Danever

#my post

For the posts I made myself, to exclude reblogs if you want.

I this blog il post some of my thoughts, hopefully before I forget them, and opinions I wanna share, or any writing I wanna share, details about me or just anything I feel like :D

Im in my early 20s, male, progressive: yes to all minority rights, possibly feminist(?), in lgbtq+, believe in gender abolishion eventually, dont personally care about gender much, prefer deeper convos than small talk, live in Europe. If you message me try not to sound like a bot preferably, like instead of "hi" just get to the point.

Most common tags used:

#doll posting - about doll stuff/writing

#my thoughts - very common for any thoughts of mine I share

#myself - stuff about me specifically like irl

#writing - my writing

#kill the rich - fuck the 1% thoughts/ideas

they sing to me so beautifully regularly.

i hold them gently for hours everyday.

we are rarily apart for too long.

intended to keep me safer.

it has only become more important and depended on with time.

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the thing about growing up in a conservative place with such values, even as i now live in a city is:

the progressive world iv come to be aware of is a hidden secret on my screen seperate from real life. vast numbers of concepts iv not heard spoken irl, only online.

often it feels a tad like a dream. like ye no theres no such thing as being gay or therapy, those exist on some other planet at most.

kindness and such simular soft concepts are something i truly believe are exceptional and very rare, only existing in some faint circles for a tiny % of the actual population and is in no way common or average. i firmly believe things like talking about your feeling is something like no more than 1-6% of the population engages in.

every irl comment about mental health not existing reminds me how far away i am from what is a good chunk of what i believe, how far i am from the version of myself and the world around me i fantasise about. which is a huge gap, which being in between of isnt an easy option which only makes the change harder as i either stay miserable hiding away or risk so much.

the fact so much of this is only ideas that iv heard online is a good chunk of why i dont like banning the internet for anyone under 18 or consorship that often targets lgbtq+ online.