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One must hope that class is fun and annoying people aren’t there.

Class was fun and there weren’t annoying people!

#and I did spend a while chatting with my latest baby dancer #who is an adult but feels like a baby to me #curio dances #I think my summer schedule is going to include Monday yoga and Friday contemporary #and maybe that will fix me

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Boyfriend: wait but I thought you could change from alpha to omega? Like you get hit with a pheromone and bam become that and you fuck, but the rest of the time you’re androgynous

Me: … I think you have confused omegaverse with the seminal piece of science fiction literature The Left Hand of Darkness by Ursula K Le Guin

xekstrin

Nationalism is a societal evil

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#I maintain that omegaverse would be improved by incorporating kemmer #it doesn’t have to be a 1:1 integration! but get a little more gender fucky with it

One must hope that class is fun and annoying people aren’t there.

#given the studio I’m going to I’m mostly hoping for the former #and hoping no one talks to me #I need to not be a person for 2 hours #personal

striders

#god #please

ok now that I’ve eaten food and am a little further from the verge of bawling, it is kind of fucking hilarious that my sister’s response to me being rlly fucking drained was like “You tend to fill your free time with like class and choreography and stuff, so are you actually going to rest instead of over scheduling your weekend?” OR IN OTHER WORDS “you tend to fill your free time with things you love and which bring you joy so are you actually going to lay at home and cry (??) this weekend instead?”

#like I do tend to overschedule myself #unfortunately that’s also sorta like. the deal?#when you have a professional career AND a side job AND are trying to make it as a professional freelancer on the side #(and honestly just do intensive hobbies)#which goes back to her never actually taking my shit seriously #but this was just so soooo like obviously tone deaf #like no. I am going to avoid all the things I love and hide at home #bc THAT will make me feel better #personal

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I NEED to write fanfiction <- guy who is not writing fanfiction

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none of us are writing shit

#I miss writing fanfic

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#this week has sucked so fucking much #personal

curiosity-killed

...it's been a week

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#morning reblog

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dannybrito

me too

#i love seeing a random post and being like oh of course. the boston ballet nutcracker bear #what's to see here #minus the soulless eyes it is pretty cute #not like the horrible nightmare creature from whipped cream #ballet #photography

On a nice note, one of the flight attendants on my flight last Thursday saw me writing and stopped to tell me, “Your handwriting is so beautiful! Like—wow!!” which is a high I will be holding to for the foreseeable future

#everything is bad but I can write in cursive #personal

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my sister likes to revisit the same couple conversations about our parents/upbringing over time and like, I get it, but I rlly do think at the end of the day that like...our parents love us and tried their best in raising us and got a lot of things right—and due to a variety of things, including the fact they both grew up in abusive households and have never like. dealt with that and just like the culture we grew up in, their best wasn't always enough or the type of support we needed and so both of us (and our brother) wound up having aspects of our needs neglected. and yet! we still wind up having the same conversations where she's like "but they came to ALL your track meets and posted pictures of your dance on instagram" and I'm like "yes and (1) refused to get me the medical care I needed, (2) told me they hoped I was "just" depressed when I came out to them, and (3) still didn't actually provide any support for the challenges I experienced as a pre-teen/teen/early adult???"

#1 #2 #3 #4 #5 #i was ruminating on this while starting a new painting #this is part of her having to be the martyr/victim at all times #but like. babe we actually just both got a lil emotionally neglected #you got slut shamed / i got told I need to sleep with more guys to know my own sexuality #you got sent off to college with no support / i had to beg them to even talk about colleges and they STILL didn't #you got your joint pain dismissed or waved off / YOU turned around and dismissed my joint pain which contributed to me not #going to an actual doctor until i was 17 and had had joint pain since i was 10 #like perhaps!!! we just grew up with the same parents and both had good and bad with them #it actually doesn't need to be a competition orz #one of our bosses asked if we were cooperative or competitive with each other #which. insane. but anyway #we are 99% cooperative EXCEPT in the suffering olympics #anyway #i am in a much better mood after eating several weird tacos and painting/doodling for....6 hr #but this has been on my mind since like. saturday or whenever we talked about it #personal

...it's been a week

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#im ngl #this is mostly vent art abt my shitty shitty fucking client #but it was enjoyable to paint #my art #the canines are supposed to be coyotes but i originally drew wolves and then modified them and honestly i am not confident they are #either a coyote or a wolf #perhaps they are a woyote #or a colf

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Why are all music teachers like this 😭😭😭

communeist

THEY ARE

crematedequally

when i was 8 i had a very intimidating russian woman as a music teacher- she was both my opera instructor and piano teacher. about a month into piano, she sat me down and said to my mother and i "this child- very beautiful voice, good for singing. i will not allow this child to continue piano. god did not want this child to play an instrument. he told me this in dreams. that is all."

my mom had it written down on a slip so we could remember the exact words because it was so funny. i HATED playing piano and i was definitely not good at it (i did end up having a good 5 years of opera training and ended up being a pretty accomplished choir singer though) and the idea of god sending my incredibly severe and serious russian piano teacher a dream begging her to stop teaching me piano was probably the funniest way it could have gone.

#I had a v supportive piano teacher but she did early on refer to me as ‘’spaghetti fingers’’#bc they were either limp noodles or way too stiff #so. that’s stuck with me

I need to get better at art so that when work rlly sucks I can more realistically fantasize about quitting my job to just do art

#unfortunately I don’t actually want to do that #I do miss doing commissions #maybe someday I will have free time again #currently the only viable quit my job option is teaching dance full time #I also don’t want to do that #but at least I can pretend #art

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#my hip is back to random muscle spasms for no clear reason #I am just laying here……. orz

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anxiousbiscuit

I was talking about Sherlock Holmes with my cool weird 42 year old coworker the other day and he said that he had read other works by ACD but not any Sherlock Holmes. ACD is smiling down from heaven on his one and only true fan.

I have rehearsal at 8:30 tonight which is like. nice that it's not right immediately after work but also. what do i do now. it is too much time. i am so tired

#i should use this time to go get food #.#actually. yeah that's just 100% what i should use this time for #i can write more siege time later #personal #post cancelled time to get groceries

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