Just another Fujoshi 😏

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       └ 📂 Severus Snape

            └ 📂 My love for Severus Snape

-Shizu watches Hiiragi sleep as he thinks about everything that happened the previous night. He gently touches Hiiragi’s face.

-Hiiragi stirs awake and Shizu immediately confesses his love for Hiiragi, adding, “let me stay beside you till the day (I) die.”

-Hiiragi (wide awake now) yells at Shizu for always being grandoise and demands a more normal confession. But Shizu believes that was the most subtle way (for him) to express his feelings.

-During their band practice session later, Uenoyama notices a change in their (Shizu and Hiiragi’s) music.

-Uenoyama being Uenoyama, asks Hiiragi about it—who denies at first but then panicks when pressed for answers. He kicks Shizu and Ue out of the studio ordering them to go buy food.

-Shizu and Ue do as their told, although Uenoyama is pissed off by Hiiragi’s ridiculous behaviour. He asks Shizu why he’s in a band with Hiiragi, to which Shizu simply replies, “because I love* him.”

-Uenoyama is shocked and he asks Shizu if he’s dating Hiiragi. Ue worries when Shizu answers in the affirmative.

-Uenoyama questions Shizu on whether he feels anxious about their music being affected now that they’re pros.

-Shizu replies he’s confident that he takes music seriously—he’s doing it to stay beside Hiiragi which is why he doesn’t feel worried or conflicted. Shizu goes on to say he’s devoted to Hiiragi’s music and that their relationship is different from Ue and Mafuyu’s because he’s not “suffering” and that’s his strong point.

-Ue finds Shizu’s way of thinking strange, he’s bewildered but accepts it nonetheless. He feels a bit envious of Shizu because he’s not being indecisive.

[*love— Shizu uses the word “aishiteru” which is almost never used in real-life situations. Simply put, it’s much much more profound than the word commonly used: “suki” (which translates to like/love)

Japanese folk tend to be reserved about their feelings, so “aishiteru/aishiteiru” is cringe-worthy tbh and whenever it is used, if ever, it will be to express sincere and intense feelings.

You will see the word “aishiteru” being used in some anime/manga but it’s quite rare. For example... Gilbert tells Violet, “aishiteru”]

-Scene cuts to Mafuyu.

-In a dream, Yuki, Hiiragi and Shizu are leaving him behind. It then changes to Uenoyama, Hiiragi and Shizu. He wants to tell them to wait, but he couldn’t speak.

-He jolts awake, his heart racing because of the ominous dream. Checking the time, he figures he’d dozed off earlier.

-Suddenly, a realization strikes him: he can’t listen to music. Even though the ringing in his ears hadn’t stopped at all since he met Uenoyama.

-He also wonders how long it’s been since he sang, and the chapter closes with Mafuyu asking himself “how did I sing?”

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Uenoyama is dumber than a bag of rocks when it comes to romance but is ridiculously perceptive when it comes to anything related to music.

Sometimes I wish Mafuyu would just punch him in the face... with lots of love and force.

Still, Uenoyama is a gem of a person. You can’t help but adore him.

Also, I find it incredible that anyone could be devoted to someone (like Shizu is to Hiiragi) and the Universe also makes it so that the object of your affections reciprocates your feelings...

Lastly, Mafuyu... ;-;

*Sigh* let’s just not freak out and wait.

...He’ll be fine.

Who said anything about wanting them to give a damn about me? I want them to give a damn about each other!! This is not some shoujo manga!!! This is BL baby!! I care about this:

And jesus christ this:

….. Are the sex scenes in My Immortal better than this? “HE PUT HIS THINGY IN MY YOU-KNOW-WHAT AND WE HAD SEX.”

The best part of this is that the 2016 nominations were just announced, and OH BOY, there are some absolute crackers this year:

And in case anyone is interested, these are some of the entries that Morrissey beat to the top prize last year:

Listen to The Clouds Gather by kotodama on #SoundCloud

Hello Everyone.

Initially, this had been a fundraiser to ask for help paying off a sizeable electricity bill. In the month since, received a final warning letter, and now my electricity has been shut off.

I have IBS and Asthma, and I live in a high humidity area. Humidity and asthma do not mix, and keeping my food fresh is imperative for helping to maintain my IBS. 

When I turned to my family for help, I was told in no uncertain terms that it was my own fault for "not getting a job".

In actual fact, I am on welfare but I am struggling to convince my GP that I need to be on disability. I cannot work due to my IBS, and it has led to this difficult situation. In fact, I am currently posting this at the Library before I head back to my dark apartment. 

Please donate of you can, this feels like a desperate, unsolvable situation.

Busy day. Ton of work. Poor health. Anxiety. Kinda forgot. 

My excuses^ :P

It’s an interesting chapter. It’s all Shizuragi. 

So…….. Continuing from THAT cliffhanger in mix_7….

Also Mikhail Arbatov:

at least Fei Long got more honest :D

I love that “did you miss me so much you came to see me” panel. He looks so bad boy and so innocent with so much LONGING at the same time!

Misha, if Feilong can’t do his own tie right, will you do it for him?

This! I mean THIIIIS! The way he looks at Fei Long somewhere between “did you actually just push me over to climb on top of me OMG” and “I love you!”

I got “enemies to lovers”, “time travel” and “star crossed”. I think those are pretty accurate with me too, lol!

Man, it was hard looking for words, but I saw Royalty, Swap, and Lovers.

Which.. sounds like fun. Haha.

Time travel, amnesia and body swap

Fuck Amnesia.

Thanks to the Goddess that is Yamane Ayano!!! 

and thanks to @reve13 for ending the torture!

Pray in the Abyss Spoiler is here

and OMG @____@

Continuing my series about the recent wildfires that turned our sky red. I noticed in my past posts a lot of people think this is caused by stupid gender reveal parties. Gender reveal caused 1 fire, but the other 650 fires were caused by an unprecedented dry thunderstorm.

I’ve lived in CA for over 20 years and I’ve never seen thunderstorms in August during drought season. Unlike other parts of the world, the normal climate in CA doesn’t get storms until winter. This storm is the remains of Tropical Storm Fausto which caused over 11,000 lightning strikes resulting in over 2 million acres burned, turning our sky red like the apocalypse.  

This is what climate change looks like. Not some stupid gender reveal caused by the mistakes of a few, but the collective consequences of us all failing to protect the only home we have. The least we can do is accept reality instead of living in denial. No matter how bad it is now, it will get even worse if we continue to do nothing. 

About Feilong I wanted he to be strong even in difficult circumstances. Proud and ambitious as a man and…without time for to immerse in sentiment. Because it’s a world of people plucking out eyes of a live horse*. I wanted to draw a resolutely and noble Feilong, who usually kills his feelings, but when he meets Asami, his feelings are waven.

*idiom: about dexterous people who strive to quickly make a profit, bypassing others

Dragon among people*… He is beautiful not only appearance

*metaphor about outstanding people