Hey

Hello @taylorswift13, my friend and coworker is getting married at the end of May and she is a HUGE fan. Her first song is going to be Lover. I just made this post to see if there was anyway you could surprise her with a card or something? She would die of happiness.

I just can’t begin to explain how much it SUCKS constantly being left out. I’m always forgotten and when I try to make myself known, I still get excluded. What is wrong with me? It has always been this way. Since elementary school. Nobody ever fucking likes me! What’s the point in any of this? I hate seeing photos of my “friends” together and I’m the one left out. I just wish for ONCE I had people around me that enjoyed having me around. Hell, even my own family doesn’t really like me all that much. I know that if I wasn’t here anymore, it wouldn’t matter. Nobody would care. I’d be forgotten just like I already am

As each day passes, I realize more and more how many people don’t really like me and like not to sound suicidal but I wonder if it would really matter if I wasn’t here. My parents have made it clear that they just use me for money, none of my relatives like me, I have only one friend I talk to, all my friends from town all of a sudden decided to not like me, and well, yeah, the only thing keeping me going is grad school but with COVID, that might not be happening.