Instead of doomscrolling lately I have been reading my PDFs and it turns out if you do this you learn a whole bunch of stuff. Iâm afraid I must recommend it
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DEAR READER
Mike Driver

oozey mess
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NASA

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styofa doing anything
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@theartofmadeline
RMH
Xuebing Du
Jules of Nature
Today's Document
Monterey Bay Aquarium

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hello vonnie
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@carovingian
Instead of doomscrolling lately I have been reading my PDFs and it turns out if you do this you learn a whole bunch of stuff. Iâm afraid I must recommend it

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Babe, you okay? you reblogged âand we were nice to each otherâ like 12 times again
The binturong of having a shoulder to cry on
i'll never understand women's fashion...
what we know so far
the reason i have not yet written a The Locked Tomb Analytical Essay is because ppl think iâd write it about the eighth but theyâre wrong. i would write it about the seventh and their view of chronic illness as beautiful. and then iâd have to talk about how that directly parallels the catholic churchâs view of redemptive suffering and the passages of the catechism that speak on illness specifically. and how johnâs treatment of cytherea paints himself as the Suffering Christ figure and her as the pious and devoted sick sharing in that suffering by which her illness is made his own. and then i experience an emotional fit so violent that my vision whites out. so i will not be writing all of that
you'd have to drag out the Isenheim Altarpiece, which is tbqf a bummer.

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is bisexuality "sci-fi"?
yes
no
Un-self-conscious bisexuality, the kind that doesn't name itself, is the sexuality of dim antiquity stretching back into prehistory. Think Gilgamesh and Enkidu. As humans learned to introspect, behaviors were categorized and humans themselves were grouped on top of that, with semi-arbitrary moral weights added at each step. Think Adam, the ur-categorizer, becoming aware of his own nakedness. This is the least bisexual phase of human history - when it could neither be acted upon nor even thought of, since at first the categories were too crude for that. But over time the categories have been refined and partly, only partly, stripped of their moral weight. Projecting this process to its completion, we can imagine an endpoint in the bisexuality of science fiction - a synthesis of the polymorphous perversity of early man and the self-awareness of civilization, each half of the dyad negating the faults of the other. So yes.
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@elodieunderglass
In order to solve our disagreements about the validity of contrived philosophical thought experiments, it might be useful to concieve of a simplified situation that exposes the core of our intuitions, and see whether we think they're useful in that context
Iâm going to single handedly disprove the stereotype that tumblr girls are bad at math
This cannot be a stereotype. Look at my mutuals.
Im great at math. I love math. And im on tumblr. That stereotype is wrong
What's nine plus ten
NINETY TEN!
....no
closer
It's 13
Somehow you're further away
Mo, nine plus ten is 13.
Under specified problems.
9+10 is 3 mod 4. It also is a prime in â¤, so therefore it is a Gaussian Prime.
Everything can be anything under specific circumstances.\
No. Not always.
Always, this is Truth.
You have fallen into my trap! It's true under specific circumstances. Under specific circumstances, it can be false!
That's a different set of circumstances, my intent with the sentence was to claim that for every statement, there exists at least one set of circumstances that rend it true.
What about the following statement: "It is false that for every statement there exists one set of circumstances that render it true."?
In a world where, through a convoluted series of events, true and false have opposite meanings from what we know them to be, that statement is true.
Hmm. That's linguistics cheating. Translation would still have to go through in each direction, otherwise I can simply define a language where the word true means "is a statement", and then we would be done, and every statement would be true in every case, tautologically.
But fine. Maybe linguistic cheating happens because we haven't formalised our system. What is your claim, formalised?
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RUPERT GILES in BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER (1997-2003)

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It's been a while since I said "this person wins the internet", but today it is merited.
(via bsky)
(The classic XKCD comic)
Finnish folk poetry is fun in the way where making alliterations is more important than making things rhyme, or keeping details consistent. As a matter of fact, describing the same thing in two different or even contradicting details is occasionally just a way of stating that the exact detail of how and what it was doesn't matter, the mutual overlap between the two statements is the main point. Like if a poem describes the same event twice
A swan of golden feathers rose from a lake A silver-backed wigeon waded from the river Ate trees, ate stone, ate beasts of the woods Drank dry the wells and swamps, drank the sap from trees
It's not specifically about a swan or wigeon, nor one of each, and neither is the colour of the feathers specifically important. It doesn't matter whether it burst out of the water like a jumping fish, or waded out like a person - nor whether it was a lake or a river. And the list of things that it ate or would drink isn't specific or exclusive. All that this segment is saying is
"A waterfowl (of some kind) with splendid, supernaturally brilliant plumage, emerged from a natural body of water (of some kind), and devoured the entire goddamn physical world. The whole thing."
...When you get stuck on something for three months straight, additional materials somehow just keep piling up even when you have other things in your life to do. :'^D Also unfortunately I am a pathologic enjoyer or writing walls of text so I just couldn't resist posting some of my stuff to have a reason to talk and show pictures:
Like this random shitpost sketch with a bit more interesting concept of XtraCor logo that I had entirely forgot about... (my mind kind of adopted Sam's looks from other fanart for this fic because other fanart of this fic is neat. but I didn't particularly watch over what I'm drawing in this doodle - so I'm not sure what had I really ended up with, haha)
...or the background for the workers-camera-view that I'm honestly a bit proud about, because behind its innoculously basic (and not particularly fleshed-out, let's be honest) looks there is a whole story about magic of frienship hidden. (and also the catwalk rails were totally recently painted by PSA, that's fun too. pls ignore the render issues i forgor to work on coloring consistency over places obscured by objects in front of them)
You see, I'm really not good about drawing factory stuff, especially in mining\metallurgy industry. I can stare at references all I want, that won't make me understand them more until I'll read a dense textbook, and I can look at videos until the heat death of the universe and all what I'll gather would be that A) miners love overloading enormous cars and filming asmr of enormous rocks being thrown in the hopper; and B) people working in metal processing often live in actual hell, all of which is not very informative. But! With a couple of my acquaintances we gathered together our knowledge x'D
With the three of us, we had the combined experience of someone who had gone through student internship at a biotechnology factory (specifically in the workplace that produces SPF eggs, viable for virusologists), experience of someone who worked at a milk factory for a while, and knowledge of a history nerd who watched a lot of metallurgy stuff because historically if you have robust metal industry you can beat people with metal sticks better and that's interesting enough to follow development of factories through time. And it worked!!! In the end of our brainstorm I had achieved a specific, plausible enough scene that isn't just a redraw of yet another vague molten metal photo! And if I didn't choose to do that, I would achieve, well, see the picture below. Which is: a sillhouette of the NothingContraption. Yeah, I'm very thankful for not having to settle for that.
Anyway, the last thing I'll show in this longpost should probably be the illustration of my feelings regarding working on visualising PSA's tags, the camera window and everything related to their render. the feelings are. complicated. Honestly half of total editing time of the entire picture was probably me trying to arrange all of this digital stuff prettily and adding some Murderbot-y computer vibes in it without crashing my own graphics editor (with how heavy all the tag layers got after I had the bright idea of arranging shadowing for them procedurally for that iconic UI look instead of drawing it by hand - crashes were avoided, but with visible effort x,D next time I'll probably do such stuff separatedly and add on the final stages)
p.s: also drawing this fancover (and doing dumb mistakes) made me tear up about an authomatic backup program i didn't even know i had. it can't actually create backups. but it tries, and tries, and tries. kind of reminds me of The Cube, if a little less morbid
It's a common capitulative "hey please take me seriously and don't write me off" response to the extreme political polarisation of opinions on modern AI into a typically right aligned "powerful and broadly a force for good" and a typically left aligned "useless smoke and mirrors but broadly a force for bad" to say "both of these responses are wrong, they lack nuance and I believe something more complicated than either". Which is of course true and it's something I do myself say, but the capitulation (which I'm also guilty of) lies in hedging about the specifics and letting the other person assume that you agree with whatever is the most important to their politics.
But I think I need to be a little braver on challenging other leftists on part of this - or maybe, people explicitly on the left who have a little more domain knowledge of AI sort of need to force themselves to be. Perhaps part of the problem is how few there are who haven't been scared off, booed from the stage egged by their peers. It's certaintly why I quit serious academic study or career pursuit around AI, why I'm generally afraid to talk openly about the subject with people who know me personally except a very few very close friends. I know that I'll lose those friends before I can delve deep enough to be heard in any real explanative way, that getting there will involve challenging too many received wisdoms. Which is stupid, because I'm generally open to what should be the most important part of their politics on the matter, in that I am absolutely not convinced that AI as it's currently being deployed is going to be a prosocial force - although I believe it still might be, especially if so many leftists stopped spurning the technology.
But my problem is that they believe it's bad for - aside for perhaps a fairly skewed if righthearted version of automation threat - the wrong reasons, which are all predicated on this idea of the technology as an impotent, resource sink; the bejeweled sockpuppet inflated by the bloated dick of a corporation. Nonsensical mantras about data centers and energy use and water, which are absolutely nonsensical when you actually look at the numbers involved in the context of the energy, data and water use of any number of digital infrastructure technologies we take for granted. The cost of a cup of coffee, of locally grown vegan produce, of playing Mario Kart for half an hour, of posting on tumblr and reading your friends reply.
But perhaps the reason for this disconnect is the same sense that AI can only ever be a useless deception or party trick, so to get to my actual salient point. Your average leftist, marinated in a stew of posts about hallucination or counting letters in "strawberry", who recalls 2022 Dall-e outputs with too many hands, who still calls LLMs "spicy autocomplete", is catastrophically underaware of the consequence of the generalized abstract reasoning capability codified in the world models of these systems. The most critical mistake being made here is not in thinking that AI "is bad" (perhaps it is!) but by assuming that it's not powerful.
The right wing AI superintelligence truthers are far more close to being correct on this axis than the average leftist.
And because there's such a strong culture war imperative to stay in lane here, said leftists are almost to a man unwilling to learn more or be corrected. Which means that they're all entirely unequipped to address the actual problems with AI. Intrinsic to any analysis of AI risk should be the assumption that it at least has the potential to be powerful in the way that it's being imagined as being, and the best information we have on the topic is that it will be, perhaps sometimes already is.
Like, there is a whole field of study here. All the leading experts are convinced of it and those guys aren't partisan stooges or idiots. A ML researcher with a doctorate does genuinely have a more informed opinion than a tumblr fandom blogger, and all those fuckers seem sort of terrified at the moment. And we have metrics! Evaluations, benchmarks, cold hard numbers that show yes AI is good, this is how good it is, here's a percentage accuracy. Yes the failure mode of AI is hallucination, but at a certain point that can be minimised to an extent that the model can self-correct and we're getting close to the point of closing the gap. We likely already have in certain contexts!
On my phone so hard to fetch links and examples. I'll maybe edit those in later.
I feel like part of the issue is it's very easy to scratch the surface of an LLM and expose the artifice of the persona, of the output text-stream as pretended speech or thought. But this is missing the trees for the forest; yes what the AI shows its users is the model playing pretend for the sake of the text interface, but the actual AI is the internal world model that allows it to play pretend competently, and that is what is powerful. So many anti-AI people refuse to comprehend this fairly basic insight and it is maddening.
So yeah, essentially; if your critique of AI refuses to account for the possibility that the technology can be genuinely powerful, you don't know what you're talking about and you're unequipped to fight for your cause.
I don't know. I've given up talking to people about AI at this point except for on this blog. I figure whereever the wave takes us my talking about it isn't going to divert things so I might as well focus on other parts of my life. I basically gave up on having a well paying career in a topic that interested me so I could scrape by doing menial systems maintenance and not have to think about it seriously any more. I mean, I don't think I ever had the chops for it anyway, not when I realised that this would be the tone of the conversation. But still every so often I peek back at how the people around me are talking about it and it's just. So bleak.

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windows: âthis pc canât run windows 11â
me: âI know more than you, sonâ
(secure boot and fTPM surgery went well)
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