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my insurance wouldn't approve me to get my entyvio infusions at the hospital where my doctor works, so i gave them the name of an independent infusion center, and they approved it. then my doctor messages me and is like "why is a different center calling us for details about your infusions?" and i was like "cigna said the hospital's center is not approved, which i know is not true because i've had infusions at the hospital before, but i figured this whole process would be faster if i just agreed and went to a different center" and my doc was like "well we got an approval for the hospital's infusion center yesterday. do you want us to reject that approval so you can go to the other center?" and i was like "NO i'll do the infusion at the hospital if that's approved! i'll go anywhere! whatever is already approved, i'm there, let's do it!" and then she stopped responding so now i don't know what's going on
i wanted to call the center to schedule my infusion today, but now i don't know where the approval is for - the independent infusion center or the hospital's infusion center. and i don't want to call one of these places and try to schedule an infusion and set off a chain of events where i ended up calling the wrong place, and then they're like "oh you want your infusion here? great! we'll cancel the approval at the other place and start the approval process here! please hold for five to fifty business days while we do that!"
i don't care where i go! i really do not care!! someone just tell me where to go, and i'll go there!
the crux of the issues is nothing ever gets done if i don't call to get it done, but i don't know who to call because i don't wanna fuck things up by calling the wrong place, and it's SO FRUSTRATING AND STUPID
on the phone with my health insurance, jamming out to the familiar hold music, pretending it's not giving me ptsd...
54 minutes (and counting...i'm currently on hold again) into this call. the lady (nicest lady in the world) said the infusion center at my hospital isn't in-network (this is incorrect, as i've had many infusions there, but the hospital built a new location, so i guess maybe they don't have the new location logged as in-network yet? doesn't make much sense since i'm sure hundreds if not thousands of people have been getting infusions at the new location since it was open for, like, a year now, but whatever). anyway the nice cigna lady is saying maybe there's a new code for the new location my provider could share with them that they don't currently have, and that code will show the location as in-network. i was like...yeah that sounds ideal but my provider is notoriously terrible at answering the phone, as she doesn't even have a personal line but just the hospital department phone number, and she will take weeks to call back and get them the info they need, and i don't really have those weeks. so the cigna lady suggested i go to a different infusion center and asked if there was anywhere nearby, and i did have two infusions from a different center, so i gave the nice cigna lady the name of that center, tho my doc told me that center is now only doing infusions once a week, so it's hard to get an appointment, but looking at their website, i'm not seeing any of this once-a-week stuff?? anyway i'm on hold again while the nice cigna lady checks that this center will suffice
OKAY WHAT THE FUCK i got distracted from writing this post as i was texting A to update him on the situation (aka to rant and complain), and then my call with cigna reached one hour, and it immediately reconnected me to the stupid survey robot asking for my satisfaction about the call! excuse me!! what the heck!! i was in the middle of a phone call you stupid bastards! does cigna not allow calls to exceed one hour? that is such bullshit cause i've 100% been on calls for longer than an hour! i'm so pissed to have been disconnected from the nicest lady in the world who was dedicated to helping me! now what!!!!!
on the phone with my health insurance, jamming out to the familiar hold music, pretending it's not giving me ptsd...
just had a phone call w my mom featuring lots of shouting and crying and shouting while crying, so you know, the usual top hits. she threw out the classics ("you're so defensive!" "you need to be less emotional!" "you need to work on how you react to things!" "i'm your mother, not a person on the street!" "i know you care about your friends more than me, but...." "i would never disrespect my parents like this!" "i raised you to be loving and kind to your family!" "i know you're SO BUSY with your BUSY life, but you could remember you have a mother every once in a while" "i guess i'm just the worst mother in the world" etc. etc.) it's been a while since we had one of those, and i sort of thought things were better with her. how silly of me!!

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01x01 // I Am Kuroko
i don't like guys who suck at basketball. but you've earned yourself one of those.
got another editing request for another manuscript that's so messy i really don't want to edit it. again doubling the price to see if that scares off the client.... we'll see
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a couple hours ago i started having this super intense cramping pain in the left side of my abdomen (aka my colon!!!). now i'm like...did i get the fucking parasite?? or is this UC? but there's no reason for this to be UC cause i haven't missed a day of my meds and haven't eaten anything risky lately. and in that same vein, i haven't eaten any fresh fruit or veg since this whole parasite thing started, except for some peaches, but i washed them all so i'm pretty sure they're fine, and also sweet potatoes, but i also washed and baked those. so then this must be UC? but...why?? i mean i've spent the last 24 hours super stressed about switching UC meds, and i didn't sleep much last night...but still, the pain is INTENSE it just doesn't feel like normal UC pain, especially post-rinvoq
going to be switching from rinvoq (my current UC med that i'm truly madly deeply in love with) back to entyvio (the first biologic i tried out that didn't work At All, but that was when my colon was a shitshow; now i'm in remission, so the hope is entyvio can just keep that going) to see if A and i can join the baby-making regime, which we can't do while i'm on rinvoq. anyway, of course this means i'm back on board the calling-insurance-everyday train, so i call them today and get AN AI ASSISTANT
i mean i guess this is standard fare now but this is the first time in my thousands of calls to my insurance co. that i'm being confronted by an AI and i feel...betrayed or something i don't even know

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i get that this new parasite or bacteria or whatever is in the produce isn't funny but...it's kinda funny
for 2.5 years i could not eat a fruit or veg without shitting my brains out and now everyone else has that fear and i dunno, i'm kinda feeling vindicated about it..!!!
last night in the shower i thought of a scene i wanted to write in the fic (typical) and then had to repeat all of the dialogue my shower brain had come up with in my head on a loop as i finished my shower (as one does) and then get out and type it all up as fast as possible while probably losing key bits (such is life) but the scene was not something that the boys were ready for in the fic yet, so i figured it'd never actually pan out cause the brilliant it-came-to-me-in-the-shower scenes never make it into my fics (it's the sad reality of life) but then today i actually got to the point where that scene made sense!! and i wrote it!! and it was as good as shower me had thought it would be!! when does this ever happen??!?
ever since my boss screwed me by no longer advertising my services on his youtube channel and also taking my developmental/content editing page off his website, he's been super hands-off with asking me about what jobs i'm booking and checking in w clients and such (which has been v nice), but yesterday he sent some writer my way and said he was a "good soul" (okay???? what?), and i just edited that writer's sample pages and they were A MESS to the extent that i would normally just tell the writer we wouldn't be a good fit, but for some reason i still feel some need not to get on my boss's bad side?? even tho he fucked me over?? so i just told the writer i could do the job but at double my usual rate. fingers crossed the exorbitant price tag scares him off!
...and he's willing to pay my doubled price 😫
i have researched so much crazy shit for my fics but i'm not sure i ever bothered going into private mode before today's search when i googled "tips on how to last longer before coming for a man" why is this the thing that embarrasses me it's not even my problem!! it's nez's!! let me live!!
ever since my boss screwed me by no longer advertising my services on his youtube channel and also taking my developmental/content editing page off his website, he's been super hands-off with asking me about what jobs i'm booking and checking in w clients and such (which has been v nice), but yesterday he sent some writer my way and said he was a "good soul" (okay???? what?), and i just edited that writer's sample pages and they were A MESS to the extent that i would normally just tell the writer we wouldn't be a good fit, but for some reason i still feel some need not to get on my boss's bad side?? even tho he fucked me over?? so i just told the writer i could do the job but at double my usual rate. fingers crossed the exorbitant price tag scares him off!

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i started a welcome to hell nezushi au a while back and just restarted it and it's fun and all but for some reason the concept of mpreg keeps popping into my mind like an irritating commercial jingle...why...
For the fics you've tagged as favorites but haven't finished them, will you tell us why? Just curious.
hello anon! that's a good question. i stopped writing those fics in particular cause in all of them, the big conflicts were all wrapped up, and writing resolutions/fun times isn't all that interesting to me, so i couldn't be bothered ahaha