APG

New to caring for a loved one and can't get a caregiver??? Or maybe you are struggling to learn how to take care of your loved one?

I am a certain way and it feels like no one understands. Including myself. I am so upset and stressed out not just because of school and bills. But because I keep coming home to a nasty, disorganized house. It is stressful, annoying and frustrating that the house is left a mess after I clean everything so all everyone has to do is clean up behind themselves or just do basics. But not trash gets over filled, fur everywhere, stains on floor, not putting stuff back, wrappers everywhere, dog water bowl bone dry/low/or with food or fur in the water. Toilet paper basket in restroom not refilled so basically they keep pulling out the rolls but not replacing them in the basket leaving me with no tissue because when the roll goes out and i reach in the basket there is none in there too i am mad... but i am mad for no reason is how the family treats me. I say don’t put drinks on the floor we tend to forget about what we put on floor nope no one listens - spills non stop. Washing doesn’t happen unless i make a big deal or point it out frustrating. literally will go commando because they have no underwear before they go wash!!! The thought hey I am getting low on clothing i need to wash tomorrow so I DONT run out of clean underwear doesn't come to MIND?!  I didn’t just loose my grandma or my longtime ride or die kitty Godzilla but it feels like yesterday. I talked to my grandma all the time and I have caught myself thinking man i need to call her.. smh and I got my cat at 13 years old. During that whole time i have gone through a lot of bullshit friends and guys. Bullshit drama with family too. Always had my friend Godzilla and life sometimes seem hard but she would always check on me. I am so mad about her death. I knew something was wrong with her but she then she looked alright. I was working so much getting money and keeping ourselves from drowning bills. D was in prison again and I was alone again. I had to make money and then I got caught up I didn't even notice how she didn't come out when I was giving cans to the kitties and then I was eating food I got after work and she didn't come out. I was looking for her and couldn't find her i looked under the bed. didn't see her but the boys did and saw maybe god didn’t want me to see her face - lifeless. I was so sad i fell to the floor I was broken hearted. I was so mad at myself. It has been hard to get over it. They said she died of old age. Idk I wish I took her to the vet if it was something I could prevent. 

i don’t know why...

He is always bring up how he has deal with how my family treated me and my mom. But yet I asked a simple question and it went to hell from there. Isn't it possible my question struck a nerve with your history with YOUR family.

He is always bring up how he has deal with how my family treated me and my mom. But yet I asked a simple question and it went to hell from there. Isn't it possible my question struck a nerve with your history with YOUR family.

Selfish parent.

I just want to kick back, smoke a blunt and eat some tacos. But, nah, I can't. I decided I was going to be a nurse. Then covid hit and everything's gone to shit now. I'm making the best of it. I'm trying. It's hard.

Chill with the beef and get some chicken instead. 💰💰