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Imagine your f/o loving you more than you could ever hate yourself.
Every mean thought you have about yourself is met with twice as much love from them. Every feature you try to hide is something they want to badly kiss. Every habit you find annoying makes them smile because itβs so unmistakably you. Every flaw youβre convinced makes you difficult to love only makes them hold you closer.
You could spend hours listing everything you dislike about yourself, and your f/o would patiently go through that list one by one telling you exactly why they adore each thing.
You hate your laugh? Itβs their favorite sound.
You hate your body? They treat it with so much tenderness, like being allowed to hold you is a privilege.
You hate how sensitive you are? They love how deeply you feel and would never make you ashamed of it.
You hate the parts of yourself that are messy, awkward, needy, angry, or scared? Your f/o sees those parts and doesnβt run. They stay. They learn how to comfort you. They love you through every bad day, every insecurity, and every moment when you struggle to believe you deserve them.
Your f/o doesnβt love some imaginary βbetterβ version of you that you think they deserve. They donβt love you despite everything you hate about yourself.
They love youβ¦the whole complicatedβ¦imperfect, messy yet wonderful being standing in front of them.
And whenever your mind tells you that youβre unlovable, your f/o pulls you against their chest, kisses your forehead, and quietly reminds you:
βYou could never hate yourself enough to make me stop loving you.β
It's crazy how it's almost too hard to find someone who would even treat you like a proper human while from a fictional character, you're the most loveable perfect being in the whole milky way
It took me so long to find a irl guy who would all love me, my body and my personality all much equally at the same time (my bf <3)
And then finding an F/O I find comfort and love from as well (Keith)
Δ°t kinda makes me feel like I find them too late when I actually really needed it
But then I realized what I needed before were proper parents and friends (because basically I was a child in the past, so getting a bf that young would not be the best idea-)
But now both having an F/O and a bf who loves all of me way more than anyone ever show it to me, feels like dying peacefully and ending up in the otherside/pos
Where all the pain is over, I'm no longer need to cry or suffer alone, I no longer have to handle harassment and abuse because no one I ran to were on my side, I no longer have to fear needing to change my whole identity again to run away because of my past friends
I feel like I'm all safe and loved when I met them even tho one of them is in another country while the other one is only fiction
I love my F/O and my bf so much, they saved my life when I was about to die suffering <3
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I decided to write short term hc past lores of chance's patients because why not lol
Tw// mentions of bullying, suicide, religion trauma, abuse, child labour, some of some of the dateable's hc lores I tell before and etc
Keith:
Were disowned by his parents at a young age and sent to a boarding school, due to his disability he was bullied heavily and mostly locked in places because he cannot follow up with the others, he grew up copying everyone's actions and emotions where he believed being hated were something special because he was hated heavily by everyone, he end up moving out the city once he's 18 and start working at a bar, leaning how to pickpocket to earn an apartment to live in
Vaughn:
Grew up homeless, built up a harsh grumpy sona to protect himself till he got taken into an orphanage, he hated there, no one even knew him because he started cracking the walls(not that way-) and staying in there like rats, he believes no one can ever understand him because he already never get to understand himself, due to his hide outs and shut downs, he never experienced many usual childhood things, till one day when he turned 18, he ran away and start living in a little place he made himself near a alleyway
Bodhi: (quite told a little before but anyway)
Overall he at least had proper parents, but that still doesn't mean he kept his childhood enough, a horrible bullying incident caused by his childhood friend (Doug) caused all his self confidence down about his eyes, causing him to get in a horrible betrayal and depression that he refused to go out or to school, not only that, during his college years, he lost his mother by suicide, causing him and his father quite a hard grieving, Bodhi after that faced some bullying at college till he snapped and got expelled after getting into a fight with one of those bullies, just like back in middle school, he had to take online classes to finish college because of his violent act seen as a trouble than the whole situation, he end up leaving his hometown to finish college somewhere else, during all those times
Jerry:
He grew up in a strictly religious household, same with his unknown twin brother and Penelope(little sister), but the only reason why those two didn't face much as Jerry, were because his twin brother ended up being sent to a different city for his studies and Penelope being taken by her uncle after a holiday visit (he knew the upcoming shit but only able to save one), jerry were seen as the "expectation haver", his parents pushed him all the time about studying to become a lawyer like his twin brother, but Jerry never wanted it, he never even got any chance to have anything he owns till one day at school, he made a little doll out of tissues and he started to find his interests, every night he started to do random junks out of stuff he sneaks in from school, till one day his father find it and well..just like many usual religious people, he believed this was a sign of the "devil's creation taking over his son"(because ofc, it's not so hard to write these people, they just call everything a sin and abuse you for it), he faced some abuse and usual religion traumas, dragged to churches so his parents "wash the sin away", forced him to do prayers and take away his privacy, till one day during a holiday dinner time, he got a sudden mental breakdown when his mother squeezed his shoulder to keep him away from touching and fidgeting things, he end up grabbing a fork and stab his shoulder, screaming and trembling as during that episode, he aunt end up jumping in than hos parents(we have a heroπππππππtook her long enough-), after that incident, she took him in and follow a lawsuit against his parents for child abuse
Luke: (same, told it before)
He was born in a shady city and left in an abandoned house till a walk by prostitute found him, with a heart, she took him in with two other prostitute ladies, but sadly they were nothing good at taking care of a baby, he grew up mostly between being handled for 5 minutes to being complained about to being asked to do labour to earn some extra dollars at the age of 5, at the age of 18, he put into a egg removal surgery (because he were a girl back in till his translation and in his city, girls that hit 18 should get that surgery for their pregnancy safety), hardly being able to even have proper food or a warm home, he only able to get in the middle school, his military and soldier dreams started after meeting a soldier while walking out of school (his city were a military owned place), he managed to leave that city after his middle school teacher decided to fund him some cash so he can move away from the city to get in a collage
Ok that's all, I'm actually tired, I cannot think normally anymore ;-;
Normalize "abnormal" speech patterns. Normalize lack of eye contact, normalize ticking, normalize emphasis on different syllables. Normalize "Inappropriate" emoting, especially when it's a stress response.
Normalize verbally processing thoughts, external system communication, non- aggressive interaction with hallucinations or delusions.
Normalize Echolalia, "TV Talking", vocal stimming, parroting, "Baby talk" as a way to self soothe.
Ngl in my life, I never got support or help or anything of that, people just keep shushing me and even when my tone is low enough, it still be too loud to them
So I usually just give up on talking and shit and just self lock, i have some stuttering sometimes too, especially when it comes to my native language(Turkish), I stutter, forgot the word, at some point my throat began to hurt and ache when I talk on that language for too long (mostly because English were surprisingly my first language that is unknown how it happened because no one else speaks English there, so often I struggle with my usually native language-)
Eye contact is an issue too ngl, it's been an issue for me for so long, I hate that shit, like I'll do my best, I'll still have my able to understand you(even though sometimes I struggle that too), but if you keep forcing me to it, I'll flip you off and don't even give a fuck-
..now that I think about it, no one gave me any support or anything with those when I actually need it-
people just told me to shush and such and even made fun of me, my speech volume issue is still there and the only reason no one shushes me anyone is because I gave up talking completely
Like a whole automatic shut down I usually had in the past many times before ;-;
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Δ°t's like it fucking the brain first so the body would feel the pleasure more
Like how they'll flirt, tease and praise before or during sex and how you'll feel all wet and needy like your body has it own mind, that's how it works
..why am I sharing this fact, and why didn't I know that till now-
Freddy after his first intimacy with Stefan in their first time dating eachother:
Freddy: "I was growling like a damn beast, what if it actually hurt him? I'm already too big! I lost my gentle pace and were like a wild animal in the season!!"
Mitchell: "dude calm down, if Stefan hated it, he would tell you, or you'll know it"
Beverly: "plus you quite count as a wild animal so-"
Stefan after his first intimacy with Freddy in their first time dating eachother:
Luke: "..soooo, how was it?"
Stefan: *holding his hands up* "that cock was this big like dayum I was like just nailed me with that shit already-"
Errol: "NOT LIKE THAT Δ°DΔ°OT-"
Yeah I think Stefan liked it but I'm not sure-/humorous
