˖𓍢ִ໋❀Forever obsessed˚˖𓍢ִ໋❀

He found it withing himself to go against all the brainwashing, the painful memories, the corrupted, shiny images in his head that terrified him to his core, in order to remember who he really is and who Katniss is and why he loves her so much. And that's much more remarkable in my opinion.

He was tortured into believing lies he was never meant to oppose, but he did. He was programmed to never remember what was real again, but he did. He was convinced Katniss was evil and he should never question it, but he did.

The frustration, confusion and uncertainty he must've felt navigating through real and not real and the mental strength it takes to endure all of that and still manage to remember although he was programmed not to is the ultimate act of love and truly so admirable and fascinating.

So no, Peeta didn't fall in love with Katniss twice. That's because he refused to let his hijacked self live and get a chance to "love" her. Instead, he crawled back to who he was at his core, to the person who already loved Katniss not someone who had to learn to love her again. And he realised that the love he had then is no different from the love he has now, even after seeing Katniss's flaws. Because he was himself again. He had remembered.

There’s not a lot of treatments, and there isn’t a single one that is for vaginismus exclusively - they’re all medications or treatments to treat symptoms, but not the causes. In fact, for a long time doctors waved off vaginismus as a purely psychological disorder in cis women.

It’s incredibly common! And it can be treated by physiotherapy.

I know this because I’m currently undergoing physio and although it can take months to recover, I’m already seeing improvement. A lot of the pelvic floor exercises are available online, but if you have these symptoms please TALK TO YOUR DOCTOR and see if you can get a physio referral (or investigation for underlying causes like endometriosis).

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you have so much paper

it’s okay to function as intended

you are not out of ink

i just refilled that cartridge last month

you can connect to that computer you’re supposed to connect to

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The progression of a relationship according to Katniss Everdeen:

nothing you can take from me was ever worth keeping