come on brain yip yip

It really does feel like that

actually i love growing older and learning how i work as a person like realizing what kinds of fabrics feel best on my skin or what brand of yogurt i like best or how I want to be touched. watching myself change, enjoying brussel sprouts when I used to hate them as a child, understanding why I got angry in that one conversation 10 years ago… there are so many mysteries inside me that i have yet to unravel and there will always be more and sometimes i think maybe its all worth it

today’s date is the 3rd? what’s next, the 4th? the 5th? the minor fall, the major lift? 

so I got new hearing aids that can sync with bluetooth devices which is great because I can enjoy music again but like all bluetooth it’s kind of buggy and sometimes I’m in the middle of a conversation when suddenly one of my devices connects so what I’m saying is the PS5 is very real and it can speak to me from inside my brain

Once during a dinner out my mom kept asking us “what’s that sound” and we couldn’t hear anything, only later did we figure out my sister had connected her phone to my moms Bluetooth hearing aids and was intermittently playing farm animal noises.

sorry I can’t hang out I have to consume the same media I have seen 86 times to feel sane because I have abandonment issues. yeah sorry it’s gonna take all day

i think that when god made stealing a mortal sin he didn’t know that walmart would ever exist

In other words, pouring bleach on edible food thrown in dumpsters is stealing, and a mortal sin.

edward at the end of new moon

forever removing “agree to disagree” from my vocabulary now i end all my arguments with “live with what makes you comfortable but know that ultimately you’re not telling yourself the truth” and that’s on me being sick and tired <3 we’re burning bridges today

you told your toddler not to be rude and so now he is developing an incredible skill with sick fucking burns