Beauty is Urgent

Ask game: send me childhood memories on anon

Not all my memories are good ones or ones I'm proud of but they're all mine and they make me happy to be a person

By the way consider my askbox permanently open to these

I really like that "the stranger" is both a classic piece of existential literature and the thing where you sit on your hand till it falls asleep and jack yourself off with the numb hand. that's a really great pair of referents

guy at an art museum standing in front of a completely innocuous and somewhat boring painting muttering “what does it mean? what does it all mean?” in an increasingly distressed tone

i sometimes miss being a completely naive novice programmer when i was like 13. never cache anything. recalculate everything every frame. endless faith in the computer. this thing can update 786,432 pixels 60 times per second surely it's got time for my bullshit

i just unzip my cloaca and let the posts gush out of me

@toasthaste

I'm busy coding the VR game of the summer. No visuals, your only inputs are chemosynthesizers pointed directly into your nostrils, and you pretend to be an ant carrying back food from a picnic blanket

Alpha testers are calling the level where you get folded into the blanket "harrowing"

I am having a good time that will probably last for ever this time