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Callback to the time I installed random horror mods and this mf was drilling holes in my mountain house like god damn termites He funny lookin so I decided to draw him I think his design is pretty neat actually I figured out how to make animations work in blockbench (just install geckolib plugin, good thing I found the solution in some random github report of all things, like ok bro) and so I was looking at his transormation animations and was just thinking hell yeah this is pretty cool ngl I drew this a few days ago. I spent 3 hours playing FE2 today and I made 2 noobs die cuz they decided to follow me after I won and was dilly dallying climbing random shit, I can't stop playing so probably won't do anything productive for a while (as if I was capable of productivity when I wasn't occupied with anything), well good thing I still have a few more things to post in my backlog I actually feel extremely unwell so spending all my free time on roblox game is a good thing actually because it's distracting me from the nonstop hysteria fits I've been having ever since I decided to inflict severe psychological harm on myself 🤓☝, better worry about farming gems for rainbow sword than the AGONY (it doesn't mean I don't experience hysteria it just takes a small chunk of it away)

an interesting crossover between my autistic literal thinking and the way using the -phobic suffix for bigotry harms the phobic community is that on my first day of 8th grade, my english teacher had a talk about expectations, rules, respect, etc. and one slide said “no phobias or isms” which was supposed to mean no homo/transphobia, racism, sexism, etc. however. my little autistic phobic brain thought that meant i wasn’t allowed in the class because i have phobias. i literally went up to the teacher after class like “😔 i have phobias of masks, flying, doctors, etc. am i still allowed in this class or do i have to swap teachers? 😔👉👈” and i think that’s kinda funny but also kind of an interesting analysis on how phobic people are harmed by conflating bigotry and phobias

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