CWA - 0123X

i support factkin, physical alterhumans, biological alterhumans, physical shifters, delusional alterhumans, animal packers and petplay.

when i tie uncomfortable laced shoes over my bent hooves,

it doesn’t end when i try to socialize with humans

and end up looking at them like a confused wild thing standing across from them in a store,

it doesn’t end when i’m clear-headed

and i can form coherent thoughts, and can think enough to ask myself what i really am,

i step out of the woods

and stand next to humanity on the bus,

in a library,

and in a restaurant,

and sometimes they meet my eyes

and know i take my animalness with me

with every step i take towards them.

my beasthood is a marriage vow

in sickness and in health

Edit - thanks to our awesome vet as well, it was just enough and we got his antibiotics :D

My nonhumanity impacts me everyday. Even when being out with friends and having fun, it's a damn struggle

I can't just go and do stuff and have a nice time. The fact i'm living a human life makes me so depressed that all i can do at the end of a day is cry

I have days where it gets so bad i get physically sick and have to stay home

I love hearing stories about Nonhumans that still live their life like "red panda working at a coffee shop"

But i wish i'd hear more about ones like me too.

Ones like me that cannot go outside sometimes because they can't keep their instincts away. Some days i cannot go outside because i know i'm gonna do "weird stuff" because i struggle to push it aside

My body hurts from having to hold myself back. I sometimes really wonder how others do it. I have two friends that both consider themselves Alterhuman. But they manage to be so casual about it, they can still do stuff like getting ice cream without feeling absolute dread

When i was little i used to have moments like this where i went full on animal and no one could snap me out of it. I'd refuse to eat like a human, i walked on all fours for days, i only communicated with 'dog' noises

This feeling never left. I just managed to supress it

AWAKENING DAY

reblog thread!! Everyone who wants to partecipate will share the date of their awakening (as specific or as generic as they feel comfortable) by reblogging to this post!

Here’s mine!

we turned the water off and expect to start working on it when we can. but me and him discussed prioritizing the health of the animals and all the things that come with it. theyre very old and need daily medication.

the negligence of the homeowner (both to the leak and the animals) leads us to our need to move out in about 6 months to a year. ill be here writing, jus support me when you can.

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