i love u castiel

taking dean fishing so he can learn the importance of bait

like next time u get a little Too into an actor just remember that they have to like practice lines or whatever

can yearning make you sick

can desire kill you

the best thing a man can be is gay and suicidal and miserable and utterly unlikable and unpleasant to be around and prone to addiction and abused and traumatized and not breaking the cycle and

one time when i was 19 i went on an odyssey with a group of friends and spend the entire day like a full 12 hours looking for this one plug who we knew of but did not know and it took so long to track him down and he was just like a mid-20s guy living in a shitty trap apartment and while he was weighing out the molly and we were all standing in his bedroom awkwardly, my best friend at the time who was a darling but like so unaware was like (fully genuinely friendly) "so how long have you been a drug dealer? it seems nice to set your own hours 🙂"