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Let me just-

Big update because yes

Tw//This account is not fully child friendly, looking in anyway will be your own fault-

The characters I mention in the kins part:

Bram, Jett and Albert belongs to @kandiesillycrow

Louis belongs to @pepopenillos

APAEPU belongs to @ella-the-fella

That random NPC cop belongs to @alexfreakkkk

Ethan and axe belongs to VhsOks from yt

you can probably guess some of the rest.

Also here's a PNG of my new persona

That's all.

Also

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Member of the Trash Panda army

Like..I failed at everything

I failed to be a good kid

I failed to be a good son

I failed to be a good daughter

I failed to be a good brother

I failed to be a good sister

I failed to be a good sibling

I failed to be a good friend

I failed to be a good artist

I failed to be a good ytber

I failed to be a good ranter

I failed to be a good fandom member

I failed to be a good student

I failed to be a good person

I failed to be good enough.

My body is weak and ugly

My brain is mushy and dumb

My skin is pimpley and oily

My words are bland and stupid

My skills are not enough

I lost my job because of some workers keep messing with my mom

I lost many friends because of my temper and stupid self

I lost myself that I don't even fully achieve yet at all

I lost the meaning of my fucking name that I tried for years to achieve

I'm basically just living because there are people begging me to.

I used to be such a successful person

Saving lifes even

Being a caretaker

Being such good enough

Being someone that was called hero

But now?

I don't even think people love me for my worth

Every drawing I put effort to flops

Every story I write fates away into the pit

I can't even properly feel or believe anything

I feel like people are just muppeting me so I won't cry and sob again

I'm not mature enough, fuck, I don't even know many things people my age supposed to master

I can't understand big words, I always need a simple explanation, I don't know any adult education I suppose to know at this point

I'm like a tall child who often forgets that I'm not a full grown adult but a 19 year old idiot

I cry out of nowhere, I get mental snaps at random things, I panic so much over the simplest mistakes I made

Nothing I do deserves praise or a shine

Nothing I try works out

Nothing ever feels just right

I hate myself

I hate how I look

I hate what I like

I hate everything I say

I hate everything I do

I hate everything about myself

I'm never gonna achieve anything

I'm never gonna be someone memorable

I'm just gonna die in the end and fade into the pit of nothingness

Usual and active mission version

When I were little, at night when we all at the living room

When I get up, probably to toilet and specially when i tell it that I'm going to the bathroom

And one of my parents started saying "good night!~" Behind me

LİKE BİTCH WHAT YOU THINK I'M GONNA DO? SLEEP IS THE TOİLET??

Lile stfu at those times you were already failed to be the parent I needed and NOW you decided to try act like one??

The comic showed the actual scene of mulan exposing herself that she were the one who defeated Shan yu to him

Then Shan yu approached her and grabbed her wrist

But instead of killing or attacking, he kneels and asks her to marry him

I took a nice long nap, I went outside to a mall, ate some yummy food, bought a sword, walked around the stores, bought a piglet figure, got some coke and got back home!

All of it cost a lot of cash but I'll eventually save some more again

and I do spend the cash for my happiness so it doesn't matter how much I wasted cash

I feel a lot happy :3

Quite a sexual game idea to do with your fav ship of yume-

So İmma just tell the Tw being sexual, just in case-