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small update: the short stay at my mom’s went great and we are now moved into the new apartment. still in the process of settling in, and still pretty exhausted
my qpp did end up moving in with me, so it’s her, her toddler, my cat, and myself. toddlers are hard work. hopefully now that we got the blackout curtains installed she’ll stay asleep past 6am
hopefully things will even out soon and i can start writing again. i’d love to actually finish a multi-chapter fic for once
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it looks like my roommate will be out 1 weeks before the lease closes, which is good news because i’ll be able to do my packing and cleaning without her around, so that will be much easier for me since i can’t clean when there is a chance i can be observed doing so
gonna up my antidepressant with some of my stockpile that week and see if i can’t artificially trigger a manic episode, or if this current one does not end by then, to extend it
also been looking into vocational schools. thinking about going in for pharm tech or medical billing/coding. i never used my fafsa, so that will be a boon, and it’s not like i’m working right now anyway
i do want to get a job, but only if i can guarantee i’ll be getting enough more than my ui for it to make sense to, or something under the table to supplement it. it’s been over 6 months since i last had one and being cooped up inside is probably not doing wonders for my mental health
actually on the ball this time around, too. scheduled the stop services for the utilities so i won’t run into the same issues i did when my ex husband and i separated and terminated that lease. apparently i have like a $6 credit with my gas company? not going to look that gift horse in the mouth too closely. and the electric only charged me a $135 deposit, but haven’t pursued for the $250 that is in collections through them (my husband swore up and down that he paid it and i didn’t think he’d try to screw me over like that, so i never looked into it, so whoever moved into that apartment after me got a couple months of service on my tab 😒), again not going to look into that too closely because the agent said they’d just be throwing it on my bill and they haven’t
i’m hoping all be all moved and settled by nov 7, but we don’t have a for-sure date right now. just playing this by ear. i’m sure it’ll be fine
finally have legit internet service again, but i feel like hotspotting my phone was running faster. can’t get images to load on here half the time, so i’m stuck with the weird place-holders
no other news, really. no progress made on any fic, except the weirdest non-con blood drinking thing i’ve ever written in my life
having the electric in my name ended up being less than i anticipated. the lady on the phone had said that there was some $250 in charges from an outstanding property that would be on the first bill, but there’s just a $135 deposit. i wonder if they just decided to waive it? idk. covid is weird but my cancer jupiter 12h is strong and it aspects literally everything but my rising
after nearly 2 weeks in 48 hour day cycles i think i’m finally adjusting down closer to 24, so yay?
idk. i’m tired. text is still super wavery, even right after i get up. that might just be a new permanent feature. who knows
regular ui ran out so i’m on peuc, but the case is still just “open” so i haven’t been approved or received payment for last week. i’d be concerned, but lost wages should be coming through by the end of the month so i think i’ll be ok. again, strong luck. and i still have a little bit saved up. just gotta keep remembering there is food in the house and i shouldn’t be ordering out right now
i think i’m ready for a nap
another internet thing kids wont experience is toolbar stacking:
This shit was barbaric even for 2001
Before Chrome was a thing, we had the Google Toolbar, a tumor found on things like Internet Explorer and Firefox that eventually sprouted legs and became its own bloated browser, eating up RAM like it was free candy.
The thing is? They weren’t the first. Everyone and their brother had a stupid toolbar in the early to mid 00′s that didn’t really do much.
In some respects it was like advertising you inflicted upon yourself. Screen real estate was at a premium, and we cluttered it up with nonsense for the sake of… who the hell knows.
I’m glad we’ve left that era behind, but we’ve also managed to find new ways to bloat our internet experience with unnecessary crap.
CAN WE TALK ABOUT ASRA’S LITTLE BLEP FACE!
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i can still quote fran’s response word for word
she
she just
she just did that
When she throws the earring
It’s like when making Hocus Pocus they told Bette Midler “this is camp just do whatever the fuck you want,” they told Sarah Jessica Parker that she could either drop acid or do a line of coke before every take but she had to do one, they told Kathy Najimy that her character is just an evil golden retriever, and then they told all the actors playing the kids that this was a very serious horror movie and if they didnt take all of this seriously they’d be in trouble
AND I LOVE IT
so we’re all having an extremely weird time off it right now, huh? good thing we have tumblr, the social network that most exemplifies the “i’m not locked in here with you, you’re locked in here with me” feeling every time you post
Writing a story is so much harder than drawing it honestly I don’t know how authors do it
What do you mean you have to describe what your characters look like with WORDS. Can’t they just… figure that out? Why do I have to write an entire sentence if I want my characters to do anything?? How does that make any sense? I’d draw a thousand backgrounds over having to spend time writing a goddamn paragraph to set the scene smh
That’s funny because as an aspiring author I feel the opposite way. Words are like bricks, you just keep stacking them methodically, it’s easy but sometimes tedious.
What do you mean artists can just SHOW things? Like… you see it in your head and manage to somehow translate that image onto paper? You can just… get across what you want people to see without spending an hour trying to pick out the right words?? What is this witchcraft??
To me, it just seems more efficient than arranging words in such a way as to make people vividly hallucinate an approximation of your mindscape. AND YET.
People who write and make art:
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the truth is out there, and its in the heart of downtown toronto
what the actual fuck
this is toronto’s cultural pride and joy and it is slowly being consumed by an alien spacecraft
A significant portion of the city looks like this actually. Toronto’s aesthetic seems to be “real old buildings being devoured by real new buildings.” And like sometimes you have houses that look like a 12 year old’s first minecraft build sorta jammed between Victorian era stone houses it’s real fuckin weird
I feel like ocad and the ago should be added to this because holy shit toronto’s buildings are weird as fuck
THESE LOOK LIKE VIDEO GAME GLITCHES ARE WE SURE TORONTO ISN’T SECRETLY A GIANT GLITCH IN THE MATRIX??
I don’t feel like i have the right to post this
yes i am an academic & hate academia
yes we exist
no one likes academia, people just want to study moss or teach the youth about the history of illuminated manuscripts but the only way to get paid for it is to deal with a bunch of red tape and administrative paperwork bullshit. why do you think every professor is a lunatic
I found this thread extremely helpful. I’ve been feeling so rundown and depressed these past few weeks and it’s good to know I’m not alone. And it’s good to remember that I won’t always feel like this. (Im also gonna reblog with an image description in a sec hang on)
[image description: a thread of tweets from Dr. Aisha Ahmad, from September 20, 2020:
The 6 month mark in any sustained crisis is always difficult. We have all adjusted to this "new normal", but might now feel like we're running out of steam. Yet, at best, we are only 1/3 the way through this marathon. How can we keep going? THREAD /x
First, in my experience, this is a very normal time to struggle or slump. I *always* hit a wall 6 months into a tough assignment in a disaster zone. The desire to "get away" or "make it stop" is intense. I've done this many times, and at 6 months, it's like clockwork. /2
This time, our crisis is global and there is nowhere to run. That's OK. I've had to power through that 6 month hump before and there is life on the other side. Right now, it feels like we looking ahead at long, dark wintery tunnel. But it's not going to be like that. /3
Rather, this is our next major adaptation phase. We've already re-learned how to do groceries, host meetings, and even teach classes. And we have found new ways to be happy and have fun. But as the days get shorter and colder, we need to be ready to innovate again. /4
This is my first pandemic, but not my first 6 month wall. So, what can I share to help you? First, the wall is real and normal. And frankly, it's not productive to try to ram your head through it. It will break naturally in about 4-6 weeks if you ride it out. /5
Of course, there are things we have to do. Work. Teach. Cook. Exercise. But just don't expect to be sparklingly happy or wildly creative in the middle of your wall. Right now, if you can meet you obligations and be kind to your loved ones, you get an A+. /6
Also, don't be afraid that your happiness & creativity are gone for the rest of this marathon. Not true. I assure you that it will soon break & you will hit a new stride. But today, roll with it. Clear away less challenging projects. Read a novel. Download that meditation app. /7
Frankly, even though we cannot physically leave this disaster zone, try to give yourself a mental or figurative "shore leave". Short mental escapes can offer respite and distance from the everyday struggle. Take more mental "leave" until you clear the wall. /8
In my experience, this 6 month wall both arrives and dissipates like clockwork. So I don't fight it anymore. I don't beat myself up over it. I just know that it will happen & trust that the dip will pass. In the meantime, I try to support my mental & emotional health. /9
Take heart. We have navigated a harrowing global disaster for 6 months, with resourcefulness & courage. We have already found new ways to live, love, and be happy under these rough conditions. A miracle & a marvel. This is hard proof that we have what it takes to keep going. /10
So, dear friends, do not despair of the 6 month wall. It's not permanent, nor will it define you in this period of adversity. Trust that the magic that helped you through the first phase is still there. Take a breath & a pause. You'll be on the other side in no time. /end ❤️🙏🏽
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sometimes I tweet about the funny/cute/utterly bizarre shit my 3rd graders do and say
the latest dispatches from room 156
happy monday folks
Kids are weird, man.
apologies for putting his face in front of your eyeballs but i just really appreciate that stuff we all knew was happening is being confirmed and it’s only being confirmed because these people are too incompetent to scrub metadata, come up with realistic props, or photoshop a folder so that it doesn’t also show a misplaced reflection.
May I add that that’s pretty obviously the same shirt/cuff links, too?
(and I keep wondering if the room with all the white cabinets is, like, a hospital employee break room)
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she knows she’s not allowed to bark at the cat, so her loophole is just to make a bunch of noises that are not barking instead.
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