her hipbones because they are the corners of the space between themāthe space where youāve spent the best hours of your life.
āOppa?ā
āYes, baby?ā
āDid you ever stopāā
You already know whatās in her head. Thoughts that probably bothered her whenever messages went unanswered, or when a day would end, and youād both notice each other not being a part of it.
āNot for one second.ā
āThen why did youāā
You find your way south of her before she finishes her thought. Your lips linger on the inside of her thigh, your tongue grazes the outside of her cunt because you know that the sensation you provide her is something youāve been selfish about for years. You put your face there, breathe it in, and she smells like her still.
She has been packed away for months, and you unpack herāslowly. Use your tongue to open every entrance that has been closed to you. She has been in a box; you take her out, layer-by-layer, like how you would open a present you did not want to damage. First, unravel her ribbons; you slide down her panties; then you open up the flaps, you spread her legs apart; then you enjoy the gift thatās presented to you.
Your mouth does the unspeakable to her folds, slowly picking them apart in search of her pearl. The sound she makes when your tongue finds the small, hard place at the top of her is the exact same sound sheās let out for years that you canāt get tired of.
āOppaāpleaseāplease, Oppaāā
āI got you, baby.ā
In mere seconds, she cums. A stream of pleasure bursts out of her, and she has to grab the sheets to keep herself in place. You hold her thighs open through it, and you do not stop until she is trembling around your tongue; and even then, you kiss her thigh once, twice, three times, before you look up at her.
āOppa.ā
āYeah?ā
āYou couldāve just called.ā
āI knowā¦ā
āYou could have just said somethingāeven an āI love you.ā Just anything.ā
āI know.ā
āI wouldāve flown home and left everything the next day.ā
You climb up her body, you match her state of undress, and then she wraps her legs around you.
Youād like to believe that the people meant for each other
are always in the box you were afraid to open.
That the hands meant to hold each other
are the hands that lift the flaps first.
That the eyes meant to see each other
look inside without flinching.
That the first thing youād look for
is always the first thing you find.
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Hi :D. Iāve been wondering a little bit about your opinion on the whole Mace Windu trying to kill Palpatine in RotS. You seem to agree with Windu that Palpatine was too dangerous to leave alive (which I can see reasons for), but he was also using the same words Sheev used to justify killing Dooku to Anakin. Lucas has seemed pretty aware of mirroring statements elsewhere in his films (ex. AotC Anakin-Dooku āmore powerful than any Jediā). What do you think this parallell is supposed to mean? 1/2
Is Mace faltering in his judgement here for awhile and should have risen above his fears to take the high way (and possibly that this could have been Anakins role, to help him stand by the Jedi way) or is the contrast rather something like Anakins reaction to it and his personal gains and losses from following? Also thank you for all your amazing metas and Star Wars content. 2/2
Hi!Ā Thank you for the very kind words!Ā I think that youāre right that theyāre meant to be compared and I havenāt seen George speak on this directly, but hereās what I think contributes to this:Anakin is the Chosen One and Iāve long held the headcanon that he was meant to side against Palpatine in that moment, that fight with Mace in his office, as the whole reason the prophecy was about Anakin.Ā George Lucas in the ROTS commentary:Ā Ā āItās fear of losing somebody he loves, which is the flipside of greed. Ā Greed, in terms of the Emperor, itās the greed for power, absolute power, over everything. Ā With Anakin, really itās the power to save the one he loves, but itās basically going against the Fates and what is natural.āĀ The moment Anakin chooses is thatĀ moment, when he cuts off Maceās arm because he canāt let Palpatine die because heās too fearful that Padme will die.Ā ThatĀ is the moment he sides against his own Fate, which I think was about that moment as the Chosen One.Ā Which, in my view, lends a certain narrative weight behind stopping Palpatine right hereĀ being the best choice possible.It fits with how the choice of standing over Dooku is also a major turning point and very clearly echoed from Return of the JediĀ where Luke is struggling against the dark side, as he stands over Darth Vader, whose hand he has just cut off, while Sidious watches and tries to use that hate and rage boiling in him.Ā In that moment, Luke makes the choice that Anakin cannot.Ā Thatās the major parallel, because they are both facing an enemy that has been beaten.Mace vs Palpatine is more complicated because youāre right that itās an echo, but also the situation is a bit differentāPalpatine is far from beaten, hisĀ āoh noooo this mean Jedi has been attacking poor defenseless little old me!ā schtick is deliberately an act, he has not been unarmed (literally or figuratively!) because he still has his lightning, heās still very much armed and dangerous.But also Mace isnāt entirely in the right about this, but I think he knows that and heās making this choice, to sacrifice himself because he knows thereās no other way.Ā If they left Palpatine up to the Senate to deal with, he will win, because he has control of the Senate, there is zero question about that.Ā Yes, you should believe in democracy and support it and try to change the system from within, thatās what the Jedi believe and itās what Mace believes, but he also knowsĀ that will not work with this specific instance.So, heās willing to take the hit to his morals and probably his freedom, to take Palpatine out.Dave Filoni once did commentary on TCW that said:Ā Ā Ā āWe showed this at the end of the episode that after Dogma shoots Krell, the military police still arrest him. Ā There has to be a whole trial, they have to look into the whole thing. Ā Ā Ā āAnd that feeds into how the Chancellorāand for those kids that havenāt watched Revenge of the Sith, donāt watch this spoiler partābut when Mace Windu and the Jedi go to arrest himācan they just execute this guy? Ā I mean heās essentially the head of the entire galactic Senate. Ā You canāt just walk in and kill him and say, āHeās a Sith Lord!ā because what does the Senate care? Ā 'Yeah, but he made the trains run on time.āĀ Ā Ā āIf Mace Windu kills the Chancellor, Mace Windu gets arrested. Ā Itās a very complex world. Ā And while, at the end of the day, itās a fairy tale and very black and white, Luke in the end, itās a personal vendetta with his father and the Emperor and the whole [ā¦]āHe sort of trails off after that, but the point is that Mace Windu will get arrested if he kills the Chancellor, which is something he has to know, but he does it anyway, because all other paths will lead to the Empire.Ā There isnātĀ another way out of this, not with Palpatine controlling the system in the way he does.Jedi should not be vigilantes, this goes against what Mace genuinely believes, but he also believes in sacrificing himself (not necessarily dying, but his own standing within the Republic) if it will lead to a better future.Ā And I think he was right about that, that Palpatineās multitude of plots and back-up plots meant that there was no other way to defeat him legally at this point, not without the Empire happening and things getting a whole lot worse before they could get better.The difference between Mace and Anakin is that Anakin did it out of rage and revenge, all the darkness roiling inside of him at what Dooku had done to himĀ and justified it as needing Dooku to die so the war would end.Ā Mace, in contrast, has nothing personal to gain and weāre never shown that he has any boiling rage on a personal level for Palpatine, this is truly about the Republic and truly about someone who is notĀ yet beaten, as we see Palpatine still shooting lightning.Itās not the Jedi way for either of them, but the Jedi way depended on a galaxy that was inherently good faith and Palpatine was practically the literal embodiment of bad faith, so there was no way a good faith approach was going to work with him, imo.
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#this is a really illustrative moment about how the jedi see former members who have left #that they speak of them in warm terms and believe in them #that regardless of whether they should have suspected dooku sooner or not (and weāre given nothing to think that they should have) #the point is that dooku left and nobodyās like SHUN THE NONBELIEVER #instead they defend someone who parted ways with them thatās their default positionĀ (via @gffa)
i hope you donāt mind me saving your tags because if i have to see another person who really actually believes the jedi would hate anakin (or obi-wan or whoever) if he left the order (to be with padme/be with satine/free the slaves on tatooine/etc) iām gonna scream
Iām going to change gears from my usual anti-Kylo Ren tirade for this post:
I am really fucking tired of seeing Anakin Skywalker apologists blame Mace Windu, or otherwise imply that Mace Windu deserved his fate, just because he happened to rightfullyĀ believe that the man was not emotionally equipped to be a Jedi.
Here is an unpleasant truth for all of us:Ā Mace Windu was right.
Anakin wasnāt equipped to be a Jedi. Ā He wasnāt equipped to live with Jedi restrictions the way the others were. Ā He wasnāt equipped to have to deal with political machinations or secret Sith scheming. Ā He wasnāt equipped to leave a loving mother. Ā He wasnāt equipped to balance Palpatineās gaslighting with his Jedi trained perspective and self-awareness.
He wasnāt even equipped to leave the Jedi Order of his own free will and use his training and skills and connections to establish a life that suited him better.
Mace was rightĀ to be wary of Anakin. Ā Because Anakin did end up turning on the Order. Ā And Mace absolutely did not deserve what happened to him.
Mace Windu did not yank Anakin off of Tatooine while leaving his mother behind.
Mace Windu did not create the culture that raised Jedi from birth, without standard family attachments. Ā Mace was in fact as much a victim of that culture as Anakin or any other Jedi.
Mace Windu did not create the code or restrictions that forbid Anakin from marrying Padme.
Mace Windu was never cruel to Anakin. Ā He may have distrusted him or not been as warm as Anakin would have liked, but you know what? Ā He had no responsibility to do so. Ā He wasnāt Anakinās master. Ā Heās certainly not a brother or father figure to him. Ā SO WHATĀ if he distrusted Anakin. Ā Heās allowed to have a fucking opinion.
Newsflash: in your life, youāre going to meet people who donāt trust you. Ā Youāre going to meet people who dislike you. Ā Youāre going to meet people who donāt know what to do with you. Ā And guess what? Ā You get the fuck over it.
There was no indication that Mace Windu was unfair to Anakin. Ā He opposed Anakin being a master. Ā Okay. Ā Anakin was twenty-three years old. Ā We have never seen a master that age. Ā Obi-Wan was still a Padawan at that age. Ā Anakin may have been a war hero, but that doesnāt mean that Mace canāt have legitimate misgivings about Anakinās emotional readiness for the job.
There is no indication that Mace Windu mistreated Anakin. Ā If anything, he tried to protect him. Ā He knew Anakin and Palpatine were friends and he tried to spare Anakin from having to be part of the confrontation.
If you canāt defend Anakin Skywalkerās choices without slamming a man who did nothing to deserve his murder at Anakinās hands, then you have to wonder how defensible Anakin actually is.
Also Iād like to point out the whole episode where Boba Fett was trying to kill them and Windu spent the whole time being kind and teacher-ly to Anakin and the episode where they were on Ryloth and Windu was a Literal Dad to his clone troopers.
Windu doesnāt deserve to be bashed in fandom. He was wise, and kind, and part of that wisdom and kindness meant he didnāt want to force responsibilities onto someone who obviously was not readyĀ for them.
I disagree with the idea of anyone being a āvictimā of Jedi culture, because thereās nothing wrong with their non-tradtional family structure and thereās nothing wrong with forbidding attachment as the Jedi define it (or as Lucas defines it) - but otherwise I strongly agree with this post. Mace Windu (and the rest of the council, but especially Mace) is NOT IN ANY WAY responsible for Anakinās fall to the dark side. Mace was entirely reasonable in his distrust of Anakin in ROTS, because at that point, Anakin was not very trustworthy. Obi-Wan even tries to point out to Anakin that it looks to the Council that Anakin had pulled strings with the Chancellor to get the position on the Council - even though thatās not what happened, the Council has no way of knowing that, and either way, Anakin didnāt earn the position.
And when Mace says that he doesnāt trust Anakin, heās specifically referring to Anakinās assignment to spy on the Chancellor - and given Anakinās track record of putting personal above duty, itās entirely justified not to trust that he can handle being in that position. Thatās why Mace says that Anakin will have earned his trust by reporting that the Chancellor was a Sith - because it would mean that Anakin was able to put his duty to the Jedi and the good of the Republic above his friendship with the Chancellor.
Also, Anakin had been actively betraying his vows to the Order for the past three years - not that the Jedi knew he was married, but it absolutely affected Anakinās behavior. Would it be wrong to be distrustful of a spouse thatās been closed off and secretive because theyāre cheating on you (whether you know theyāre cheating or not)? Because thatās essentially what Anakin has been doing, since Jedi are effectively married to the Order itself.
Point is, he is NOT trustworthy, he does not deserve trust simply because he is powerful and has been an effective and successful general in warfare. He does not deserve Mastery when he has not mastered himself. And Mace did not wrong him by denying him that (not to mention Mace didnāt make that decision by himself - nor the decision in TPM to reject Anakin for training, which was also reasonable but thatās another discussion) - especially since Anakin is what? 22? Would you trust someone at the age of someone fresh out of college that threw a tantrum because they didnāt get a leadership position in a well-established, prestigious organization?
One thing I really liked aboutĀ Mace Windu: Jedi of the Republic is that it is really one long philosophy discussion, mostly concerning the war and the Jediās new role in it. Itās also a story about who Mace Windu is (vs how some perceive him).
Most of the discussions are the Jedi speaking amongst themselves, but it also includes some ādebatesāĀ between Mace and the main villain of the comic, evil-money-grubbing-droid*.Ā Many of these discussions also echo each other or other events in the comic in a way that is either intentional or someone accidentally striking gold.Ā
*(The droids name is technically AD-W4, but honestlyĀ evil-money-grubbing-droid fits it way better. This thing makes General Grievous look like he has a healthy outlook on life.)
This is going to get long so buckle upĀ (or blacklist the long post tag).Ā
The comic starts on a discussion between Ki-Adi Mundi and Mace about the war and the Jediās new role in it. This discussion is then (spiritually)Ā continued between other Jedi characters. It follows through the entire comic.Ā
They continue to discuss how the Jedi strive to lead by example and Mace wonders if it would be easier to guide the Republic down the right path from the front of the battle lines.Ā
Mace later discusses his doubts with the ugliest Yoda ever painted. (It pains me to think that this is what Yodel/Yodito will look like in just a millennia.)Ā
Mace and Prosset Dibbs also discuss this very same thing, but here Prosset is the one who brings his doubts to Mace.Ā
(*Prosset speaks several times about sensing an unease in the force, which is interesting, considering how we know that the Clone Wars is a trap that has just sprung shut around the Jedi.)
Then we have my favourite moment:
A discussion about how they are peacekeepers is literally interupted by the war. We have the entirety of Clone Wars right here. The purpose of the Clone Wars even. This is an important conversation, but the Jedi do not have time for it. Because of the urgency of the war. Itās the worst and I love it.
There are also some good moments between Kit Fisto and Prosset but Iāve discussed those before, so I wonāt be going into them as muchĀ here.Ā To summarise,Ā Prosset falls into despair over all the people who have died on this planet as a side-effect of the Separatistās ruthless exploitation of the planets natural resources, and the failure of the Jedi to protect them.Ā
Prosset then accuses Mace and the Council of having turned their back on the orders teaching and advancing their own agendaĀ (though he is unclear about what said agenda would be), that Mace is fighting this war for his own sake.Ā He then goes even further and accuses the Council of tossing away the lives of this planets inhabitants as collateral,Ā declaring that the true reason behind the mission is a power grab, that they too are aiming at explotating this planet, something we as readers know is false. They were sent there to figure out why the separatists are interested in this place.Ā We have also seen Mace throughout the comic focus on protecting the civilians and trying to find a way to shut down the Separatist operation there, explicitly so that it wonāt end up destroying the planet.Ā
But the confrontation between Prosset and Mace echoes an earlier confrontation between Mace and AD-W4.
This moment follows AD-W4 introducing his motivations*Ā and Mace declaring that the Jedi fight for peace throughout the galaxy (āthe greatest cause there isā).Ā It also ties into AD-W4ā²s misunderstanding of who Mace is, what actually drives him, which eventually leads to his mission there failing.
*(Evil-money-grubbing-droid openly states that he is only fighting for money, that he doesnāt care about whoās wrong or right in this conflict, only that the conflict continues so that his services are needed and he can make more money.)
This bit about a void is terribly interesting however, because Mace also speaks about being driven by the need to fill a void in this comic, but not in relation to himself, but to Prosset.Ā
āI have experienced first hand what insecurity does to men. How a mind warps with itās obsessive quest to fill the void. With power. With wealth. With lust. With truth.ā
Prosset denies it, but he has twisted, warped what is actually happening around him, into something that he can deal with. The Jedi Council have to be bad guys, there has to a conspiracy, because the truth that this is just out of their power and an uncountable amount of innocent people are going to die despite all of them trying their hardest is too much for him to handle.
Prosset also threw out a vague accusation that Mace is fighting this War for himself,Ā something we see again in Maceās final confrontation with AD-W4.Ā During their fight the droid repeatedly taunts Mace:
āAn excuse for your violence. Youāre a hypocrite. Perhaps I am force-sensitive myself.ā
It is certainly not a flattering picture of Mace Windu these two adversaries paint up.Ā ButĀ this confrontation in turn ties into a mission from Maceās youth which we are introduced to in flashbacks, whereĀ Padawan Mace Windu and Jedi Master Cyslin Myr has been sent to a planet suffering under a plague to investigate the disappearance of the Jedi in charge of an outreach temple there.Ā The temple has been taking over be a āMaster Droozā a charlatan exploiting the suffering population, which has left young Mace outraged.Ā
*(Look at this, more Jedi philosophy. In this comic? What a surprise ^u^)
This moment is pretty clearly here to introduce us to Maceās struggle with his anger, a characteristic both antagonists of this comic has honed in on. But this anger is connected to how deeply idealistic Mace is at heart, something they miss.Ā As they confront the swindler, Drooz mocks them for what he seesĀ as āsquanderingā a chance for profit and power whilst MaceāsĀ answer underlines how those things grow pale in comparison to higher goals.Ā
This confrontation ends on a Palpatine parallel as subtle as a hammer blow to the head.Ā
This is the last part of the flashback, and itās positioned right in the scene where Mace finally subdues Prosset,Ā standing above him with his lightsaber pointing down. And then Mace knocks Prosset unconscious and says that he will be brought to the Jedi council. Master Myrās lesson was heard.Ā
A fire burns in Mace, that is true. It is something Mace must struggle with and control. But he has learned to keep that fire tempered. He is no longer that hotheaded Padawan, but a disciplined Jedi Master.
The fight between Mace and AD-W4 ends in AD-W4ā²s defeat,Ā but with evil-money-grubbing-droid gloating that his actual mission was still completed.Ā
Except AD-W4, like how the fake āMaster Droozā did not understand the Jedi and what drives them, does not understand Mace.
AD-W4 thinks he has Mace figured out,Ā so he missed that Mace was really using himself as a distraction, whilst young Jedi Knight Rissa Mano rigged that ship to explode.Ā As Mace tells AD-W4 during this fight: āDo not mock, nor underestimate, that which you do not understand.ā
Mace actually believes in peace. Truly and deeply so. This belief, this want to do good and protect people, is what drives him forward.Ā By believing that Mace was driven foremost by his anger AD-W4 misjudges his entire situation.Ā
āMy righteousness is anything but self-motivated. There is definitive right and wrong. Good and evil.
Mace is going after AD-W4 not because he wants the fight and victory, āthe power tripā,Ā but because what evil-money-grubbing-droid is doing is wrong. The destruction he brings to this planet and itās locals and his very indifference to it, is evil.Ā
This comic isnāt trying to pretend that Mace Windu is perfect.Ā The very obvious Palpatine parallels reminds us of the moment in his future where Mace will not manage to temper his righteous fury. But this is not yet that point.Ā
Which brings us one final time back to Prosset.Ā The crux of Prossetās Fall lies in that this war is horrible and should not exist. The people of this planet should not be hurt and killed by it.Ā
But, as Mace points out here, it is not up to the Jedi to decide if there will be a war or not*.Ā Peace is already lost. Not fighting will not protect these people.Ā
*(The greatest irony of the Clone Wars is of course that it is an artificial conflict designed to benefit one person solely. There is someone who has decided that there should be a war and has moved everything into place for it. Palpatine could decide to end this any day, but the very core of his character declares that he never will.)
During Mace and Prossetās fightĀ Rissa is echoing the point Yoda made at the beginning of this comic. If the Jedi donāt keep moving, if they donāt fight, things will get even worse and more will die.Ā
The Jedi have to move forward and commit fully to their choice, because anything else will get people killed. Itās not about not doubting or questioning, but that sometimes you must move even when there is doubt.
This is the conclusion to the discussion going on throughout this comic.Ā The choice to enter the clone wars wasnāt uncomplicated or easy. The Jedi clearly have great doubt about it, both as an organisation and individuals.Ā But sometimes all you have are bad choices, and the responsibility to choose.Ā
You know I used to think the Council was unfair to Anakin when I was little, then when I saw the movies for the first time as an adult my perspective changed. I also think a reason why so many people blame the Jedi for Anakin's fall may be that in movies as big as star wars the main character is usually in the right, anyone who opposes them in any way is either wrong or if theyre right it works out in the end for the main character. We're not used to our main character doing what Anakin did 1/2
2/2 I think we also need to keep in mind how.. Common victim blaming actually is. I do it and itās been done to me. And (sorry for adding one more thing but Iāve got to get this off my chest) we canāt underestimate the fact that we tend to place the individual over the collective.Ā
Thatās definitely a large part of it, Iāve said before on the subject:
It comes from a combination of the audience buying into Palpatineās charismatic lies (heās the one pushing the idea of the Jedi not trusting or appreciating Anakin, and manufacturing tension between them so that it becomes a reality, and the idea that the Jediās standard teachings of self-restraint are specifically targeting Anakin to hold him back somehow, that he deserves to get what he wants just because heās powerful, etc - and some of the audience soaks that up just as Anakin does), and the natural tendency to be more concerned with the personal impact on the protagonist just due to the focus on their character. People want the protagonist to achieve their goals, weāre predisposed to favor their POV, and so when anything gets in the way of that, many find it unfair, especially since Anakin does as well.
I donāt know that it has anything to do with how big the films are, or if this is something that would apply to a small scale situation as well, though I do think that a lot of people donāt realize that the prequels (and the OT, but especially the prequels) are just big-budget weird indie films rather than the usual kind of movie weāre exposed to. So that could definitely factor into it, too.
Victim-blaming, definitely a lot of that - I think part of that is to do with us being used to seeing, in fiction, negative consequences used and framed by the author as a punishment and positive consequences as a reward. Because the author has complete control; they can do that, and thatās a very satisfying thing to do as well. Thatās what weāre used to seeing, so people work backward from the conclusion: they suffered negative consequences, therefore they mustāve done something wrong, there mustāve been a flaw in their character that caused this - rather than working forward from the motivations and actions of the characters: Palpatine wanted to rule the galaxy and wanted the Jedi dead, so he outwitted everyone to make that happen, and many terrible things resulted from that.
Individual over collectiveā¦yes, to a degree, Iād agree thatās a part of it, weāre predisposed to see authority figures (especially religious authority figures) as the bad guys, and the ālone wolvesā as the ones to root for. Thatās probably why a lot of people subscribe to the idea that we should think that Qui-Gon got it āmost rightā, even though he isnāt actually framed as being more enlightened or correct than the Council - merely because he goes against them. Itās also, to some extent, related to the idea that people want the Jedi to be superheroes, not monks.
@professorerudite replied to your post āYou know I used to think the Council was unfair to Anakin when I wasā¦ā
Also when Anakin is asked to basically spy on Palpatine by the Council, that shows the Jedi arenāt infallible. Then later Mace wants Anakin to kill Palpatine just like Palpatine wanted him to kill Dooku. That muddies Anakinās perspective of good vs. evil just as much as any āfriendshipā with Palpatine
Iād still say thatās part of (falling for) Palpatineās manipulations, though on the Jediās part as much as Anakinās (and the audienceās). Palpatine set up the situation so as to throw Anakin in the middle of his political power play over the Council (part of exacerbating tensions between Anakin and the Jedi in order to isolate him, by making it look to the Council like Anakin was pulling strings to get a position he didnāt earn), and so that the only way to get any kind of accountability from Palpatine was to spy on him. Asking Anakin to spy on the Chancellor was definitely a mistake on the Councilās part (and itās obvious that at least some of them had reservations about it, especially Mace), but not because āspying is wrongā or any kind of nonsense like that - again, the Jedi were increasingly more accountable to the Chancellor who was increasingly less accountable to anyone, let alone the Jedi, so espionage was the best, if not only, avenue to demand any kind of accountability from him in return - but because Anakin was Anakin and this was what Palpatine expected and intended for them to do. They were playing right into his hands, but unfortunately they had limited options, and they also didnāt know the full extent of it (i.e. that Palpatine was the Sith who wanted to destroy them).
Mace didnāt want Anakin to kill Palpatine - Mace was the one going to kill Palpatine; he wanted to spare Anakin from being involved entirely. And this is definitely a case of people focusing along the protagonistās perspective - because while itās entirely intentional that this scene parallels the earlier one with Dooku and makes sense why Anakin reacts the way he does, the audience should be aware of the greater context. The two situations are not actually the same beyond the superficial appearances - Dooku is legitimately disarmed, helpless, and far from his base of political support; Palpatine is far from helpless, still capable of Force lightning, and Emperor in all but name already. Palpatine is manipulating this situation to make it look the same, by playing it up and playing on Anakinās guilt over killing Dooku in the way that he had - but immediately afterwards itās clear to both Anakin and the audience that this had been an act, since Palpatine attacks the now-defenseless Mace, but Anakin buys into the sunk cost fallacy and feels he canāt turn back.
So itās still ultimately Palpatine whoās the one manipulating and confusing Anakin on the good vs evil thing. And some of the audience buys into this and falls for Palpatineās manipulations as well. Because even if you consider the Jediās actions questionable, they are consistently angling for the best choice based on the limited information they have, in situations where there are only terrible options, and are leagues better than the choices that the villains make. Theyāre not even remotely comparable if you look at them fairly and in context, which the audience should be able to do even if Anakin canāt. Itās easy to frame it as āThe Jedi are spying on people and thatās wrong, so theyāre not that different from the Sithā, but the fair look at it is āThe Jedi are spying on a man whoās gaining suspicious amounts of political power and isnāt accountable to anyoneā versus āThe Sith orchestrated a war that serves no other purpose than to further their own power and claim countless livesā. Itās easy to frame it as āPalpatine had Anakin execute a defenseless man, and Mace tried to execute a defenseless man, so the Sith and Jedi arenāt that differentā, but the fair look at is āPalpatine pushed Anakin to execute a defenseless prisoner to tie up Palpatineās loose ends because Palpatine had no further use for this pawn of hisā versus āMace tried to execute the man who orchestrated the entire war and had plans to harm people even more, and in general held all the cards.ā Even if Palpatine had been physically helpless - which he wasnāt, but was pretending to be (though we can argue about whether Mace was actually convinced by that or not) - perhaps killing him would be wrong, but allowing him to continue his plans, which had already destroyed so many lives, wouldāve been the far greater crime.
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For the record, Mace Windu is that Strict But Fair teacher. Heās blunt, wonāt accept sloppy work, and wonāt coddle you, but that means that if Mace says āgood jobā you know he means it.
So heās not wrong to tell Ahsoka that she doesnāt have a say in Council business, and Ahsoka accepts that. If sheās not a Jedi, then she doesnāt have the clearance nor any way she could help the Council.
Maceās big fault is thinking that he shouldnāt talk to anyone outside the Council about Palpatineās power grabs. And that isnāt about Ahsoka, itās about how the Council probably should have talked to a senator like Padme or Bail Organa, and then they could have allied with the Delegation of 2000. And thatās a whole nother discussion
Palpatine has managed to so completely undermine all trust between them that they both decide to act independently in the moment where coming together might have given them a sliver of a chance at success. Prequel tragedy at itās best.
Based on a conversation I had yesterday: I thinkĀ Mace Windu was completely right in killing Jango Fett.
Iāve seen people talk about this as one of Maceās sins, usually from the perspective of how he killed thisĀ father in front of his son. But putting aside how Mace most likely didnāt even know Boba existed at that point, I still donāt think it was wrong.Ā
Jango, on orders or voluntarily, joined a combat. In both options he was an experienced fighter who we can assume entered the situation aware of the risks. He was alsoĀ one of the most skilled combatants in that fight, a famed and experienced bounty hunter. Mace singling him out and going after him makes perfect sense. Heās eliminating a threat. Heās eliminating the greatest threat to the other Jedi in that arena, protecting them.Ā Mace is not obligated to put the feelings of one child over the safety of 200 Jedi.Ā
(This of course doesnāt mean that Bobaās view of the events canāt be quite different. We see him repeatedly claim that Mace murdered (not killed, murdered) his father, which is not how one would usually describe someone dying in a battle like that. Boba being traumatized and angry makes sense, but it doesnāt make him right. The very arc introducing Boba Fett in tcw starts with the quote āWho my father was matters less than my memory of himā. We are directly told that Bobaās view of Jango and his death are unreliable. Boba is an angry, hurt child who has lost his only parent, egged on into vengeanceĀ and violenceĀ by adults who should be protecting and comforting him. This doesnāt make Jangoās death unjust.)
Additionally, Mace led the Jedi to Geonosis in the hopes of shutting down a newly discovered army that was a direct threat to the people of the Republic. They are attempting to stop a galactic war before it breaks out. In response the Separatists unleash this army on them, starting the Clone Wars. Fighting back in this situation and trying to keep your people alive is not something we would usually frown upon in a story. I donāt think this changes only because Jango brought his kid to an execution that turned into a war zone.Ā
It could be an interesting AU and thereād be some really fun things to explore, especially as we see Mace is someone who also struggled with righteous anger, which would have been an interesting parallel to Anakin.
But there are two reasons I donāt think it would have changed anything:
1.Ā One of the biggest themes of Star WarsĀ is choice.
(George Lucas interviews, edited by Sally Kline)
This means that it doesnāt matterĀ who Anakinās teacher was, that it still ultimately comes down to that Anakinās choices were his own.Ā There can be external influences and opportunities that Anakin might not have otherwise had, there can be some responsibility placed on Anakinās choices from those, but at the very, very heart of it, it had to be Anakinās choice and no one elseās.
Saying that another teacher would have kept him from falling to the dark is saying that Anakinās choices werenāt what decided his fate, but instead that he had no actual agency as a character and instead it was all about what other people did, that his own choices didnāt matter, because it was Obi-Wanās fault somehow.
2.Ā For all that thereās a similar vibe between Obi-Wan & Anakin vs Mace & Anakin (the banter they each tease each other with), I actually think Obi-Wan was the best possibleĀ teacher for Anakin.
What Anakin needed was structure, but he also rejected structure because he didnāt really want to listen to it.Ā What Anakin needed was a strong hand to guide him, to makeĀ him sit down and self-examine, but he also rejected any attempts to make him do so, because he didnāt really want to listen to it.
Thatās the thing about Anakin, he had incredibly strong ideas of what he did and didnāt want and nobody could actually physicallyĀ makeĀ him do anything he didnāt want to do, they could only ask it of him and Anakin decided whether or not to listen.
So hereās what any teacher of Anakinās would be facing:Ā Someone who desperately wanted all the love in the galaxy to be poured into him, but someone who would not actually benefit from that.Ā Padme did that and he still turned on her just as easily as anyone else, after all.Ā Theyāre also facing someone who desperately wanted structure and an authority figure, but would reject it because he didnāt want to admit to what that said about him and how much he wanted it as an all-consuming thing, not a healthy set of boundaries between himself and the person he cared about.
No other character could have walked the line between loving Anakin and being strict with him as well as Obi-Wan could have.Ā No other character could have found a line between getting on his case when he needed it in a way he could accept itĀ and actually talking to him about it.Ā Obi-Wan is the character who actually initiates conversations the mostĀ in the story, other characters (like Qui-Gon or Mace and certainly Anakin himself) do not do this nearly as much.
Obi-Wan is the character who finds the best balance betweenĀ āI understand why youāre reacting this wayā vsĀ āYou still need to stop itā, heās the one who best found the line between the unhealthy attachment Anakin was seeking vs a more balanced love that Anakin could still accept and would wantĀ to do as Obi-Wan asked, because they loved each other.
Obi-Wan and Anakin complement each other in a way that Iām not sure any other pairing would have done, because theyāre either too different or too similar and Anakin would have rejected them.Ā Like, Anakinās not a puzzle to solve that has one key answer that will unlock the whole thing, heās not someone who made choices based on other people.Ā Anakin had his own personality and his own strong opinions on things, those donāt just magically go away because he had a different teacher.
So, you have to navigate the waters of AnakināsĀ character, who he would have bonded with, who he would have loved, who he would have responded well toānot just what he wanted, but what he actually neededĀ and how much of that he would have actually accepted and listened toāand I think Obi-Wan was the one that was best meant to teach him, the one who could inspire Anakin to wantĀ to listen to him, while also seeing him objectively, and actually communicating with him in a way Anakin would respond to.
Can you imagine anyone else that Anakin would have a fight with?Ā Obi-Wan de-escalates situations, and Iām not sure Mace or, say, Qui-Gon would have done the same.Ā Qui-Gon, as Master & ApprenticeĀ showed us, was not someone to de-escalate a fight like thatāhe repeatedly doesnāt actually talk to Obi-Wan about things that he knows he needs to, he shuts down conversations that he gets angry about, etc.Ā In The Phantom MenaceĀ can you IMAGINE him doing this to ANAKIN??
Mace I think would be too reserved for Anakinās liking (in as much as he can be incredibly warm at times, I donāt think it would have been enoughĀ to win Anakinās loyalty, this doesnāt make either of them bad, just not a good fit.
They do have some good moments, Anakin laughsĀ when Mace praises Artooās heroics and says he sees why Anakin trusts him, and I do think there would have been some interesting conversations about anger to be had, especially considering Maceās own history with it:
I likeĀ the idea of Mace and Anakin, I think itād be an amazing exploration and he is at least up there (well, it can never be a long list because we donāt actually know thatĀ many Jedi), but I donāt think he would have had enough warmth in Anakinās point of viewĀ to overcome Anakinās mistrust.
And the only other person Iām reasonably willing to entertain that might have been able to be a good match for Anakin would have been Yoda and even then I think Anakin really needed someone he felt more personally loyal to, in a way that I think Yodaās boundaries might not have allowed for.Ā And that doesnāt make Yoda bad, only that I think finding the fine line to walk between Anakinās desire for structure versus his desire to have someone be soft on him, was pretty difficult to find.
I get it now.Ā If a crotchety old Chancellor whoās well past his term limit started telling me who gets to be on the Council and who doesnāt, while Iām in the middle of a war and Iāve lost too many good men, Iād be a little curt too.
Especially when the person appointed by the non-Jedi Chancellor does not meet any qualifications to be a Jedi Master at this point in his career.
Iād remind that person and the non-Jedi Chancellor that believe it or not the Jedi are to decide their own affairs and on their own judgement (plus the Force) will they determine who qualifies for the council.
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more often than not it's to contrast with Anakin's or Ahsoka's love and care for their own troops, and I'm like....... Mace Windu....... the man who spends about 75% of his screen time in TCW protecting Clones.......... Gimme a break
Liberty of Ryloth alone have give us a lot of scenes how much he cares about his men well-being, telling them to take cover, saving the unconscious troopers, saving them before the bridge gone, telling his commander to get the injured back etc but no of course mace windu doesn't care about his men at all and not seeing them as a person š
B. Ā Favorite Jedi?
Okay, I know I already answered this here, but itās the middle of the night and Iām working on not doing something Iād regret later and so Iām gonna cheat and answer again.Ā :D
MACE WINDU.Ā I love him, both as a character and as a Jedi.Ā That he truly lovesĀ the Jedi, he believes in them, and they have shaped him into this deeply caring, compassionate person heās become.Ā I love that heās actually notĀ a typical Sam Jackson character (or at least what we tend to popularize asĀ āa typical Sam Jackson characterā), that he may have some snark or occasionally make hilariousĀ āsure, why the fuck notā faces, but he doesnāt actually yell motherfucker every other sentence or fall into the angry black character stereotype.
When he shows his anger--and he does--itās in the same vein that anyĀ character would show anger in.Ā Heās angry at Dooku on Genosis for what heās doing, it shows on his face, but Mace doesnāt let that anger sink his hooks in. Heās angry at Palpatine for what heās done to the Republic and the oppression that he plans to bring to the galaxy, but again Mace does not let that sink its claws into his heart.Ā Mace isnāt doing these things out of anger, but out of loveĀ for the galaxy and the Republic and the people in it that he wants to protect.
Mace is a reserved person, but that doesnāt mean heās not warm and affectionate--seriously, go watch his scenes with Anakin inĀ āDeath Trapā, thatās banterĀ right there, Anakin is clearly bantering back with laughter shaded into his voice.Ā Or go rewatchĀ āThe Disappearedā and how kindly he actually treats Jar Jar--no, he doesnāt really getĀ him at first (but almost no one does, like even Padme makes her exasperation about him very clear), but in the end, he comes to genuinely like Jar Jar and gets along with him.
Go rewatch the Bad Batch arc, where Mace praises Anakin, where he tells the clones to get out of the building while he looks for the bomb, where he gives the battle droids another chance to put their weapons down, even after all this time.
Go read the Star Wars AdventuresĀ comic where heās gentle and sweet with a little girl who needs his help.Ā Go read the Jedi of the RepublicĀ comics where, yes, he struggles with his anger, because heās righteously angry at the galaxyās injustices, but he learns that he actually has to face that and deal with it and master it before it masters him.
Mace Windu is a character who has struggled with that anger, who doesnāt always have the answers, who can be blunt and abrasive at times, but he is very thoroughly a good man who is trying to find the right answer as best he can.Ā And he loves the Jedi so much, and I love that heās so respected within the Jedi Order and has such an amazing friendship with Yoda, and really is so much of an example of what the Jedi are and why I love them.