parents are so funny they’ll wonder why you are so cold to them meanwhile most of your core childhood memories are about them rejecting you and making you feel like a burden. they’ll literally train you into keeping a distance and then ask you why you aren’t going the extra mile for them… like idk maybe it’s the consequences of your actions lol

it’s been a while since I’ve had a leg day that made me tremble like a leaf in the wind…….. I honestly didn’t do anything special but my friend gave up midway through and by the time I finished with back extensions I was ready to faint and die. somehow made it home alive without my legs giving out under me

i think my number one priority for the upcoming month(s) is to go back to waking up at 5am cuz there's nothing like watching the sunrise and nobody fucking talking to you for at least 3 hours so you can enjoy a slow relaxed and SILENT morning

I am so puzzled 🤨 no communication in three weeks and suddenly I get quintuple texted at 11pm. this man needs to put his phone down and leave me the hell alone

pms truly is the devil I felt like pure shit for days and miraculously tonight I went to do my skincare and I was like oh wow I thought I was the ugliest piece of shit the earth ever had the misfortune of carrying since the dawn of humanity but actually I’m not that bad and I also feel way less depressed about waking up to another day tomorrow. then I go pee and I realise that as I was having those thoughts my brain uterus finally activated my menstrual cycle. like just as soon as it started it completely rewired my emotions and perception of self. I need to nuke my uterus actually