Silly And Sinful

Here he is!!! Cuz he’s horse themed due to his mutation, and he’s in lovely shades of orange, I think I’ll name him ✨🍊MARMALADE🍊✨

Meet my little horse-cat ✨🍊MARMALADE🍊✨

My close friend on here @i-am-xp-64 is not doing very well mentally. He made an entire post about feeling like he’s failed at everything in life, that he feels like a bad friend and fandom member, and that he feels like no one would miss him or remember him if he died…

Ever since then, he answered my comment, thanking me, and saying that it helped, but he also reblogged that same self-deprecating post about 2 hours after the comment was made, and I haven’t heard from him since… I’m hoping that the worst hasn’t happened to him, and I’m desperately hoping that he sees my newest message.

I’m sincerely hoping that he’s okay right now, and I just wanted to let you guys know so that you can send him some love, and maybe, hopefully, it will help him feel less like a burden… I just hope that the worst hasn’t happened to him…

XP, if you’re reading this, I hope you’re doing okay right now, and I just wanted to let you know that you’re a good, kind person who’s just going through a rough part of your life. You aren’t a burden, and you are an amazing part of the Date Everything community. You aren’t a failure, you aren’t a bad person, you aren’t a forgettable person… you’re an incredibly talented writer and artist who’s hurting… I know how it feels to spiral and feel like your world is falling apart… but it gets better. It may not feel like it right now, but it will get better, I promise… please don’t hurt yourself, we all care about you and hope that you’re alive and well… 🫂🫂🫂

First of all, thanks for your concern, it quite made me feel so cared for, also sorry too for my random disappearance

I haven't feel much good as I decided to take a nap, and it take quite hours long

My cat even decided to sleep beside me for support out of nowhere

Overall, I'm still in one piece and haven't hurt myself, you don't have to be worried

Again, thanks for your support <3

reblog with some odd facts/ havits abt urself that writers can give their characters

-i can copy other ppls handwriting—the neater the handwriting, the easier it is

-i despise wearing shoes. especially with socks

-i eat chips/cheezits with chopsticks cause i dont like the stuff getting on my fingers

I'm allergic to caffeine! My stomach lining and heart can't handle the drug itself, and it makes me nauseous! How cool.

I can make a mean beefaroni with sausage.

I'm a major night owl and get all my work done in the afternoons or late night.

My favorite color is Fern Green!

-My thumbs can touch the back and front of my wrist making them look like they're completely dislocated

-Im allergic to cold temperatures and will get incredibly itchy hives if my skin gets too cold (its called cold urticaria)

-I had to have surgery to put botox into a muscle in my throat to be able to burp (called R-CPD)

-I used to be a scare actor (I worked in a haunted house where we were allowed to touch and grab customers (NOT IN BAD WAYS) and I once picked up a child and ran them back to the start of the house)

-I have a collection of uranium glass in my room (Along with manganese, lead, cadmium, selenium and milk glass)

-I have painted every wall of my house by myself, and did a damn good job without a single piece of tape

-I have trained my cats to do tricks (High five, shake, bang, through a hoop, sit, stay, and speak)

-I bought a car in 2018 for $3700 and sold it in 2025 for $8500 because of the work I put into it (I fixed everything myself on it)

-I live in the same city as one of my favourite bands (Not going to say which band, I don't want to dox myself)

-My nails are long and are as hard as a rock, I think I've only actually broken a nail 3 or 4 times

-I am absolutely covered in stretch marks from having EDS, im talking legs, arms, chest, stomach, back, I'm mid sized but with PCOS my weight fluctuated so much that my skin couldn't keep up, I had to have a breast reduction because the weight of them had literally been tearing at the skin on my chest, I spent a lot of time with blood on my shirts and bra's from those stretch marks popping and bleeding

-I really love disaster documentaries (Think Chernobyl, plane crashes, boat crashes, historical deaths, etc)

-I wouldn't have gotten my high school diploma without COVID, because our grades were frozen on March 13th and I was at a 60% and not expecting to do better in social studies (failing is 50% here)

-I beat my culinary teacher in a knife speed contest

-I have a scar on my ankle from a bike pedal falling into it

-and I have a scar on the palm of my hand from when I picked up a metal tray off of what was meant to be a stove that was off, but it was on hot and I put the tray straight on my palm

Damn, Wowee tagged half the people I wanted to.

-I can put my foot behind my head

-Longest I’ve ever held my breath is 3:00 minutes flat

-Used to make ‘trailers’ with iMovie as a kid, I don’t do that much anymore but I did as a kid

-I made Mac n cheese in a microwave at like 11PM every day for a week once

-I have a dead scorpion in my backpack

-When writing words with like “little” I write it like this li-||-le” so I can have one single line though the T

-I have a birthmark on my ear (on the lobe? The bottom part) that I can hold a grain of rice in, which in China superstition means I will be rich B)

-I didn't brush my hair as a kid, and had a massive dreadlock on the back of my head once that my mom took an hour and 2 cans of detangler to fix.

-I hum and sing and do little ditties almost all the time. I like to believe I look like someone who has a constant song playing in their head (i do)

-When I'm tired my brain kinda puts a sound on loop, the one i was doing earlier was just going, “Buhbuh buh buh,” repeatedly outloud.

-One of my favorite things to do at the beach is get tossed around by waves, its fun.

-Movies are the main way i like to have quality time with people (unless they won't shut up during a movie i highly respect)

-I have keloids on both elbows

-I have a dimple but only on one cheek

-I snap my teeth when I’m really stressed, it’s that or chew things

-I bite lollipops (and ice cream sometimes)

-I wouldn’t say I’m a very girly-girl but I do have a special thing for bows, they’re cute!!

-Im a hoarder for craft supplies, I have a closet full of them.

-I’m not committed enough to learn entire songs (most of the time) but I can play little bits of “Ain’t no Sunshine” “Come as you are” “Crazy Train” “Avengers theme song” and “Among us remix” on ukulele

-I play this game with my friends called “What’s in my pocket?” That they have won only once, I make sure whatever’s in my pocket is unguessable like one time: a box of chocolate milk, a tangerine and my personal favorite, 40 cut-out paper hearts (I gave them away to people throughout the school day. I do it so often I don’t remember all of them but it’s frequently food.

-I’m very sentimental with objects and I still have a bead necklace someone gave me like an almost a decade ago?? I don’t even remember their name but I remember being happy when I got it so I never got rid of it.

-when I was a baby I watched videos on making cakepops then later my parents found me with a slice of cake trying to make a cake pop. By smashing up my cake. Mash mash mash.

-I’m a very picky eater but one of my favorite meats is chicken hearts, they are delicious.

-I once spent 50 dollars buying a three pack of flavored crickets and normal dead cicadas cuz I saw it on tv and I wanted to prank my friends (I think they were more concerned than shocked actually) I think I was too committed to the bit.

-after that I convinced my teacher to make my classmates eat bugs as one of the games in camp (he agreed so quickly BWAHAHAHA), my class immediately knew it was me and I just laughed.

-one of my favorite things used to be biking as fast as I possibly could on loop, then I fell and got hit by my sister by a bike— just kidding, that did happen but it didn't do anything. what really happened is I fell and got a strawberry on my elbow (that turned into the aforementioned keloid, my second one.) my relationship with biking fast fell off after that. Also my bike broke.

-I grew up in Hawai’i but was terrified of going bodyboarding or just swimming in general for years. I wore floaties for forever.

-making the second earring for crafting is as hard as drawing the second eye in drawing for me.

-the smell of clothing stores— Specifically Macy’s— is very nostalgic for me

anyways

-i refuse to eat fruit normally, some notable examples being biting into unpeeled kiwis and mangos apple style, peeling lemons orange style, and cherries i will eat a bunch and then spit all the pits at once

-i can only wear one specific style of one specific brand of socks #autism

-i only have four bras, they are all sports bras from target, i dont think they sell them anymore

-i went to my first concert for my 11th birthday

-i was so committed to the bit that it was mentioned in my autism diagnosis. the bit in question was related to among us. so. thats something

-i've gotten a rock lodged in my hand three times, twice in the same spot, you can still kinda see the scar

-i use a mask to sleep one of those blackout ones and i feel like a big baby

-i sleeptalk, the only recorded things ive said were "i have a table, dont worry chat", "waterboarding... women.... wenches.,,..", "hey guys, [carppet] here", and also apparently a slurp sound

-i can also put my foot behind my head

-i sleep in the most bizzare positions, example from yhe other day: hugging pillow, only my face on it, knee in the pillow case, other leg stretched straight out, one hand hugging pillow, other wrapped around head. it was quite comfortable

-i roll in my sleep, also just sit up. dont know what for

-i cant use mint toothpaste, i still use some green sparkly bubble fruit type shit

if i think of more ill add to it

I despise being in nature (it causes mental breakdowns for me + I just,, get to feeling horrible,,,,, idk)

when i rotate my wrists they make little cracking n popping sounds (heheh rice krispys aint got nothin on me)

once I slipped on a treadmill and got 2 scars on both my legs (for both of them, one on the knee n ankle,, little circular scars)

I can control when I show my dimples

I can uh hhh,, do that slow blink where its one eye after the other [yk, the,, stupid silly one,,, 💥💥💥]

I cant, keep track of the time, or the day

I,,, idk—wear a bonnet (is that the word❓️) to sleep cause my hairs really long n itd just get in the way

sometimes i put eyeshadow under my eyes before going out because I think it makes me look nice

I have a little model of my upper/lower jaw (cant remember which one) i got from the dentist a year or two back,, and used to keep it in my pocket as a "conversation starter"

I technically have mold in my room, its just,, a teeny bit in a tiny part of the carpet,,,, but i never told anyone, so its just there

I think studying psychology is fun (which,,, counts as weird❓️)

I only gained cognitive consciousness when I was like, 14 (everything before that was like a fever dream I couldnt control)

I grew up mostly in isolation, so I didnt have friends (ones that consistently stick around) until,,,,,,,,,,, like, pretty much now

I sleep like im dead, apparently (but I move in my sleep❓️❓️)

I occasionally have dreams I barely remember (vague, random shiz thats super confusing without context), but years later they happen exactly the same

certain noises/smells/sights give me instantaneous migraines

my cognitive function is still trying to catch up

im constantly with stimulation, and without it I start hallucinating vividly, where I can see, hear, n feel them (theyre gonna jump me i just know it)

it takes me from 1 minute to 5 years to comprehend certain things

evaporates

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-when I was a kid I was so quiet n shy that the ladies working there didnt even know I existed even though I was in that primary school since kindergarten (it had both)

-in middle school there was this random guy in my class I used to scare by chasing him around the playground because it was funny

-my shark plushie has been my 2nd most comforting thing, I cherish the lil guy. He keeps changing names but rn his name is Mr Shark and he is great (and very deflated from all the snuggles)(I am currently holding him)

-back in primary school we would play that game where someone throws a ball and if they touch u with it you lose (Idk how its called in english), and everytime I lost I used to crawl upside down on the floor like a crab among the players 😭 I still dont know why I did but I had a blast

-my feet keep cracking all the time amd getting cramped for the past 6 years and I have yet to figure out if thats normal or not

- my memory is like. SO BAD. I suck at remembering names, birthdays, vacations, past memories except specific ones ect.. and its very very frustrating :')

-since my memory is ass Ive written down all my moots and their pronouns in my notes app so I never forget anyone (and if I ever do use the wrong pronouns you guys have the permission to blow me up with your mind), also starting to put in my calendar app everyone's birthdays that I know so I CAN STOP FORGETTING. DAMMIT

-rottmnt donnie, somehow, managed to help me find out im neurodivergent, stop my sh, and helped me cut ties with abusive friends. I cannot explain to you why and how IT JUST HAPPENED

(Donnie saves lives, vote Donnie for president)

-sometimes I hallucinate tiny colorful dots everywhere and I can hear the voices of people I know calling my name. Sometimes they scream at me :3 its quite annoying

-when I was a kid these two guys always took care of us at school, and one of them was the kindest nicest person ever. He was so nice and always tried to teach us to be kind and I lowkey looked up to him, but I was so so shy back then I never really talked to him I just observed him from afar ig. Hes kinda my role model lol, I kinda miss him (not really an odd fact, I just felt like mentionning it)

(TW self harm) -My executive dysfunction used to get so bad that whenever I was scrolling and saw the time on my phone in the upper left corner I would get so frustrated I would hurt myself, so for the past few years there's been a sticker there to hide the time so I dont get stressed (and its surprisingly useful :D👍Ive been told its odd though)

-I rest my head on my head so much during class that now my head can't stand on its own so its always hunched to the side whenever im sitting (didnt even notice until someone mimicked me to make fun of it💀)

-Ive always been taller than everyone so whenever ppl are taller than me I pretend its like a competition in my head for fun :'D

-on the subject of being tall, the kids at school/my friends loved to call me 'the fry', and 'the giraffe' due to my height lol. And also 'green plant' for some reason

-when I was little my family went on this big boat called the White Boat and when we were there I realized in the pool that I forgot my floatie, and my mom recorded a video of me pretending to drown😭 itss been an inside joke for years now and we lost the video but ever since then Ive vowed to never forget about the big white boat (still going strong hehe)

-another inside joke in my fam is a slund effect we do when one of us says something stupid/annoying , and its inspjred by those scenes in old animes when something dumb happens and they fall and only their upside down legs are on screen (im so good at explaining things)

-As a kid I used to think God was keeping me unhappy because if I was happy then I would turn into a horrible person and this was his way of keeping me humble👍

Why are these all from my childhood wait

-I was born with polydactyly, a condition where you're born with 12 fingers :D I had them surgically removed as a baby and now I just have a bump on the side of each of my pinky fingers. Built in stress toy >:)

-I used to be able to bend my fingers really backwards and did it on purpose to scare other kids

-I get unvoluntary body movements out of nowhere sometimes and its so annoying. (I dont wanna call them tics because im not sure if thats the correct term) sometimes its triggered when someone walks past me, then my body starts wanting to tweak out for some reason😭 or just when im standing too still or at random

-When I was a kid (yes again), I was obsessed with mlp, until I found the happy.exe pinkie pie video or whatever tf it was called, and I, as sensitive as I was; got traumatized by it, showed my parents the video and literally bolted out of the room and covered my ears not to hear it. And then my obsession died out🥲 even now im still scared to stumble on that video again

-I am very slow and need throughout steps and logic to understand things, but when I do understand I LOCK IN (which would happen more often if I'd ask for help and clarification but thats terrifying soooo. Unnecessary stress it is!)

Unfortunately because of that im often perceived as stupid, which is...annoying :') and kinda hurtful but anyways

-I remember back in my prime gacha life time in 2020 I wanted to do a Q&A and nobody commented on it so I made a follow up video where my oc was all edgy and her eyes turned black and she threatened the viewers if they didnt comment bc I was mad LMAOO😭 I was a bit petty okay :')

OH MY GOSH I JUST REMEMBERED MY MINECRAFT ERA OH GOSH...

-back when I was in my minecraft phase I used to literally put my name and my age in my username. No joke I genuinely did that for like 4 years

-I had minecraft friends and we would play pretend in their maps/cities (it was minecraft Nintendo switch edition not the real one💔) and pretend to be a family and other roleplays n stuff😭 I was always the baby

-...I used to have a minecraft boyfriend :') never really talked to him, bro just asked me one day and I said yes lmao

-I built A LOT of maps as a kid and there was this City one where many other players built their houses and stuff and I was very proud of it, and then my biggest enemy...my arch nemesis..this guy named Luigi spawned in and put lava EVERYWHERE on the map and destroyed everything. (He did it twice too) I was soooo so mad back then that in the rules of every map I made, I specifically put 'Luigi is BANNED and if you see him report him so I can lock him up' I MADE IT MY LIFE'S MISSION TO FIND THIS GUY AND MAKE HIM PAY LMAO

(End of the minecraft segment)

-when I was in primary school I made a gacha life video introducing all of my classmates with a description that kinda roasted them light-heartedly each ngl, and I made them watch it in class😭 I remember I described one guy as 'the teacher's victim' (as in like bullied by the teacher/lh) and the teach was so concerned 😭 I think they were all surprised with how I described them bc I was always quiet and didnt speak to them (I kinda just. Observed everyone's behavior from a distance, I knew them more than they knew me lol)

-for some reason when my brother was born I wanted to insist that I wouldnt care if he died because that way I wouldn't have any emotional attachment to him. I think my mom was concerned (why did I even do that anyways tf was wrong with me😭)

- used to roleplay as my ocs in my youtube channel's comment section and they would answer people's comments lol. Fun times

-when I got a rottmnt sweater for my birthday 3 years ago I literally screamed so loud and ran out of the room and fell down. Average rottmnt fan experience

-I moved houses like 2 years ago and my stuff is STILL in carboard boxes. Literally all of my clothes are in carboard boxes bc I dont have a wardrobe:'))

-I collect my ramune bottles bc they look pretty

- when I had a huge exam coming up awhile back and couldn't focus for the life of me, I frustratingly drew Donnie telling me to lock tf in and glued the drawing on my wall so I can never forget

It didnt work :D

-as a kid I had a few books where I would draw my own comics that were just glitter force and lolirock copycats, and it was peak storytelling I was a child prodigy fr/j

Erhmm I think im done :DD!! YAYY

goodness im boring

uhhh

- I like to do punctuation in twos (.. ,, !!) <- those specifically

- when my middle brother was born I wanted to name him window (I.. dont know why..)

- I like to watch kids shows sometimes (ones that ended years after I stopped watching them, that I feel nostalgic for, are just interesting to me, etc)

- oh when I was a toddler I stuffed a whole cupcake in my mouth,, this has been an inside joke in my family ever since

- ive been making gacha characters since late 2019 but didn't have a yt channel until recently

- im kinda a hoarder,, I like to keep stuff in case I use it for some kind of creative project eventually (will it ever happen? Who knows)

- this last school year I ended up taking an unnecessary math class cause my art class covered the math credit ( I might have shared this on tumblr already.. I dont remember)

- i keep all the cards ive ever gotten (birthday, christmas, graduation (is this normal?))

- im iron deficit (I think?) and have passed out a total of four times

-I actually do stage crew at my theater, Which at that particular theater means I’m moving setpieces. Other theaters in my area usually has stage crew cleaning lol 💔

-I write in cursive or handwriting closer to cursive (when I’m not trying to be legible) and my friends call it my founding father handwriting. (4 my comic I try to use print, but you can see my usual handwriting here and there when I’m not careful)

-I’m from the south and when I visited NYC I discovered that I do have a southern accent compared to people from up north. (I also unironically use y’all. I don’t know if that’s just a southern thing bc I’m just so used to it lol)

tags (just a few) : @deethejester @sw33tlemon-poists @tiethesocialyakward +Open

OOOH this looks like FUN!!!

1. I tend to add ✨emojis✨ to posts, comments, and messages in order to emphasize how I feel about things. It may seem silly, but I find it to be a better alternative than showing my face online. I will also randomly capitalize words for the same reason.

2. I like using realistic biology on fantasy creatures.

3. I have a unique birthmark on my left shoulder that looks like a bruise

4. I’m Omnisexual(with Bisexual preferences) and Polyamorous, and I have AuDHD and Generalized Anxiety Disorder

5. I had braces for 3 years(from age 15 to 17) and I developed a tooth gap shortly after getting them off!!! I still have it to this day!!!

You and your f/o are going on a ✨date✨. They spent over two hours just trying to decide what to wear to impress you. They bought flowers, and stood nervously outside your front door almost too scared to knock. When they see you their breath catches in their throat and they can't believe they got so lucky that YOU said yes to them.

The Wheel landed on ✨Hippokit✨ and ✨Teacup Beastie✨ so…

Here they are!!!! The Hippokit is based on sunsets and goldfish, and the Teacup Beastie(specifically a Ceramimp breed) has Matcha as her tea type! All these two lovely lil ladies need are some names!!!! I hope you like them!!!

Oh my goodness! Look at them! So pretty! I’ll name them Hera and Kiyona.

For your critters..

These two are a mercury and a Amazonite, respectively. The metal mercury is actually liquid at room temperature, which can make their form a little less stable, so be sure to keep them safe!

The amazonite has the cloven mutation, but don’t seem particularly bothered by it.

OMG THEYRE BOTH GORGEOUS!!!! And a LIQUID METAL CRYSTAL CRITTER?!?!? That’s ✨AMAZING!!!!✨

I’m gonna name the Mercury boy ✨🌡️FERRO🌡️✨ and I’m gonna name the Amazonite girl ✨🍀DIANA🍀✨

Imagine your F/O giving you a rock after they kissed you.

Yeah, that's it. You can have the rock. You're gonna decorate it, right?

proship/darkship dni!

Here is Corey caring for the pink and blue egg!!!

BEST OF LUCK TO EVERYONE TRYING FOR ONE OF THE BABIES!!!

(If I don’t get the baby, consider this fanart for whoever does!!!)

Oh?

A bright light covers the egg and you had to close your eyes.When you finally able open them back you see...

The little critter looks at you with wonder.I think it wants to get to know you more!

AAAWWWWW HE’S PRECIOUS!!! And he’s so. Dang. ✨FLUFFY✨ I think I’m gonna name him ✨💧DEWBERRY💧✨