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#on god boy we are going to get you on anxiety medication Shane Hollander + Anxiety
So kind of OP to leave out the most hurtful panic attack of them all
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it's the art of loving.
Shane's not a straight pin, but he's always pinned down
Something that I love that the show has done (that the book really did not do) is really, really illustrate how Shane’s Asian identity is so tied up in his relationship to his public identity. Again and again we're hit with all of Shane’s commercials, his brand deals, the little comments Yuna makes about the kids that see themselves represented in him for the first time, the comparisons to other athletes of color, the young fans coming up and asking for pictures with him. The tokenism is clearly something he feels uncomfortable about but also feels a lot of pressure to uphold. You can literally see Shane’s physical discomfort anytime this is brought up, particularly in the French interview scene and the conversation with Rose (thank you Hudson Williams).
I think this is going to add a lot of depth to his story arch in season 2 (his anxiety about and unwillingness to come out, his selfishness in comparison to all the sacrifices Ilya is making) and make him a much more empathetic character. Because in addition to all the other reasons being in love with Ilya is complicated, Shane is a brand. He's already the poster boy for Asian hockey players, which comes with a lot of responsibility—I just know he's thinking do I really want to be the poster boy for gay hockey players, too? Do I want to risk falling short of the image I've so carefully crafted for the public eye? Do I really want to give them another reason to see me as different, to add another minority identity I’ll have to represent and the impossible standards that comes with? Not to mention the intersectionality of being queer and Asian, and all the harmful stereotypes about femininity and Asian men that are bound to come into play alongside all the run of the mill homophobia that exists in sports.
So, yeah, Shane is (at times) a little bit shitty and oblivious in the second book. But I think the show is doing a lot of legwork this season to make the audience understand that Shane has a lot at stake, and has at least a tangential understanding of what it would mean to be out in this predominately cishet space.
lesbian heated rivalry wouldn’t be in hockey because there are already many out queer women in hockey due to the fact that hockey is viewed as a men’s sport. the whole reason hockey is captivating for mlm is because it is a toxically masculine sport and the idea of having out queer men in that sport is surprising (requiring them to stay closeted/have situationships/etc), whereas it is not nearly as surprising for queer women. therefore, lesbian heated rivalry would actually occur in a setting like ballet, gymnastics, or some other stereotypically feminine sport (that has toxic feminine standards) where queer women are not as visible. in this essay i will
I loooove that man with autism !!
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gurl what kind of rivalry is this?
ilya rozanov and shane hollander for calvin klein
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im a victim of hockey yaoi propaganda .
"Variety: You guys have really become best friends."
Connor: "He was just here for a week and stayed at my place. It’s really enlightening about the culture of how men and man-on-man affection is received because you don’t see that a lot. It’s taboo for men to be friends and grab each other a certain way or hold hands. And me and Hudson being in such a sexual circumstance with one another, it’s really interesting to watch people sexualize our very amicable signs of affection. That just shows where the culture is still at in a way like, “Oh, these two men…” Just because we’re really comfortable with each other and we love each other, we’ve been through the craziest experience together, we’re on this crazy rollercoaster together, if I have my hand on his leg as we’re sitting down doing a press thing because he’s my best buddy and I love him, and we have that level of comfort. It’s just interesting that that instantly gets turned into, “They’re more than friends.”"
via Variety
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"hollander" (this doesn't have to change, we can go back, we can just be hollander and rozanov and ignore the strings, we can pretend it's nothing more and never talk about it and I'll never say shane again, I'll never ask for more if this is all i can get) "hollander" (there's nothing I can say to keep this from crumbling but i'm begging you)
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