shane whump enthusiast

I adore that in the hospital Shane's heart rate goes down instead of up when he sees Ilya. I know a racing heart is common around someone you're attracted to but the lower bpm reads as him feeling so comfortable and safe that even his perpetually active sympathetic nervous system calms tf down. And this is when he's actively concussed with a broken bone btw!!! Holding Ilya's hand physically reduces Shane's stress so much his heart rate drops 20bpm and his oxygen saturation goes to 100%. That's insane. Forget whatever medications they had him on Ilya is his drug of choice for sure

when they're out at an event and ilya tells shane he can't drink because of the baby and shane has to act like he isn't hard in his pants for the rest of the night

*trying to say i enjoyed something* this thing made me feel sick and made me writhe around on the floor

Lets make ilya think about how it was actually really traumatizing to feel like he was the sole keeper of his mom and her mental health