lover of books, whore for the Gothic. mostly Star Wars, always pure chaos. tarot reader
currently reading: King of Scars by Leigh Bardugo, The Burning Girls by C. J. Tudor
currently watching: The Great S3, Buffy the Vampire Slayer S5
✶ this is a sideblog. my main blog is cowbowlikesolowrites but I am not active there at all, maybe reblogging by mistake once in a blue moon — there is no need for you to follow it. I am currently working into turning my inactive main into my writing archive.
✶ my current long-lenght project is Heaven Is A Place, This Is A Place, a Gothic Horror Han Solo character study set in-between ANH and ESB — it has HanLeia slow burn, an unusual take on Han’s past, childhood trauma and ghosts haunting the narrative. please make sure to check the trigger warnings before reading.
✶ my ask box is open for anon and asks of all kind. so are my messages, feel free to drop in and say hi!
✶my blog my rules; I don’t really tag the gore or nsfw stuff I reshare because I don’t care. I reblog graphic stuff pretty often with little to no proper tagging so be warned.
✶ yes, I used to be a Swiftie, hence the origins of my username (the song cowboy like me + Han Solo), but I do not associate myself with that internet community or name any longer; however, I still listen to the music quite often.
✶ yes, I am a multishipper. here's a short guide of my ship tags:
hanleia: this one's loud and clear
han'ra/ fox and hound: Han Solo/Qi'ra
skysolo: again, loud and clear
leii'ra: Leia Organa/Qi'ra
crimsonkiss: Qi'ra/Lennor (OCxCannon)
tomialteeth (tag created with @mitotruco): Garris Shrike/Han Solo (NOT in a romantic pattern! we tag this as a ship due to the nature of their relationship)
other fandoms/media pieces I am interested in & you might see on this blog: Buffy The Vampire Slayer, AMC IWTV & The Vampire Chronicles, musicals (mostly Hadestown and Phantom of the Opera, occasionally others such as EPIC and Wicked), Six of Crows & The Grishaverse
other interests you might see here: Gothic Literature — mainly Wuthering Heights and Frankestein, art, vampires, Greek Mythology, feminism, history, cooking, baking, journaling, reading and book reviews, movies, media analysis, fashion
what artists/music I listen to: Florence + The Machine, Ethel Cain, She Wants Revenge, Concrete Blonde, Depeche Mode, Taylor Swift (as I said, I used to be a Swiftie; and even though I don't associate with that title anymore, I still listen to the music), Gracie Abrams, Sabrina Carpenter, Paramore + Hayley's solo music and a bunch of other people I can't name LMAO
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yeah, they did. I wrote up a big long post about the Trevor Project and the 12 hour charity livestream I'm participating in right now, and they deleted it. twice. We've raised over $50,000 for a legitimate charity but because it helps trans kids it gets deleted from the site
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sure heated rivalry has enemies to lovers but interview with the vampire has enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers to enemies to lovers to
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the idea that every summer will be as hot if not hotter than this for the rest of my life is unbearable i need to (remembers suicide jokes are bad for my mental health) murder an oil executive
The idea of two people having sex and it creating another, smaller person who has a combination of their traits sounds like it was made up for fan fiction but alas I've heard tale that it's really happened
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this genuinely makes me so mad. some of you really don’t deserve fanfics. at all.
comment like this, besides the ai witch hunt, is one of the reasons why fanfic writers don’t want to post their fics anymore.
we write for free. whenever we can. whenever we have time. whenever we’re not too exhausted by life and responsibilities. we write for our own enjoyment. as a hobby. not a job. we update whenever we can. whenever we want. we do not owe anybody anything.
one of my favorite fics was updated after literal 13 years. but the point is that fanfic writers do not owe you anything. whether a fic was abandoned forever or updated after a decade or two is not something you as a stranger has a say in.
stop being entitled. stop treating fanfic writer as a content farm or a machine that produces contents for your enjoyment.
we’re not your employees. we’re not your slaves. we’re kind enough to share what we write for our own enjoyment with you for free. so either respect and appreciate us or be quiet.