I've had some rough days these past week, where my anxiety disorder made me had a very intense crisis and I couldn't see really well for almost 6 days. I was seeing double and my eye focus was going in and out all the time. Also I felt dizzy and extremely tired from the moment I woke up. Was a freaking hell. I did all the medical exams and, as usual... nothing wrong.
Anxiety really is a fucking bitch in my life. From time to time I have these weird "diseases". They last for a while, make me go to the hospital, doctors, take tons of meds, and then, all gone. Like it never happened. Sometimes is lungs, sometimes is stomach, sometimes is heart, sometimes brain (I lost count of how many resonances I've done of my brain). My whole life was like this. Everytime something new, some new weird symptom. Honestly, it's pretty exhausting to live like this and some times I get very frustrated with this never ending cycle.