Oh gosh uhhhhhhhhhhhshdjjdhs this is how im realizing how bad my memory is WHO EVEN AM I
-when I was a kid I was so quiet n shy that the ladies working there didnt even know I existed even though I was in that primary school since kindergarten (it had both)
-in middle school there was this random guy in my class I used to scare by chasing him around the playground because it was funny
-my shark plushie has been my 2nd most comforting thing, I cherish the lil guy. He keeps changing names but rn his name is Mr Shark and he is great (and very deflated from all the snuggles)(I am currently holding him)
-back in primary school we would play that game where someone throws a ball and if they touch u with it you lose (Idk how its called in english), and everytime I lost I used to crawl upside down on the floor like a crab among the players 😭 I still dont know why I did but I had a blast
-my feet keep cracking all the time amd getting cramped for the past 6 years and I have yet to figure out if thats normal or not
- my memory is like. SO BAD. I suck at remembering names, birthdays, vacations, past memories except specific ones ect.. and its very very frustrating :')
-since my memory is ass Ive written down all my moots and their pronouns in my notes app so I never forget anyone (and if I ever do use the wrong pronouns you guys have the permission to blow me up with your mind), also starting to put in my calendar app everyone's birthdays that I know so I CAN STOP FORGETTING. DAMMIT
-rottmnt donnie, somehow, managed to help me find out im neurodivergent, stop my sh, and helped me cut ties with abusive friends. I cannot explain to you why and how IT JUST HAPPENED
(Donnie saves lives, vote Donnie for president)
-sometimes I hallucinate tiny colorful dots everywhere and I can hear the voices of people I know calling my name. Sometimes they scream at me :3 its quite annoying
-when I was a kid these two guys always took care of us at school, and one of them was the kindest nicest person ever. He was so nice and always tried to teach us to be kind and I lowkey looked up to him, but I was so so shy back then I never really talked to him I just observed him from afar ig. Hes kinda my role model lol, I kinda miss him (not really an odd fact, I just felt like mentionning it)
(TW self harm) -My executive dysfunction used to get so bad that whenever I was scrolling and saw the time on my phone in the upper left corner I would get so frustrated I would hurt myself, so for the past few years there's been a sticker there to hide the time so I dont get stressed (and its surprisingly useful :D👍Ive been told its odd though)
-I rest my head on my head so much during class that now my head can't stand on its own so its always hunched to the side whenever im sitting (didnt even notice until someone mimicked me to make fun of it💀)
-Ive always been taller than everyone so whenever ppl are taller than me I pretend its like a competition in my head for fun :'D
-on the subject of being tall, the kids at school/my friends loved to call me 'the fry', and 'the giraffe' due to my height lol. And also 'green plant' for some reason
-when I was little my family went on this big boat called the White Boat and when we were there I realized in the pool that I forgot my floatie, and my mom recorded a video of me pretending to drown😭 itss been an inside joke for years now and we lost the video but ever since then Ive vowed to never forget about the big white boat (still going strong hehe)
-another inside joke in my fam is a slund effect we do when one of us says something stupid/annoying , and its inspjred by those scenes in old animes when something dumb happens and they fall and only their upside down legs are on screen (im so good at explaining things)
-As a kid I used to think God was keeping me unhappy because if I was happy then I would turn into a horrible person and this was his way of keeping me humble👍
Why are these all from my childhood wait
-I was born with polydactyly, a condition where you're born with 12 fingers :D I had them surgically removed as a baby and now I just have a bump on the side of each of my pinky fingers. Built in stress toy >:)
-I used to be able to bend my fingers really backwards and did it on purpose to scare other kids
-I get unvoluntary body movements out of nowhere sometimes and its so annoying. (I dont wanna call them tics because im not sure if thats the correct term) sometimes its triggered when someone walks past me, then my body starts wanting to tweak out for some reason😭 or just when im standing too still or at random
-When I was a kid (yes again), I was obsessed with mlp, until I found the happy.exe pinkie pie video or whatever tf it was called, and I, as sensitive as I was; got traumatized by it, showed my parents the video and literally bolted out of the room and covered my ears not to hear it. And then my obsession died out🥲 even now im still scared to stumble on that video again
-I am very slow and need throughout steps and logic to understand things, but when I do understand I LOCK IN (which would happen more often if I'd ask for help and clarification but thats terrifying soooo. Unnecessary stress it is!)
Unfortunately because of that im often perceived as stupid, which is...annoying :') and kinda hurtful but anyways
-I remember back in my prime gacha life time in 2020 I wanted to do a Q&A and nobody commented on it so I made a follow up video where my oc was all edgy and her eyes turned black and she threatened the viewers if they didnt comment bc I was mad LMAOO😭 I was a bit petty okay :')
OH MY GOSH I JUST REMEMBERED MY MINECRAFT ERA OH GOSH...
-back when I was in my minecraft phase I used to literally put my name and my age in my username. No joke I genuinely did that for like 4 years
-I had minecraft friends and we would play pretend in their maps/cities (it was minecraft Nintendo switch edition not the real one💔) and pretend to be a family and other roleplays n stuff😭 I was always the baby
-...I used to have a minecraft boyfriend :') never really talked to him, bro just asked me one day and I said yes lmao
-I built A LOT of maps as a kid and there was this City one where many other players built their houses and stuff and I was very proud of it, and then my biggest enemy...my arch nemesis..this guy named Luigi spawned in and put lava EVERYWHERE on the map and destroyed everything. (He did it twice too) I was soooo so mad back then that in the rules of every map I made, I specifically put 'Luigi is BANNED and if you see him report him so I can lock him up' I MADE IT MY LIFE'S MISSION TO FIND THIS GUY AND MAKE HIM PAY LMAO
(End of the minecraft segment)
-when I was in primary school I made a gacha life video introducing all of my classmates with a description that kinda roasted them light-heartedly each ngl, and I made them watch it in class😭 I remember I described one guy as 'the teacher's victim' (as in like bullied by the teacher/lh) and the teach was so concerned 😭 I think they were all surprised with how I described them bc I was always quiet and didnt speak to them (I kinda just. Observed everyone's behavior from a distance, I knew them more than they knew me lol)
-for some reason when my brother was born I wanted to insist that I wouldnt care if he died because that way I wouldn't have any emotional attachment to him. I think my mom was concerned (why did I even do that anyways tf was wrong with me😭)
- used to roleplay as my ocs in my youtube channel's comment section and they would answer people's comments lol. Fun times
-when I got a rottmnt sweater for my birthday 3 years ago I literally screamed so loud and ran out of the room and fell down. Average rottmnt fan experience
-I moved houses like 2 years ago and my stuff is STILL in carboard boxes. Literally all of my clothes are in carboard boxes bc I dont have a wardrobe:'))
-I collect my ramune bottles bc they look pretty
- when I had a huge exam coming up awhile back and couldn't focus for the life of me, I frustratingly drew Donnie telling me to lock tf in and glued the drawing on my wall so I can never forget
-I randomly disappear and dont/rarely interact with anyone sometimes but it is because im introverted and my social battery doesnt let me :') which leads to constantly hoping no one takes it personal
-as a kid I had a few books where I would draw my own comics that were just glitter force and lolirock copycats, and it was peak storytelling I was a child prodigy fr/j
Erhmm I think im done :DD!! YAYY
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