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Callback to the time I installed random horror mods and this mf was drilling holes in my mountain house like god damn termites He funny lookin so I decided to draw him I think his design is pretty neat actually I figured out how to make animations work in blockbench (just install geckolib plugin, good thing I found the solution in some random github report of all things, like ok bro) and so I was looking at his transormation animations and was just thinking hell yeah this is pretty cool ngl I drew this a few days ago. I spent 3 hours playing FE2 today and I made 2 noobs die cuz they decided to follow me after I won and was dilly dallying climbing random shit, I can't stop playing so probably won't do anything productive for a while (as if I was capable of productivity when I wasn't occupied with anything), well good thing I still have a few more things to post in my backlog I actually feel extremely unwell so spending all my free time on roblox game is a good thing actually because it's distracting me from the nonstop hysteria fits I've been having ever since I decided to inflict severe psychological harm on myself 🤓☝, better worry about farming gems for rainbow sword than the AGONY (it doesn't mean I don't experience hysteria it just takes a small chunk of it away)

Phobia culture is someone having the same phobia but to a lesser extent and expecting you to be able to cope with it as well as they do and getting angry at you when you panic about things that don’t trigger them

an interesting crossover between my autistic literal thinking and the way using the -phobic suffix for bigotry harms the phobic community is that on my first day of 8th grade, my english teacher had a talk about expectations, rules, respect, etc. and one slide said “no phobias or isms” which was supposed to mean no homo/transphobia, racism, sexism, etc. however. my little autistic phobic brain thought that meant i wasn’t allowed in the class because i have phobias. i literally went up to the teacher after class like “😔 i have phobias of masks, flying, doctors, etc. am i still allowed in this class or do i have to swap teachers? 😔👉👈” and i think that’s kinda funny but also kind of an interesting analysis on how phobic people are harmed by conflating bigotry and phobias

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