💔mental illness💔

I just noticed something and wanna share it here! I noticed that lately people really be romanticizing mental illnesses especially ED and depression... People really want to be mentally ill? I have seen so many people trying to get ED or depression and even the fact they haven’t been diagnosed or something they refuse to belive they are not ill. And this just piss me off. You know why? Because as a mentally ill person I hate being myself, I hate being me, I hate everyone, I hate everything, I am so hurt and people still think it’s funny?I have been struggling since I literally know myself... I have depression, anxiety, EDs, Personality disorderS and etc. I have never talked about my illnesses irl only online. To talk about things like these ain’t easy. I don’t wanna be romanticizied for being mentally ill... and believe me no one wants to. Especially teenagers 13-14 years old are doing this and I don’t know why? I have seen also so many Twitter and Tumblr post about depression and anxiety and they are not even true and that means people really do not know what mentally ill means. And also I hope they will never feel it! So please! If you romanticizing depression, anxiety or any illnesses I am begging you to stop! Because of y’all my mental problems are funny to people and no one takes mental illnesses serious. And I just want you to know this is not ok! I also know so many people who are mentally unstable and afraid to talk about it or ashamed and that’s because of people who are romanticizing it. Stop doing this! Please ♡

do y’all have ever had really close online friend/s who you are used to text every day sometimes 2, 3, 4 times per day and suddenly from nowhere everything just ends...like your friendship with them is dead and you both not talk about that and don’t know how to rescue your friendship...and like your conversations are getting borning or just text one time for whole week/month and then everything ends...and it’s never the same and it will never be.

it’s so stupid how people think you have to be super skinny to have anorexia or bulimia or super fat to have binge eating. And when someone with normal weight or overweight says they have this disorders people actually don’t believe them or think this is not that dangerous. this is so so wrong... you can be overweight and have anorexia and bulimia. you can be with normal/under weight and have binge eating... all eating disorders are way complex than you all thought!

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You go back there. You have never returned.

How often you hear that word? Me? Everyday.

xx

I cannot understand why so many people ignore eating disorders like it’s not dangerous to have bulemia, anorexia or binge eating and etc. People actually ignore all kind of mental disorders and we don’t talk about it anywhere. We have to talk about this more. We have to talk for this in schools, social media, tv...everywhere. To be mental ill is actually more dangerous than to have cancer for example...

Have you ever felt like everything is so meaningless and you actually don’t know why you are still alive and we all still alive. 

why u can’t?