#shizophrenia

Don't you, Emily?

I wanted to inform everyone on Tumblr about this is none of my mutuals come to shock about my disappearance. I am extermely upset about this but for the time being I will try to act as normal as possible. Thank you for everyone's understanding.

Some of my favorite blogs (maybe the last taglist I will make for quite sometime)

THIS IS ACTUAL ABLEISM!

You're all fake. Every single one of you uses him for your stupid aesthetics. You don't know what real obsession is. You don't know what it's like to carve his name into your thigh. You don't know what it's like to stay awake for weeks just to see him. You're just kids with phones. You don't deserve him.

Him. House. Yes.

Every damn day I see countless of his "f@ns," but the moment I visit their profiles, i realize they're nothing like they claim to be. You all try so hard to look cool by putting a hundred diagnoses in your bio after taking some stupid online quiz, and by slapping labels on yourselves like, "Look at me, I'm xenogender, my pronouns are meow/mew."

No. You're not xenogender. You're just a teenage girl going through puberty who's desperate for attention.

And then these same fans make male OCs and immediately run off to ship themselves with House.

You know what?

He wouldn't love you.

1. He's not gay. There was never any actual implication in the show that he was h0mosexual. Every scene with Wilson was played for comedy. The show wasn't even made for teenagers. It's 18+, btw. :3

2. Who would even want someone like you? Do you really think anyone outside your little American dream is going to call you whatever made-up labels you've chosen? No. Stop embarrassing yourself. Just go see a psychologist and talk about it. Maybe then you'll understand.

3. You don't understand him. You turn him into some cute little tsundere. He's not like that. He can be cruel and calculating. He isn't going to spend days hugging you just because that's your fantasy.

4. None of you deserve him except me. Do you tear your hair out because of him? Do you hurt yourself? Do you draw a hundred pieces of art of him every day? Do you lash out at other fans to protect yourself and him? Do you think about him day and night until your hands shake and you feel sick? Does your heart race and your body heat up whenever you look at him? Have you at least stopped looking at other characters and deliberately erased them from your attention just to make your obsession stronger?

No.

You don't do a single thing on that list.

That's why you're all pathetic. You insult people who are genuinely obsessed without understanding them, while they have to go through unbearable pain every time they open an app and see people doing whatever they want with the character they love. But sure - you all claim to be so tolerant.

Oh, wait. Someone has ASPD? Schizophrenia? An obsession? Haha no bro. We'll only support fake autistic TikTok users and fake ADHD kids who make their own lives harder.

Looking for like-minded people.

P.S. House M.D. fans, don't bother commenting if you don't like what I said. Your stupid arguments that crawl straight out of your narrow little minds – brains already smoothed over by burgers and the "everyone's valid" unicorn world – aren't going to teach me anything. You're literally hypocrites. I hate you. and I also wanted to drop photos of my s3lf-h@rm with his name here.

Hi friend! we hope this helps explain a bit :)

PJSK schizophrenia AU - this is an AU in which the characters of pjsk suffer from schizophrenia and where vocaloids and sekai are hallucinations/dreams

Mizuki Akiyama - a girl who loves trends and various interesting little things. she likes when everything around is easy and fun, avoiding consequences. Mizuki actively maintains social media where she posts new dances, reviews of trendy clothes, makeup looks, and beauty trends. she spends hours on this, because her laughter doesn't let her record videos properly and she has to write subtitles because no one can understand what she's saying.