WHERE DO WE GO FROM HERE?

Don't you dare give in to those dedicated songs

Don't you dare give in to those innocent smiles.

And if you find yourself falling for it again

Remember the denied conversations

Remember the noises in silence

Remember the nights you cried.

Remember she knew how shattered you were

But she just stood there and watched.

Remember you tried

I got tired. No, exhausted.

And I'm not sorry I gave up.

I was there...

Always. All ways.

For you. With you.

Without a complain, without a pause.

I held your hand like you were a child just starting to walk. You kept on falling and I never got sick of picking you up, of cheering for you.

And just when you learned to be on your own, you stepped on my feet and walked past me.

And so today I'm done.

I watch you run and I no longer worry if you trip or go far beyond.

Just one last favor

A stranger who pushed you into the bridge won’t kill you

A friend who did not lend his hand will.

A man who stabbed you in your chest won’t break your heart

A loved one who watched you bleed will.

Those you love, those you trust

They hold a privilege to deceive you in ways you cannot imagine.

Only those people can betray you in the most throbbing ways possible.

Betrayal is deep

For you can only be betrayed by the people who count

I met this girl, she wasn't that fine

I don't know what's in her but I wanted to make her mine

Oh hey, I did make her mine.

I call her at night

Her voice soothes me

When I close my eyes

I feel that she's with me.

Her lips are so soft

I can kiss them all day

The way she holds me

Feels like she wants me to stay.

This girl, she loved me

Like no one ever did

Her heart is so pure

Something I never can resist.

Unlucky for me, I lost this girl.

I made her mine but couldn't treat her right.

I was her headache, caused so much trouble.

I wish things turned out differently. I really do. I know I have hurt you a million times, and not one of those I was never in pain, too.

The truth is I am scared.

I'm sorry that I am. I was the one who told you to jump off the cliff yet I did not even do it myself. I admit it now. I'm scared.

I'm scared to lose what I already have.

I'm scared to know what the future is for us.

I'm scared to take risks.

I stayed in the comfort of where I used to be and while I wanted you to be here, I just couldn't let you in.

I wish there was a way to tell you.

I lied.

It's scary to think that when you come to know, I'll lose you forever.

And I was never this scared in my life.

I was never this worried.

I guess when the feelings are this real it haunts you.

If there comes a day that you'll know every bitter truth I tried to cover with sweets, remember that I love you.

Remember that in those days we held and those nights we kissed, I was real.

That those "I love you"s I said, I meant.

In every heartbeat

And in the middle of everything I do

Oh God, tell me

I remember vividly how it was the warmest winter night I've had.

Uncovered bodies underneath the snow. Still this single flame kept its glow. Blizzards around me are of no value whilst this ignited blaze is within reach.

I remember vividly and now figured out how this hot summer night becomes too frosty.

It is different.

Your absence.

You were the fire - your arms warmed me.

It is your absence that made it divergent.

I listen to another song. Twas not ours.

But I still think of you.

I still miss you.

could also be the window where the water shower when it rains.