pathetic bisexual guy enthusiast

I know we’re all struggling so don’t feel pressured at ALL omg I’m just asking bc I’m a little bit desperate right now 😭 I’ll make it work I always do but if anyone is able to help even a tiny bit I’d appreciate it so much I’m sorry I can never pay anyone back I am so broke 😭

One day I’m going to do commissions again I swear to fucking god I just cannot find it in me to do more I’m already so burnt out I just want to go to sleep

I am just so frustrated bc I have a FUCKING BACHELORS DEGREE but I can’t find anything in my field and can’t rly afford to move down near the GTA where there might be more jobs, I also can’t afford to take a part time job somewhere with better pay bc I really need benefits bc none of my meds are covered by OHIP, I’m doing 42 hours per week making a bit over minimum wage + commission every 3 pays which is helpful but I cannot keep up with rent and bills and insurance and everything and groceries keep getting more expensive and I just don’t Fucking know what to do!!!!!!!!!

Also mind you all the biology jobs I do find around here are minimum wage and like 20 hours a week WTF am I supposed to fucking do with that fuck

Do I just go back to school for like nursing or something there’s always jobs in nursing right

I’m already like 60k in debt what’s another few thousand lol

I’m like not suicidal at all but I am very exhausted and burnt out and just feel like I’m at the end of my rope and don’t rly know what the fuck else to do like can I sell feet pics or something please I would totally do that. But it’s not thaaat easy

I feel like I’m going insane genuinely how the fuck is ANYONE AFFORDING TO LIVE!!! HOW AM I ABOUT TO BE 30 AND I AM LESS FINANCIALLY STABLE THAN I WAS AT 20 😭😭😭😭😭

Also the world is burning around us!!! Right!!!! All the shit going on in the world and you mean I still have to go to work and pay rent!!!! WHAT! Literally I can’t even start ranting about all that or I’m going to genuinely crash out so hard I might end up in the hospital LMFAO